In denial?

USA VIP's Fan Club

Jiyong’s POV…

So tell me again why were still going out drinking, even though we have an early schedule tomorrow?” Bae asked walking out into the living room where we were waiting, adjusting his red leather jacket.

Hyung’s idea. I wanted to stay in and catch up with some dramas.” Daesung whined having his head hanging back off the couch causing me to roll my eyes.

“Well I think it’s a good idea.” Top hyung mentioned taking my side of the debate as everyone looked to him.

You do?” Seungri asked shocked as he nodded.

We haven’t been able to just go and hang out as a group in a few months because of the album and promotions.” He pointed out standing and stretching causing me to nod in agreement.

“Yah, so stop complaining. Plus YG wants us to hang out with the team without their cameras.” I mumbled standing before I began walking over to the door.

Or maybe hyung just wants to keep his eye on a certain someone.” Someone whispered teasingly as my eyes shot open and over my shoulder to a smirking Dae.

“What? Come on hyung, we’re not blind.” Dae whined as I snorted opening the door.

You must be both blind and deaf. Like I said before there is nothing going on with that girl.” I mumbled walking down the hall as they followed me.

Well why not hyung? Isn’t it time for you to settle down already.” Seungri whined as we all climbed into the elevator only causing me to shut my eyes and try ignoring there random rants.

“She’s a nice girl Ji.” TOP hyung then said as I opened my eyes and looked at him.

“I said there is nothing going on. I don’t even know her, so what’s the point to it?” I mumbled annoyed crossing my arms over my chest before I heard someone sigh catching my attention.

This doesn’t have anything to do with Trang, does it?” Bae asked as my eyes shot open, my heart clenched at the name before I took a step towards him.

“Don’t ever mention that name in front of me again.” I hissed pushing past everyone and out the door into the lobby area.

“You did it now.” TOP hyung said over to Bae as he sighed.

“He’ll need to get over her sooner or later.” Bae mentioned to them.

“He’ll never be able to move on if he doesn’t get over her.” Bae whispered following me.

 

Hoku’s POV..

“Hoku, let’s go! We’re supposed to meet the guys downstairs like….10 minutes ago!” Tyra’s voice shouted through the door as I sighed.

“Give me a minute!” I shouted back annoyed still sitting in the same position I was 30 minutes ago. I was ready to go out, it’s just that I wasn’t ready to go and hang out with neither Big Bang nor Donghae. I don’t know what it was, but something was telling me to stay in tonight. I scathed the back of my neck viciously before standing and looking at my attire in the mirror. For the night, I didn’t wanna come across as being needy or whatnot, so instead, I dressed comfortable. Dark skinny jeans torn at my thighs, front and back, a teal tube top blouse, a black leather bolero jacket before letting my hair cascade down my back freely.  I did a bit of makeup, nothing drastic but enough for the environment we would be in tonight. I finally slipped my feet into a pair of ankle high heeled boots, grabbing my purse before unlocking my door.

“Well it’s about time!” Eden whined seeing that they were both waiting directly outside my door.

“Well sorry, I can’t just walk out in my pajamas.” I snorted annoyed before shutting my room door.

“Come on, let’s go. I’m sure the guys are waiting for us.” Tyra hissed annoyed grabbing our arms and began dragging us out of the apartment. We climbed into the elevator before I pulled away from Tyra and leaned against my own wall.

“Time of the month?” Eden asked as I snorted before rolling my eyes.

“If it was, I would still be in bed.” I pointed out annoyed as she snorted.

“Geez, what’s your deal?” Tyra asked outraged as I sighed curling a stray hair behind my ear.

“Nothing. Just stressing.” I said sighing a breath of fresh air before looking at them.

“What? Trouble in love land?” Eden teased leaning in closer to me as I snorted and pushed her face away.

“Oh shut it.” I mumbled causing her to laugh.

“That’s the thing.” I mumbled as they stopped laughing before looking at me.

“Wait? Don’t tell me.” Tyra sighed massaging her head.

“You like him, don’t you? More than a bias.” Tyra pointed out as I blushed and looked away.

“That’s the thing, I don’t know if it’s like that, or just my bias love going overboard.” I mentioned confused with it before feeling a hand on my shoulder.

“Awh, is our baby girl in love?” Tyra teased as I snorted and pushed her away.

“Did you not just hear what I said?! I said I don’t know if I like him!” I shouted quickly shutting my mouth as the door was now open with a flabbergasted Big Bang group standing there. I just sighed meeting his eyes before I pushed past them and into the lobby area.

“Geez, what’s her problem?” GD mumbled as Tyra sighed.

“She’s just having confliction with herself.” Eden smirked walking out as Daesung clapped once.

“Well now  that you guys are here, let’s go!” He cheered pointing to the door as everyone began walking off. I climbed into the very back of the van, in the far corner, feeling someone climb in next to me before the door to the van shut. I hung my head onto my palm staring out the window to the lights we were driving past before sighing.

“You ok?” The voice asked as I looked over through my bangs to see Seungri looking at me slightly worried. I just smiled at him before nodding.

“Yah, I’m good.” I said sitting up straight in relief to see GD sitting all the way in the front seat.

“Did you eat before you came out?” Daesung asked back worried as I sighed before rolling my eyes to look at my two friends.

“Yah, we practically shoved about 2 days’ worth of food down when we got dropped off earlier.” Tyra teased as I sighed irritated.

“Yah, so if I get drunk tonight and throw up tacos on anyone, blame them.” I said pointing to the two smirking at me before they rolled their eyes.

“Oh stop being so dramatic.” Eden hissed at me causing me to smirk.

“Well it will be your fault.” I murmured quickly looking out to the window again.

 

Jiyong’s POV…

I’m sure I heard what I heard when they were yelling at each other in the elevator. I’m sure everyone in the lobby heard it with her lungs.

I said I don’t know if I like him? Who was she talking about? Donghae, probably. I groaned annoyed sitting in the front seat, as far away from her as I could. I had to be honest, the moment I saw her in the elevator, my heart about leaped out of my chest to see her. She was beautiful, but of course about a billion other girls in the world that I’ve run across were. But why was my body and heart acting the way it was towards such a plain person? I grumbled to myself, looking down to my IPhone in my lap before looking up to see that we were arriving at the club/bar where we would be meeting his truly. I groaned again at the thought of that man anywhere near me, but I put it aside. For some reason, my body was preventing any closeness between those two. Shutting my eyes tightly, I tried to hum a random tune to get her out of my mind, bad idea. Once I tried to force her out, another woman’s face came into my mind. My eyes shot open before growling out the window. Why was it at a time like this, that backstabbing was the one to crawl into my mind.

 

Flashback:

I was on my way home from recording all night. I was both tired but also happy since I knew a certain someone I hadn’t seen in the last 3 weeks was also waiting for me there. I pushed the petal to the metal and got there in record time before hoping out of the car. I got up to my apartment fiddling with my keys before I finally opened it and stepped in. Her apple and cinnamon scent was the first thing to hit my nose, but then there was another smell that I didn’t recognize, and it set off every alarm in my head for some reason. I shut the door hesitantly behind me, tossing my car keys into the bowl next to the door before walking into the kitchen. Nothing. Empty. I sighed walking hesitantly into the living room to see an unfamiliar man sitting on the couch dressed in a long sleeve maroon dress shirt and black slacks. I cleared my throat uncomfortably causing him to quickly stand and turn.

“Ah, you must be Jiyong-ssi.” He said in an English accent as I nodded confused, clenching my fists slightly.

“I’m Johnny Stevens. It’s nice to meet you.” He said holding a hand out as I looked at it hesitantly before stepping back.

“What are you doing in my apartment?” I asked on a partial hiss causing his face to read panic.

“Johnny! I got everything!” a familiar voice shouted from down the hall as I looked over in horror to see Trang walking out of our room, box full of her things in her hands before she froze, dropping the box in the meantime.

O-oppa? What are you doing home?” She asked frozen with a look of horror across her face.

I could ask the same thing about this man.” I said gesturing over trying to keep myself as calm as possible.

“Who is he jagiya?” I asked over to Trang noticing the heavy swallow before the man walked pass me to her.

Baby, what’s wrong? Are you ok?” He asked her picking up her box before wrapping an arm around her waist. I growled in anger walking over before forcefully pulling her out of his grasp.

What the hell are you doing?!” The man shouted as me as I hissed at him.

I could be asking the same thing of the bastard holding my girlfriend!” I shouted back in his face as his eyes shot open.

I thought you said you broke up with him already?” The man asked confused to the woman now behind me as I froze.

“You were cheating on me?” I whispered looking to her anger as she sighed.

End of Flashback:

 

I quickly shook the memories out of my head before sighing. That was one memory I wanted nothing to do with anymore, she hurt me more than anything in my life. Someone I had loved and dated for over 3 years just suddenly threw me away like yesterday’s newspaper. It took me a few years to finally pick up the pieces she shattered and still I had not fully healed from it. I was never the same thanks to her.
 

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loveground #1
Chapter 175: Waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! I finished reading in 2 days and I can't stop!!! Nice story and I love it! Off to the sequel
lovingasianfanfic #2
Wow honestly I was kinda doubtful of reading such a long story. But author-nim this is amazing. I finished this and also its sequel. I love it so much. You kept things interesting and I love the interaction between the characters. It was like riding an emotional roller coaster with just the right amount of parts. I hope I can learn to write a story as good as you. Thanks for the stories =)
Luvetop1029 #3
I love this story so much!!! It was very exciting and touching. Thank you so much!!! I can't wait for you to finish the other stories.
JIyongforever #4
Chapter 175: this has been such an emotional ff cant wait to read the next one
JIyongforever #5
Chapter 153: oh she is such and he is a jerk and i can just see the members of big bang and the girls beating the crap out of them once they found them.
F0rever15
#6
Chapter 87: Haha, I can totally see the conversation between Kona, Ben, Hoku and GD happening. Kona's reaction to Hoku talking about the wedding is priceless. I love this story and can't wait to read on!
MA_K-pop #7
Chapter 175: OMO! This story is soo good!!! Can't wait to start reading the sequel
PrettyProblem
#8
Chapter 175: Pregnant!! Little baby dragons!!!
duckie
#9
Chapter 175: Wow I'm going to miss this series ;u; and ofc she would.... Can't wait for the new series to start :3
MiharuRaeJin
#10
Chapter 175: Hah...I KNEW it.. xD She's pregnant *.*