You Should Have Told Me

Map to My Heart

Seungyeon took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. She felt like she needed to calm her anger by being alone for a while.

 

She streched her arms and walked to the beach.

 

Does Jonghyun think that I started dating him just because he was the only option for me here in Italy, just a temporary boyfriend?!!!

Seungyeon took a little rock from the sand and threw to on the water.

 

He thinks I might fall in love with Woohyun again just like that huh? He really thinks I will, even though we are dating?! Can't you have a little more confidence in yourself and our relationship Kim Jonghyun!! I'm not someone who just throws away her boyfriend when she sees an old crush!!!! Aishhhh...

Seungyeon kicked the sand with her foot and for her misfortune got some sand on her eyes by doing so.

 

"Yah!! You stupid sand! Get lost!!!" Seungyeon yelled annoyed to the sand as she rubbed her eyes.

 

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"Did I say something wrong? She didn't look too happy.." Jong Suk asked confused. "Maybe, it wasn't okay that I stayed here for the night.."

 

"Ahh... it's nothing like that probably." Jonghyun scratched his head. Where did she go, not even eating breakfast.

"I'll go find her. Stay here. I'll be back." Jonghyun ran up to grab his keys.

 

As Krystal and Doojoon were coming down Jonghyun ran past them out the door.

 

"He's in a rush." Doojoon held Krystal as she almost fell as Jonghyun passed her.

"Seungyeon went out angry, so Jonghyun's going to find her." Jong Suk replied. "Anyways want breakfast? Jonghyun and I made it."

 

Krystal and Doojoon went to the table to eat. Jong Suk joined them.

 

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"Seungyeon!!!" Jonghyun ran around trying to find her.

 

Jonghyun ran to the parks and stores looking for Seungyeon. Maybe she went to school.

 

Jonghyun ran to the school and looked everywhere for her. Sekyung came early for school and saw Jonghyun running in the hallway.

 

"Jonghyun!!" Sekyung waved at him.

Jonghyun ran over. "Have you seen Seungyeon?"

"No. Why? I thought you broke up with her after yesterday." Sekyung casually replied.

 

Jonghyun had flames brewing in him as he remember what Aaron and Jong Suk told him about Sekyung.

 

"Never mind. I'll find her." Jonghyun ran towards the door. "For the record I love Seungyeon. I would never break up with her."

 

Having said that Jonghyun ran out of the school leaving Sekyung furious. That . Jonghyun don't go announcing your love for her because you'll be mine soon. Sekyung turned around, stomping away when her heel broke. She shrieked and stomped to her locker to get a new pair.

 

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Jonghyun ran back to the house. He saw everyone but Seungyeon eating. "Did she come back?"

"No." They all shook their heads. "Do you need help finding her?"

Jonghyun shook his head. "No I'll find her myself. I need to."

 

Jonghyun ran out of the door. He called Seungyeon a billion times and she didn't answer. He was running down near the beach when he spotted her. Jonghyun immediately sprinted towards her.

 

Seungyeon was sitting where the sand meets the water with her knees to her chest. "Stupid Jonghyun." She mumbled as she threw rocks, shelles, sand, and whatever fit in her hand at the water.

 

Jonghyun saw her upset and slowly walked to her. He sat next to her in the water, despite wearing his brand-new jeans. "What did stupid Jonghyun do?"

 

Seungyeon ignored him and threw a big chunk of sand into the water. Jonghyun bit his lip and looked down, thinking of what to do. He slowly scooted toward her. "If I did wrong. I'm sorry." Jonghyun tried to touch her hand that was on the sand, but she slyly moved it away from him. Jonghyun felt a pang on his heart when she did. "Talk to me. Tell me what I did wrong?" Seungyeon continued to ignore him and looked out into the horizon.

 

Jonghyun looked out to the horizon as well. "I don't know what to do or fix if you don't tell me."

"What's exactly the problem." Seungyeon spat out. "You always tell me to tell you my feelings, but you never tell me yours." Jonghyun looked down. "Why did you tell Jong Suk to look after me? Do you have no faith in me that you think that when I go back I'll forget about you?"

 

There was a long silence between them. Jonghyun bit his lips. Seungyeon looked at Jonghyun for an answer.

 

"It's not that." Jonghyun finally spoke. "I asked Jong Suk to look after you because I'm scared. I have no faith in myself, not you. Seungyeon, you're so beautiful, nice, and you're the perfect girl that everyone would what. I'm ugly, insecure, and a coward that can't even tell the girl he likes his true feelings. Seungyeon, I don't want to lose you."

 

Seungyeon gently cupped Jonghyun's face and made him face her. "You should have told me."

"I'm sorry." Jonghyun looked down.

Seungyeon made him face her again. "Next time tell me your true feelings. And for the record," Seungyeon kissed his cheek, "I love you and I won't leave you for anyone."

 

A smile slowly lit Jonghyun's face. Seungyeon leaned on his shoulder and they both watched the horizon.

 

"Want to ditch school today?" Jonghyun suggested.

"What?" Seungyeon pulled back surprised.

"Come on. We only have a few days until you have to go back to Korea." Jonghyun persuaded. "Be a rebel for once."

"Fine." Seungyeon agreed.

 

They both called Jong Suk and told him that Jonghyun found Seungyeon, and they weren't going to attend school.

 

"So were are we going?" Seungyeon asked.

"I have no idea." Jonghyun replied.

 

Jonghyun intertwined his hand with Seungyeon's and led her down the streets of Italy without a clue where to go.

"Where are we going Kim Jonghyun?" Seungyeon pushed Jonghyun forward from his back while hugging him.

"I have no clue Han Seungyeon." Jonghyun said and held her hands that were around his waist. "What do you want to do?"

 

"Stuff that rebels do.Teach me." Seungyeon said after thinking for a moment.

"Rebel stuff? But i'm not sure what they do in Italy?" Jonghyun said.

"Isn't it the same. Besides you're the one who told to skip school now." Seungyeon said.

 

"Hey, I know, come here!!" Seungyeon dragged Jonghyun towards a lamp-post nearby. She took a red marker she happened to have in her bag, then started writing something on the lamp-post.

"What are you doing?" Jonghyun frowned.

Seungyeon shrugged. "Rebel stuff.. don't they write everything everywhere? I'm doing a graffiti!"

 

Jonghyun took a better look at what she was writing. "Yo! You noobz!" he read aloud what she had written. He shook his head. "Aigoo, that's so lame!"

Seungyeon looked at Jonghyun. "Lame? Then what should I write?" She tapped her chin and wrote what Jonghyun had just said. "Aigoo.. that's so lame!"

 

Jonghyun shook his head and let out a small sigh. Seungyeon looked at him and pouted slightly. She handed the marker to Jonghyun. "Then you write something better . By the waay there's people coming behind you and they might see you writing stuff there so be fast baby." Seungyeon whispered then ran away from him, down the stairs that were leading under a bridge that was in front of them.

 

"Hey! Get back here!" Jonghyun yelled and started chasing her. Seungyeon tried to hide leaning on the bridge wall but Jonghyun soon spotted her. Seungyeon crouched down and put out her hand signaling Jonghyun to stop. "Stop right there , don't try and invade my personal hood and space!!"

 

"It's not your hood, did you know?" Jonghyun grinned and crouched down right in front of her. He put his hands on her shoulders and looked her in the eyes.

"But it's my personal space. Your not allowed to touch me like that" Seungyeon said and smirked.

"Am not?" Jonghyun lifted up his eyebrow. Seungyeon shook her head then suddenly pushed Jonghyun on the ground so now he was under her.

 

"What this then?" Jonghyun frowned and soon felt Seungyeon's lips on his.

"Aren't you invading my personal space now? You are invading to my innocent lips!" he said looking at her above him.

"I'm not.. i'm just punishing you for invading to my bridge hood!" Seungyeon said and kissed Jonghyun's lips again.

 

"Aah.. ow ow ow!" Jonghyun suddenly whined when he felt something sharp and hard under his back. "There's a rock or something under my back!!"

Seungyeon let Jonghyun free but as soon as Jonghyun got free he held Seungyeon squeezed her tightly against his chest.

 

"Hey ! There's no rock there!!" Seungyeon exclaimed looking at the spot where Jonghyun had just laid before.

"I know! But how else would I have got free, besides it's me who should punish you! You just left me standing there like I had written all those lame stuffs and ran here, then started disturbing my lips! I should be the one punishing you!" Jonghyun said.

 

"Then you think I was good enough to be a real rebel?" Seungyeon asked.

"Nope not really?" Jonghyun grinned.

"Then what are you going to do huh?" Seungyeon frowned.

Jonghyun took the marker out from Seungyeon's pocket. He turned her around so that they were both facing the wall. Jonghyun grabbed Seungyeon's hand and put the marker in her hand.

 

"What are you doing?" Seungyeon asked.

 

Jonghyun ignored her and put his hand over her's. He uncapped the marker and wrote on the wall.

 

Jonghyun <3 Seungyeon

 

Seungyeon read it. She looked at Jonghyun then smiled. She looked back at the writing and took control of the marker. Seungyeon drew a heart over it. Jonghyun looked at it an laughed.

 

After playing under the bridge. Jonghyun and Seungyeon passed a game center. Seungyeon saw the game center and pulled Jonghyun inside.

 

"Come on Jonghyun. I see this on TV all the time. Rebels always play at the game center." Seungyeon pulled Jonghyun to a gun game.

"You watch too much TV." Jonghyun shook his head.

 

Seungyeon and Jonghyun played arcade games for a while. Seungyeon spotted a few crane machines. Seungyeon pulled Jonghyun to the crane machines. She saw a cute teddy bear machine.

 

"Jonghyun can you get that?" Seungyeon pointed to a bear in the machine.

"Sure." Jonghyun replied.

 

Jonghyun put in the coins. He moved the claw over the bear. Jonghyun pressed the button and the claw lowered.

 

"Look you got two!!" Seungyeon jumped happily.

 

The claw dropped the bears in the box. Jonghyun bent over and got the bears.

 

"Here. One for you and one for me." Jonghyun handed Seungyeon one bear. "You have the boy one and I'll have the girl one."

"Okay." Seungyeon hugged the bear then Jonghyun. "Thank you."

After that they walked around the streets again. Seungyeon looked at everything around her trying to draw all the views of Italy to her mind to reminisce later.

 

Will I ever come back here? Maybe not..

She felt a bit sad about it and let out a small sigh as she held Jonghyun's hand tighter. I wonder when Jonghyun is going to deal with all the things with Sekyung? I hope nothing happens to him.

 

She looked to the left and saw one store selling shoes and bags. "Oh, I almost forgot! I need to get some souverirs for Jihyun and Donghae... and Woohyun..." Seungyeon looked back at Jonghyun.

 

Jonghyun nodded. Seungyeon smiled slightly and walked in the shop to search for some souvenirs to bring to Korea with her.

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OurLoveGoesOn
#1
I've finally caught up!!
Loving it so far, glad you're back.
Update soon ❤
hundredthou
#2
Chapter 37: update soon~
hundredthou
#3
it sounds interesting. cant wait to read
OurLoveGoesOn
#4
Chapter 2: Ah, you updated~~
Poor guys. Both stuck in the "friend-zone".
Update soon <3
OurLoveGoesOn
#5
Chapter 1: Sounds interesting so far.
Update soon <3