I can promise you.....my heart

USA VIP's Fan Club

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Jiyong’s POV….

We all waited patiently for the girls in the studio.

“You think he’s asking them?” Top hyung asked sounding nervous as I smirked.

“Most likely.” I answered from the computer before they sighed.

“I still need to find a lead girl for my MV.” Daesung whined annoyed.

“You 2 should just ask Hoku-ah if she has any friends in the states that are free, YG usually goes for foreigners anyways.” Bae said so carefree as Seungri’s eyes shot open.

“Oh my god Hyung, that is a brilliant idea!” Seungri sang before snapping his fingers.

“Her cousin, that one from the Halloween picture!” He shouted in realization right before the door opened.

“Oh you guys are here.” Tyra said walking in with a smile as we smiled.

“Oh, where’s Hoku-ah?” Bae asked not seeing her as I looked over in confusion.

“Oh, she left ahead of us, thought she would be here already.” Eden whispered sounding a bit worried as I stood.

“I’ll go look for her.” I mentioned walking to the door before anyone could reject my offer. Walking out into the dark hallway, I began searching around for her.

 

Tyra’s POV…

“So did you guys accept the offers?” Daesung asked sadly as both I and Eden laughed.

“Of course we did.” Eden said outraged sitting down on the couch.

“Hey noona?” Seungri asked as I looked over from my spot on the table.

“Hm?” I answered as he sighed walking over before standing next to me.

“You know that girl that was on Hoku noonas phone from the bar?” He asked as I nodded in remembrance.

“Yah, Selena.” I added as he nodded.

“What about her?” Eden asked now in the conversation.

“You think you guys or Hoku noona could ask her to be my female lead?” He asked hesitantly as Eden laughed.

“Oh you need to ask Hoku about that.” She said confidently as I nodded.

“Why can’t I just ask one of you?” He asked confused as I sighed.

“Well one, that’s Hoku’s cousin, Selena is one of her closest cousins.” Eden pointed out before I nodded.

“And two, she’s a fiery one, you think Hoku’s temper is bad, you haven’t even seen bad. Hoku’s the only one that can level with her, or even get her to do anything.” I added smiling over to the stare before looking away in a blush. When were we going to tell everyone about our relationship? I was more worried about that way Hoku would react when I finally told her. But I had a feeling she knew what was going on. She’s been my best friend since the beginning of High School; she had a nag for reading me like a book.

 

 

Hoku’s POV..

I was on my way to the studio but something stopped me in the stairwell. I sighed annoyed with where my thoughts had wandered and decided to take a seat. Sighing looking up to the stairwell above me, I pulled my knees up to my chest and turned to rest my back on the railing.

“What the hell is going on?” I whispered scratching the back of my neck annoyed before I heard a door somewhere open and shut, followed by a pair of footsteps. I honestly didn’t care who it was, I just wanted to sit here and think for a bit.

“There you are.” A voice sang as my eyes shot open and above me to see Jiyong’s smiling face leaning over the railing above me.

“Omo.” I whispered in shock looking away embarrassed that my biggest trouble of the day had found me. I sighed, leaning my chin on my knees before shutting my eyes.

“Hey are you ok?” He asked worried walking around before I felt his presence next to me.

“I’m fine.” I mumbled never opening my eyes to look at him.

“Are you sure? You don’t look fine.” He pointed out as I sighed opening my eyes, but keeping them glued to the wall across from me.

“I’m just thinking.” I said through a sigh before looking down the stairs.

“Anything I can help you with?” He asked as I laughed at the irony that my problem was asking me if he could help me with my problem, that was him.

“No you can’t unfortunately.” I said honestly laughing before looking over to him.

“Is it personal, family related?” He asked interested as I sighed sitting up before stretching my legs out.

“Personal.” I whispered as he nodded before it grew quiet. I couldn’t handle the awkward silences anymore so I up my pride.

“Are you upset about what happened yesterday?” He suddenly asked cutting me off as I looked over in shock.

“Um, I was about to ask you about the same thing.” I pointed out surprised before he looked at me.

“I’m sorry if I made you upset about yesterday.” He whispered looking down to his hands in his lap.

“I’m not mad.” I pointed out looking away just to feel his confused eyes on me.

“You’re not?” He asked confused as I laughed, scratching the side of my head before looking down to my lap.

“More confused than mad.” I added as he sighed and nodded.

“I never knew I would ever be a jealous mess again.” He admitted causing me to blush and quickly look over confused.

“Why would you be jealous?” I asked slightly confused as he smirked and then looked over to me with that amazing smile.

“You don’t remember what you agreed to the other night do you?” He asked amused as I looked up in thought.

“That thing you told me to agree to?” I asked confused as he nodded smiling.

“What about it?” I asked still not seeing the point causing him to sigh then smile.

“I would only get jealous if it was my girlfriend going out with my friends without telling me.” He said looking away as I put one and one together before gasping.

“Wait? I agreed to…” I started rambling before he laughed and looked over to me.

“You agreed to be my girlfriend that night. I mean, I don’t just randomly go around handing out kisses you know.” He pointed out as I blushed, feeling my heart race and my palms grow sweaty.

“Um…I need to go.” I said quickly standing before trying to make a quick exit. I didn’t get far before he grabbed my arm to turn me around.

“Where are you going?” He asked confused and hurt as I bit my lip to contain myself.

“I just need to go somewhere really quick, ok?” I said urgently seeing what seemed to be some type of janitor closet in the stairwell.

“Just wait here ok?” I asked frantic causing him to nod confused before I ran to the door, opened it to indeed see mops and brooms before shutting the door. I didn’t care anymore if he could hear me, but seeing me do what I was doing now would be the most embarrassing thing. I began squealing, screaming and cheering, all my fangirling that I had been holding in for the last 2 weeks finally emerged.

“I’m G-Dragon’s girlfriend.” I whispered looking down to my hands in astonishment.

“Thee G-Dragon.” I whispered wondering if this was all a dream before I reached over and pinched my arm, earning myself a yelp. Once I had calmed down enough, I peeked out the door to see him leaning across the door on the wall, with a proud smirk plastered on his face.

“Did you just fangirl?” He asked amused as I blushed, shutting the door behind me.

“I’ve had a lot of pent up emotions bottled up for the last 2 weeks, if I didn’t let it go now, I would have probably passed out.” I whispered embarrassed before he smiled and walked over.

“So? Did you think about it?” He asked stopping mere inches from me causing me to blush.

“I have a question though.” I whispered as he smiled and took a step back inspecting me.

“Ask me.” He urged as I cleared my throat before sighing.

“You always said you wouldn’t date a fan, just like TOP oppa.” I pointed out as he smiled.

“Did I say that?” He asked in wonder before I nodded.

“If you haven’t remembered, I’m a fan, I would know.” I pointed out causing him to laugh and nod.

“But there is just one thing wrong with your accusation.” He pointed out taking a step closer to me before I felt his hand on mine. I watched in surprise as he smiled at me, looking to my eyes, my nose, my lips and then my eyes again, causing my heart to explode within seconds.

“You’re not a fan.” He whispered holding my hand in his before bringing it to his chest.

“A fan can’t make my heart beat like this.” He whispered as I looked to my hand that was placed palm down on his chest. Indeed it was beating quite fast, as fast as mine.

“You’re not a fan, you’re just Hoku Fernandez.” He whispered causing my inner fangirl to squeal. Outside, all I could do was smile at what was being said to me.

“Wait? I need to do this properly.’ He said quickly pulling away before fixing his attire. I watched flabbergasted as he dropped to one knee in front of me smiling up at me.

Did he just do the knee gesture?! My inner self was screaming as he took my hand in both of his.

“Hoku Fernandez, I can’t promise you I’ll physically be around 24/7, or that I’ll be able to call you every second of the day like a normal boyfriend does. I can’t promise you that I won’t grow extremely jealous of your fanatic fan boys, namely my band members. I can’t promise you that I won’t be around the opposite 99% of the time. But I can promise you something.” He said smiling as I stared down at him speechless and in tears.

“I can promise you that no matter where you are, no matter where I am, I’ll always feel the same way about you like I do now. I’ll always think about you, I’ll always talk about you to the members. I’ll never look at another woman the way I look at you. I’ll give you the world and everything in it. I can promise you my loyalty and along with it, my heart.” He whispered as I gasped feeling as if my heart was about to explode into a million pieces.

“So what do you say?” He asked laughing at my expression before I smiled, letting my fangirl self-take over before jumping against him. I couldn't explain all the feelings rushing through me at this moment. If anyone had seen what just had happened, they would have thought he was proposing to me, but never in my life have I ever had such a personal and touching confession thrown out to me like that, and my ultimate bias none the less. Life had a weird way of throwing its curveballs.

 

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loveground #1
Chapter 175: Waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! I finished reading in 2 days and I can't stop!!! Nice story and I love it! Off to the sequel
lovingasianfanfic #2
Wow honestly I was kinda doubtful of reading such a long story. But author-nim this is amazing. I finished this and also its sequel. I love it so much. You kept things interesting and I love the interaction between the characters. It was like riding an emotional roller coaster with just the right amount of parts. I hope I can learn to write a story as good as you. Thanks for the stories =)
Luvetop1029 #3
I love this story so much!!! It was very exciting and touching. Thank you so much!!! I can't wait for you to finish the other stories.
JIyongforever #4
Chapter 175: this has been such an emotional ff cant wait to read the next one
JIyongforever #5
Chapter 153: oh she is such and he is a jerk and i can just see the members of big bang and the girls beating the crap out of them once they found them.
F0rever15
#6
Chapter 87: Haha, I can totally see the conversation between Kona, Ben, Hoku and GD happening. Kona's reaction to Hoku talking about the wedding is priceless. I love this story and can't wait to read on!
MA_K-pop #7
Chapter 175: OMO! This story is soo good!!! Can't wait to start reading the sequel
PrettyProblem
#8
Chapter 175: Pregnant!! Little baby dragons!!!
duckie
#9
Chapter 175: Wow I'm going to miss this series ;u; and ofc she would.... Can't wait for the new series to start :3
MiharuRaeJin
#10
Chapter 175: Hah...I KNEW it.. xD She's pregnant *.*