How Can I love You?

COFFEE PRINCESS

 

       As kyuhyun sings the song, his attention is on _______, who is also looking at him.
 
 
 
_________`s POV
 
*while stares at ______*
    
      
Why is he looking at me like that again? I hate it when he does that. Aish. Kyuhyu, stop doing that. .............I better go home.
 
 
me:    Oppas, Im going home now.
them:  Huh???
HC:     The party is not yet over.
LT:      Yeah. Why are you going home? Its not safe to go home all alone.
me:     I wanna have rest oppa.
LT:      B...but..
 
 
       
       Before he continue his dialogue I already stood up and Im ready to go home. As I paced back and walk on, I noticed that Yesung oppa and Kyuhyun aren`t singing anymore. But I didnt care, all I know is I WANT TO GO HOME. I walked faster, then I heard footsteps coming from my back. I glanced a little and I saw Kyuhyun running after me.
 
 
 
KH:  _____, wait.
 
 
      I stopped and faced him.
 
 
me:     Kyu, you should go back there.
KH:     No, what about you?
me:     DOnt mind me. You should be enjoying the party.
KH:     Enjoy? How can I enjoy it without you?
me:     I wanna have rest. I want to go home.
          There`s no reason for me to stay here and enjoy the party coz DOnghae oppa wasn`t here
          anymore..
KH:     Im still here.
me:     But I need him. I need Donghae oppa. i need my prince. Dont you understand?
          I cant be happy without him.. I cant.
KH:     ______, that`s why I am here. I`ll do eveything for you to be happy.
me:     You`ll do everything?
KH:     Yes.. everything as long as you are happy.
me:     Then make Donghae oppa stay here. Tell him to stay here.
KH:      ______, That`s impossible.
me:     Then I cant be happy.
 
 
       
       I continued to walk.......... but he suddenly hugged me.
 
 
KH:    ______, let me show you my love. 
       Please give me a chance. If you`ll do that, then I can  show you what hyung did show you 
         before. I can be your prince if you want. Im begging you , just let me love you like hyung
         does....
         Jong mal dang shin ul sa rang hab ni da.. I  love you so much..
 
 
       He leaned his crying eyes to my shoulder and he hugged me tighter. VERY TIGHT that I cant even move.
 
 
 
crying Kyu
 
 
KH:    I never felt this before. You know the feeling  of being stupid just because of what they called
          LOVE? I know Im a pabo. I try to act cool and feel good though I know it hurts. Just like what
         happened earlier. When you said my name, i thought you have chosen me as your for
         tonight`s event, but you followed "Im sorry" because you want hyung as your . ______
         it hurts... It really hurts here deep in my heart because I cant do anything. Its your decision.
         I cant say "Please choose me" because i know you want him to be with you. 
                Before, I can get everything or everyone that I want. Just one snapand everything is 
         infront me already. But I realized I cant have all I want and you proved it to me that`s why you
         are special for me. You` re a challenge for me.
 
me:    Let me go..
KH:    No, I ownt let you go..
me:    I said let me go...
 
 
         I unlocked his hands from hugging me and pushed him backwards away from me with my whole force.
 
 
me:    YOU are the reason why he will leave me.
          YOU are the reason why he will go to U.S.
          Now tell me how can I LOVE you back...???
          TELL ME!!!!!!! Tell me HOW???????  *tears falling*
 
 
 
*to be continued*
This is a short update... Sorry.
COMMENT and SUBSCRIBE......They are highly appreciated. :)))))
I feel bad for hurting Kyuhyun in this chapter,(well I hurted Donghae a lot, right? So, I got the idea of "why not hurt kyuhyun`s feeling too?) ......but I think this scene will make the story the BEST.
 
       sincerely yours,
 
    KyuAnnHae 
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Rayshun #1
Chapter 99: Nice story.... I shipped her and donghae . Bt the ending was happy... So I'm happy too .... Great job dear writer ...
Astroe
#2
amazing story!
ReinaPark #3
Chapter 99: cutee... i like your story
Leeminie #4
Leeminie me ! Right? XD
saracho
#5
Chapter 31: Author-nim!!! i love you!!
why?
you proved me that you don`t have to speak English perfectly in order to write your fiction... thanks.
it helped.. a lot.
i love you.
KyuAnnHae #6
Thank you guys! I miss you all friends! :)
yaminohime
#7
Chapter 12: heehee... so cute~
yaminohime
#8
Chapter 5: what a mean Kyu!
yaminohime
#9
i'm just reading chapter five and i already love the story. really had me going. i know i can made it to the end!