Karma

Map to My Heart

The day after Seungyeon left Jonghyun was their models rooms laying down on the couch. His Ipod was on blasting the music his ears. He had his eyes closed in deep thought.

 

What do I do about Sekyung? When can I see Seungyeon again? How is Woohyun doing?

 

The music was blasting in Jonghyun's ears that he didn't hear the door open. Sekyung closed the door and locked it. She slowly made her way over to Jonghyun.

 

Thinking Jonghyun was asleep Sekyung sat on the couch and peered over Jonghyun taking off his headphones.

 

Jonghyun grabbed her hands. "What are you doing?"

Sekyung seemed startled. "I-I Just..."

 

Sekyung crashed her lips onto Jonghyun's. She tried to deepen the kiss but Jonghyun wouldn't let her. He pushed her away.

 

"Sekyung stop." Jonghyun sat up. "I have a girlfriend."

"But she left." Sekyung protested.

"That doesn't mean anything. I still love her." Jonghyun looked at Sekyung. "Why are you here?"

 

Sekyung sat silently. She didn't know what to say or do. Her plan of seducing Jonghyun had failed.

 

"Sekyung, I heard from people that you're the reason that Jong Suk and Seungyeon were sent home. Is it true?" Jonghyun asked. Sekyung sat silent, so Jonghyun continued. "If it is true I'm disappointed. Why would you let something stupid like getting a relationship destroy the careers of two great models?"

 

Jonghyun had Sekyung face him. "Listen. I'm not worth the careers of Jong Suk and Sekyung. I'm not even a great guy. Sekyung, you could do so much better then me, so why do bad things to get a guy like me? I can't express my feelings well. I made my close friend hate me and turn to drugs. I even let bad things happen to my brother, girlfriend, and friends. I'm not a guy worth your time Sekyung. Please just stop whatever you're doing. Go out and find a better guy because I'm not the one."

 

Jonghyun left Sekyung and exited the room.

 

I hope she stops.

 

Jonghyun ran into Joongki, Joon, Krystal, and Doojoon.

 

"Hey we're going to a Korean Club tonight. Wanna come?" Joon asked.

"Sure. Why not." Jonghyun agreed.

 

They all walked to the parking garage.

 

"Jonghyun." Joongki threw keys at Jonghyun. "Jong Suk gave you his car. It's parked over there. Use it well."

 

Jonghyun looked down at the keys.

 

Suddenly Joon jumped on Jonghyun's back. "I call shot gun."

The club music blared as Jonghyun, and Joon made their way inside to a VIP room on the second floor.

 

"You're late!!" Doojoon slapped Joon's shoulder as Joon and Jonghyun came inside.

"Here." One man handed Jonghyun and Joon a glass of alcohol. "It's time to party~!!"

"Thanks man." Joon did some fancy handshake with him. "Jonghyun, this my homeboy G.O. and the other one with the blonde hair is Seungho."

 

Jonghyun bowed and they bowed back. Joon put his arms over their shoulders and went to sit on the couch where a few ladies were sitting. Jonghyun stood alone for a moment before he heard Krystal giggling and turned to look at her.

 

"Doojoon stop." Krystal squealed as Doojoon whispered her ear.

 

Krystal and Doojoon were sitting on another couch. Krystal was sitting on his lap with her arms around his neck. Doojoon and Krystal were clearly in their own world.

 

Jonghyun didn't want to disturb them so he looked for Joongki and found him with a few men and ladies. Jonghyun was about to approach him, but he felt a hand on his shoulder. He turned his head and saw a familiar face.

 

"Sup Jonghyun." The man smiled.

"Choi Minho. Long time no see." Jonghyun hugged Minho, his friend from middle school. "What are you doing here?"

"Modeling, but tonight's my last night. Tomorrow I'm going home. You?" Minho asked.

"Same modeling, but I have a few more months." Jonghyun replied.

"Cool. Well you looked kinda lost, so how about I hook you up for the night." Minho said and led Jonghyun outside.

 

A girl was looking down from the second floor to the dance floor.

 

"Jonghyun this is Sekyung. She's a nice girl so hang out with her tonight. I got to meet up with a few others before I hang with you okay." Minho introduced her and left.

"Hey." Sekyung said softly and turned back too looking at the dance floor.

 

Jonghyun silently looked down from the second floor like Sekyung. There was an awkward atmosphere. They said nothing and stayed there for a few minutes.

 

"Want to dance?" Sekyung asked. "No ill intentions I promise."

 

Jonghyun looked at her in disbelief.

 

"Look I thought about what you said and I think you're right. I can't chase after a taken guy, besides I can do better then you." Sekyung said truthfully. "So do you want to dance? I'm bored and I think you are too."

"Sure. Just don't try anything funny." Jonghyun said.

"Deal." Sekyung agreed.

 

Jonghyun led Sekyung down the stairs to the dance floor. They started dancing to the music.

 

Sekyung drifted a few feet away from Jonghyun. Suddenly she body heat behind her back. She also felt a hand up her skirt. She tried to move the hand away, but it didn't move, instead the hand moved into her undergarments. Sekyung gasped catching the attention of Jonghyun. Jonghyun looked up and saw the man. He pushed the man away from Sekyung.

 

"What the hell get your own girl!!" The man yelled at Jonghyun.

"You get your own. She's with me." Jonghyun pulled Sekyung closer to himself.

"You come here. I had you first." The man yelled at Sekyung yanking her wrist.

"Stop!!" Sekyung screamed.

 

The man punched Jonghyun's cheek. Jonghyun immediately punched him back and pulled Sekyung behind himself.

 

"What's going on here?" The house lights went on and security came. "Miss is there a problem here?" The security asked Sekyung.

 

Sekyung pointed to the man on the floor and explained what happened. The man was kicked out of the club. Sekyung and Jonghyun went to the side since she didn't want to dance anymore.

 

"Can you take me home?" Sekyung asked.

 

Jonghyun nodded and led her out of the club. They got into Jonghyun's car and stared driving.

 

"I guess I got karma for hurting Jong Suk and Seungyeon. I'm sorry." Sekyung said silently and began to silently cry.

 

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"Hey." Woohyun greeted his new friends as he entered one apartment where they all gathered.

No one greeted Woohyun back, he just walked without a word towards one man that was sitting by a table writing something.

 

"Hyung.." Woohyun said.

"Mmmh?" the man kept on writing.

"I've been thinking. When you talked to me about the stronger stuff. Does it really make you forget about everything?" Woohyun asked hesitantly.

 

"Yeah, it does. And makes you feel like you are in heaven." the man answered. "Why you ask?" he finally turned to look at Woohyun.

 

Woohyun stayed silent for a moment and took a deep breath. He knew that if he started using these drugs it could be really dangerous, so he felt hesitant, but if it would make him forget about Seungyeon and Jonghyun he wanted to try it.

 

He had not really tried using much drugs yet, even though many people he hang out with did so. He had just done many other stupid things. But now he felt like he wanted to, he needed to.

 

"Wanna try it?" the man grinned.

"Yes. I want to try." Woohyun finally said.

 

The man smiled satisfied. "I guarantee you, you will forget about everything you want to forget and you will feel like you are in some fantasy land where all your wildest dreams come true. You made a good decision." he placed his arm around Woohyun's shoulders.

 

"But you know, all this fun. It is not free. But for the first time I can give it to you for free...." the man said.

"For free?" Woohyun looked at the man.

"Yeah, for free.. but under one condition." the man continued. "There is one area where all these rich people live at. All you need to do is break into one of those houses and bring one box for me. There is one really valuable neclace that my girl wants to have. So you, my good little friend.. you go there and bring it to me."

 

"You mean, me.. all by myself?" Woohyun stared at him.

"Yes, I trust that you can handle it all by yourself Woohyun." he smiled.

"But I..." Woohyun looked away worried.

"It's your own choice, you either go there and can feel all those heavenly feelings. Or you don't and just be like that... suffering from your broken heart, I suppose." the man stared straight at him.

 

"I... I will do it." Woohyun said.

 

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What am I going to do with Woohyun? Things really look bad with him.. what if he does something to himself? And who is he even hanging out with thesedays?

 

Seungyeon was walking around her house feeling restless. She took her phone and sent Jonghyun a text message.

 

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To: Jonghyun.

 

I really wish you were here.

I have no idea what to do with Woohyun, he is acting strange.

I'm really worried.

 

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Seungyeon had just sent the message when the doorbell rang again. She opened it and saw Jong Suk standing there.

 

"Oh, you came! Come in!" Seungyeon said. She felt really happy to see him.

 

"Everything alright?" Jong Suk asked when they had settled down and he saw how worried Seungyeon looked like.

"Well.. I, I don't know.." Seungyeon looked down.

 

"Umm.. that friend of yours, that Jonghyun told me about. How is he? Did you meet him?" Jong Suk asked.

Seungyeon nodded. "I met him. But he doesn't look that good. He is like a different person..." she said sadly.

I really.. I think I must go see him. He left so upset last time." Seungyeon said to Jong Suk and started preparing to go out.

"You want me to come too." Jong Suk asked.

"I really don't want to bother." Seungyeon said.

"No, really. It won't bother me. Besides I promised to help. It's fine I can come." Jong Suk said.

 

Seungyeon stood silent for a moment. "You got a car?"

"I have." Jong Suk.

"Then if you could at least give a ride to his place. That would be enough if you want to help." Seungyeon said.

"Of course I can give you a ride." Jong Suk smiled and followed Seungyeon outside the house.

 

Jong Suk and Seungyeon were just driving when Seungyeon saw a familiar figure walking on the street.

"Stop! It's Woohyun!" Seungyeon exclaimed. Jong Suk stopped the car and Seungyeon ran to him.

Is he drunk? Seungyeon frowned when she saw Woohyun staggering from side to side strangely.

 

Jong Suk followed her out the car.

 

"Woohyun!" Seungyeon stopped him and faced him.

Woohyun was staring at Seungyeon like he didn't even recognize her. His eyes weren't focused.

 

"Stupid girls should go out of my way." Woohyun mumbled. "Go away!! I need to get to that rainbow!!" he exclaimed.

"What???" Seungyeon looked at him strangely.

"Can't you see.. Oh so beautiful!!! She is shining like the jewels from yesterday...." Woohyun pointed in front of him and giggled.

Seungyeon put her face closer to his and sniffed. He doesn't smell like alcohol...

 

Suddenly Woohyun started hitting the air like he was fighting with someone. Then stumbled on his feet and fell on the street. "The enemy is too strong this time........." he mumbled closing his eyes.

 

"Woohyun!!!" Seungyeon ran to him shocked. Jong Suk ran to him too.

Seungyeon shook Woohyun. "Get up!"

Woohyun didn't respond in any way. "What is wrong with him? I don't think he is even drunk! Why is he like this!?" Seungyeon paniced and shook him harder. "Woohyun, get up!"

 

Jong Suk frowned. "What if he is on drugs?"

"Drugs??!!!" Seungyeon looked at Jong Suk shocked.

"It looks like it... I hope he didn't take anything too strong." Jong Suk said looking at Woohyun worried.

Jong Suk touched Woohyun's forehead when Woohyun grabbed his arm. "Who is this stranger?" he stared straight at Jong Suk.

 

"I'm a friend of Jonghyun and Seungyeon. Jong Suk." Jong Suk told him.

"Don't say those names. I don't need friends." Woohyun said.

 

"Ahhhh.." Woohyun held his head in pain. "It was supposed to make me forget but I still remember!!! Don't say those names!! Jonghyun and Seungyeon... don't say them!!!" he yelled.

 

"Help me get him to the car. We can't leave him here like this." Jong Suk said to Seungyeon. She nodded and helped get Woohyun up and to the car.

"I think we should bring him to the hospital." Seungyeon said.

 

"NOOO!!! Hospital, no! I'm not going! The police... they will get me, and it will be over.... it will be over for me..... no hospital...." Woohyun yelled when he heard the word hospital being said.

Seungyeon stared at Woohyun. "Police will get you? Woohyun, what have you done!?"

 

"No hospital... no hospital. Please." Woohyun whined.

 

Seungyeon glanced at Jong Suk. "Let's skip the hospital, go to our friend Donghae's house instead."

 

"Okay. Just tell me how to get there." Jong Suk said.

 

Seungyeon gave Jong Suk the instructions how to go to Donghae's house.

She looked at Woohyun and seeing him like that really hurt her. She hugged Woohyun who was sitting beside her and gently his hair.

 

"No hospital.." Woohyun whispered.

"We won't go there. Don't worry. Just sleep for a while okay." Seungyeon said gently and let Woohyun lean on her shoulder.

 

"I didn't know things were this bad with your friend." Jong Suk said glancing at the backseat.

"I didn't know it was this bad either.." Seungyeon said looking at Woohyun.

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OurLoveGoesOn
#1
I've finally caught up!!
Loving it so far, glad you're back.
Update soon ❤
hundredthou
#2
Chapter 37: update soon~
hundredthou
#3
it sounds interesting. cant wait to read
OurLoveGoesOn
#4
Chapter 2: Ah, you updated~~
Poor guys. Both stuck in the "friend-zone".
Update soon <3
OurLoveGoesOn
#5
Chapter 1: Sounds interesting so far.
Update soon <3