As you wish

Note to Self: Don't Fall

  “Stop joking. Not even funny, Lee Jinki.”

 

Jinki oppa looked at me, as if trying to estimate if I was joking or not. He shook his head and chuckled as he looked away and rolled his eyes. I sighed.

 

I like you.” He repeated.

 

Stop. I said stop it.”

 

I'm begging you. Stop joking around this things.Lee Jinki knew how I feel right now – and he was obviously enjoying the confused expression on my face.

 

You don't like me?” I was unable to answer back as quickly as possible. He was asking if I like him. Do I like you? “Really, Kim Junhee... you don't like me?”

 

I don't.” Those words came out of my mouth without even realizing it. It was like my mouth reacted first before my mind and my heart could even think about it. Should I take it back? Should I tell him I'm just joking about saying I don't like him?

 

But no. He needs to be aware that I'm not believing him anymore. I will never fall for this practical jokes he loves to do.

 

One is enough. Two is too much... and three ? No, thank you.

 

You really don't?”

 

No.” He sighed and smirked while looking at me.

 

You're unbelievable.”

 

What's unbelievable about me?” I told him and looked straight into his face. “Not because every girl falls for you means I will fall for you, too. You might be so handsome... your voice might be very sweet... you might be fun to be with...”

 

Oh gosh... what am I saying?

 

But... no.” I continued. “I don't like you.. even for a bit.”

 

This is too much.” He looked so upset but maybe it was just for an act. “You are emphasizing to me again that you don't like me.

 

So you need to find other girl that will quickly play along to your game.”Though I'm not sure if I was talking with my senses, I still continued. “If you want to play around with a dongsaeng, play with Park Chorong. She will be very happy to play and be your fling or flirt with you. Not me, Lee Jinki. Spare me.”

 

Are you serious?” He asked. “You're giving me to Park Chorong just like this?”

 

Giving you to Park Chorong? How dare this man talk as if he already gave himself to me?! “Go with her. Goodluck.” I told him.

 

Wow. This is so great!” He even spread his arms a bit and acted like he was very joyous. “We're not even dating yet but you're already breaking up with me. Wow. Seriously.”

 

Stop kidding me, Lee Jinki. Go away.”

 

I waited for him to answer or to say anything, but he didn't answer. “Date someone else. Tell someone else you like her. From now on, don't ever come anywhere near me. If you don't need something, then I don't want you to talk to me. If it's not necessarry, then don't text me or anything. I don't want you appearing suddenly at the door of my practice studio and dragging me away especially when I am with a friend. I don't want you to act close with me, coz after all, I have never even considered being friends with you.”

 

I my back and opened the door.

 

Junhee ah.” He called. I stopped. “Is that really what you want? Will that make you happy?”

 

That's what will make me at ease.” I answered – not even looking back.

 

If you leave me here, then I will do as you say, and when you can't regret anything from then on. If you ever do, then you will be the one to run after me.”

 

I don't care.”

 

I will date someone else as you say, but please don't blame me if I suddenly change my mind and stop liking you.”

 

I looked at him blankly. “Do as you wish.” I told him and finally went out of the car. I ran to the alternative way to get inside the company. I don't have any idea on how to get out of the company now that I know there are lots of paparazzi's outside. Maybe I can just call Jonghyun oppa to pick me up.

 

Right, Kim Junhee. Just don't ever regret anything that you said. He's not going anywhere near you. Nobody's gonna make you confused as hell anymore.


 

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jinki24 #1
Comeback here after a verylong time
flaming260297 #2
Chapter 76: OMG OMG OMG this is so great!!!! I love it i like it *sing SHINee's song* ㅋㅋㅋ wonderfull work author-nim
cynyeelim #3
Chapter 57: Omg. You are good at describing all the backstage and BTS stuff..I could really see the image that described by you while I'm reading :)
cynyeelim #4
Chapter 12: Omg this story is niceeee
lovescomplicate #5
Chapter 76: Onew seems like a kid when he just break down hahaha but the storyline is awesome and it keeps us audience at the tip of our seat!!
tatokki0927 #6
omg THE NAME IS KIM JUNHEE. WHY THAT SOUNDS SO ~ME~ /lol but since were married i prefer Lee Junhee.// y'know what im talkin about/// IGNORE/////////
anywayyy its story line is really interesting i cant wait to start (yeah ive just read the foreword) so i'll leave some love here because i love you and we love jinki ^^;;;
lacus_clyne
#7
Chapter 76: this so funny
i like this couple. . . . really
i laugh so hard when read this fanfic
really, this fanfic really daebak
good job, author
ilovejinki-yah
#8
Chapter 76: Omooo~ I really liked this story very much. I love the lines they were exchanging, the angst, the cute and adorable sides of every character especially the leads and absolutely the flow of the story. I just love the story itself. Thank you for writing such a fanfic. :))))) This story really made me feel different emotions. :)
OnlyOnce #9
Chapter 76: I love your story so much... and i do have read a lot of fanfics. This is the best!!!