Bi-curious Wendy

Nakakapag taka lang, hindi maingay ang gc naming ngayon. Usually kasi, panay chismis at mura ang laman ng gc naming nila Seul pero today was oddly quiet. Meron pa naman akong tinder date ngayon. Kaso the difference between this and my previous tinder dates eh, schoolmate ko ang mokong na to. As far as I remember, hindi talaga ko interested sa fairer . Pero dahil puro mani ang hilig ng friends ko, I couldn’t help but  be a little curious so I changed my preference for the first time and set it sa women and akalain mo, marami pala talagang ganto within the area.

Yung ibang faces pa na nakita ko, eh kilala ko. I was even shocked nung nakita kong andun din si Joy. Akala ko straight ang punyeta. Bi-curious pala si gago. So maybe ako din. It was an accident when I swiped right pero ang hindi ko inexpect eh yung mag match kaming dalawa. Define nakakahiya. Baka isipin nito ang landi ko.

Pero at the same time, nasa tinder din naman siya. Ano bang mawawala sakin? Ah oo nga pala, pride. Shet. Kakilala nga pala to nila Lisa. I don’t know much abut Joy other than may pagka maton at serious type ang gaga. Cute naman, mukhang straight, ako din naman. Pero bi-curious pala. Ako naman, I don’t know. Maybe curious palang wala pang bi.

To those na hindi alam kung ano ang ibig sabihin ng label na yon, the word itself says it all. Pero dahil mabait ako, at very informative to, ieexplain ko narin, being bi-curious mean hindi mo pa naman talaga cinaclasify yung self mo na biual. Questioning state ito kumbaga. Parang what happened to Jen before she and Lisa got together. She’s always been with men pero after nung mangyari sakanila that’s where everything changed.

It can be as drastic as waking up from being confused to curious to surefire or none of the above. Meaning, straight ka talaga at nacurious ka lang what it’s like. Maybe ganun ako kasi naman mabilad ka ba naman sa friends mong puro paminta. Sabi nila, if you can’t beat them, join them. Pero walang iyakan in the end. Curious lang talaga ako. Malay mo naman babae pala ang forever ko. Charot.

Ayun nga, Thursday ng hapon kami nagkita ni Joy. Sa totoo lang, I didn’t know what to expect from this date. Tangina naman kasi first time ko makipag date sa babae. Kahit naman puro paminta ang mga kaibigan ko, hindi naman ako nag seek ng opinion nila tungkol dito dahil puro kagaguhan lang mostly ang usapan namin. Sabi nila, the friends that you choose reflect on who you are. So putang ina eto na nga baka paminta nga rin ako. It doesn’t hurt to try so I guess, we’ll have to find out.

The date actually went well for all the wrong reasons. Nag click kami ni Joy. Akala ko masungit siya. Mabait naman pala. Kaso I found myself eyeing the guy next table. Sobrang pogi naman kasi ni kuya I couldn’t help but stare. “Cute nya no?” Tanong ni Joy at yung question niya pulled me back in to reality. “Sorry.” Sabi ko. “Bakit? Cute naman talaga.” Natatawa niyang sinabi.

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