Taking on the hurt for others...now & forever

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Hoku’s POV…

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Being that it was now out in the open that I was dating one of Asia’s most influential and popular men, I had to start dressing like one. GD’s coordi and stylist basically dropped off a whole bag of clothes, pants, blouses, shoes, and accessories. I wasn’t too upset that I had to wear it, they were beautiful, and some of the things I wore before. I sat on the edge of our dorm bed, slipping my ankle wedge boots before standing up sighing at my new outfit.

“That’s cute.” A voice said as I looked over to see Eden leaning up against the doorframe.

“Isn’t it?” I asked looking back at myself in the mirror before she nodded.

“How’s it going with Tae?” I asked interested, slipping the large black and red bracelet on. I heard her sigh before she walked into the room and took a seat on my bed.

“What’s up?” I asked looking at her concerned before she curled a hair behind her ear then looked up at me.

“Blake’s been calling me.” She whispered as I froze by the name and turned to look at her like she grew a third head.

“Wait? Who?” I asked worried as she sighed holding up her phone to show his caller ID had been calling for a while now.

“What in the…..why didn’t you tell us?” I snapped causing her to flinch. Blake was a prick that Eden had dated back in High School. She was dead set that the guy was ‘the one’, they did everything together, but at a certain part in their relationship both myself and Tyra started noticing things off about him. He would stop allowing her to go out with us, so we resorted to just kidnapping her, he even hit her a few times in front of us, so much so that I snapped and attacked him to the point that even his friends were too afraid to jump in a help him. He was a down right psycho in our books, but Eden, she had always forgiven him for everything. When we forced her to break up with him, he basically stalked us every day of the week, any time of the day, we always saw him. He refused to let her go to the point that he even broke into my house while she was staying over. I didn’t get a chance to break his neck since my brothers were home that night and beat the crap out of him before he made it past the living room. We haven’t seen him since that day a few months ago, and to hear his name after so long, I could see the nervousness painted on her face.

“What the hell is going on?” Tyra snapped walking into the room as I sighed yanking my beanie off.

“You wanna tell her, or should I?” I asked over to Eden annoyed, uncaring that we were running behind schedule.

“What’s going on?” Tyra asked suspiciously as she crossed her arms and looked over to us.

“Guess who has been calling her?” I asked annoyed as Tyra tried to process it before her eyes shot open and over to Eden.

“Blake?” Tyra asked through her teeth as I nodded.

“Have you answered him?” Tyra asked annoyed before Eden shook her head.

“Give me your phone.” Tyra informed marching over and basically ripping the phone out of her hand.

“The next time he calls, I’m answering it.” Tyra shoved the phone into her coat pocket before we walked out. The ride to the building was quiet after our dramatic morning. Tyra was literally seething in the back of the van, I had my earphones hooked into my ears, blasting BIGBANG’s recent album. It wasn’t the best morning we had since being here. There was so much stuff going on between us that I didn’t even know how I was still able to keep up with everything. My head was still in pain, I wouldn’t be able to remove the stitches for another week or so, I haven’t been able to get ahold of Selena since the whole incident with Seungri and now on top of that, a guy we had taken so much time to get rid of was back into the picture, ruining all our efforts. Not to mention I still had Tran g to worry about, I’m sure whatever’s going on in that psychotic brain of hers, it involves her and GD with me out of the photo. I sighed annoyed as we approached the YG building. Pulling up out back, we all climbed out of the van into the chilly air. This would be our first time here since everything went down in Japan, I was a little nervous about what the family would think.

“I’ll meet you guys up at the rehearsal room.” I mentioned to Tyra and Eden as we stood in the open elevator.

“Are you sure?” Eden asked unsure as I nodded.

“Where are you going?” Tyra asked narrowing her eyes before I sighed.

“I’ll be fine, just need some air.” I mentioned before they looked to each other and then nodded.

“We’ll tell Jiyong oppa.” Eden mentioned before I nodded and shut the elevator door quickly. It felt like all my emotions that had been pent up from Japan was quickly flowing back into me like a rushing river. I leaned against the far wall of the elevator before holding my chest, biting my lip. I pressed a random floor number before the door opened. I ran off the elevator panicking at the sudden tightness in my chest as I pulled open the first door I reached. Making sure no one was in it, I shut the door tightly behind me before collapsing to the ground behind it. Every single thing I was worried about came rushing into my mind and heart, making it hard to breathe. Everything that happened from Jiyong secretly meeting Trang in the hospital to my cousin leaving back home, it was too much for me to take in at once.

“What the hell is happening?” I whispered pulling my knees up to my chest as I carefully pulled my beanie off, letting my hair fall effortlessly in front of me. I put a hand to my bandage on my forehead before hissing at the contact. I titled my head back and leaned it against the door before sighing.

“What the hell am I going to do?” I whispered so confused with myself before my eyes caught something I had not noticed.

“Oh.” I whispered surprised to see a piano just sitting in this room before I looked around to see that it was an older studio of the building. I stood up slowly walking over to the piano before pressing a key, surprised to see that it was still working. I hesitantly sat down at the bench before placing my beanie on top of it.

“Dad. What am I going to do?” I whispered as always, gently letting my fingers trail across the keys, like I was waiting for an answer.

“I’m so confused. Selena and Seungri are hurting and I can’t help but feel like it’s my fault.” I whispered holding the tears in as I stared down at my lap.

“I’m still hurt about what happened between me and Jiyong, but I love him dad. What am I supposed to do?” I whispered finally letting the tears fall as I looked to the keys.

“Is this really where I’m supposed to be?” I whispered sniffling as I held my chest.

“Am I meant to be here, or is it better for me to leave?” I asked waiting for an answer that I knew was never going to come. Sighing I patted my wet cheeks and cracked my knuckles, nothing better than playing on the piano. I sighed, shutting my eyes once before I began playing the first song that popped into my head.

 

Yiruma “Love Me” http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsSBwykoF9g&list=LLuVo8vWaE522EDB-Whluf-w

 

I played it, letting the feeling of suddenly being overcome by a comforting feeling fill me and the room. This is what I needed, the sudden feeling of my father sitting next to me, patting my back as I played one of his favorite songs.

 

Jiyong’s POV…

We waited for the girls to arrive for today’s rehearsals, we were starting on planning for the MAMA Awards in a few weeks, I had still yet to ask Hoku to accompany me. Finally the door opened showing only two girls walking in, causing me to stand up confused.

“Oh you guys are here.” Top hyung mentioned from their conversation on the other side of the room.

“Where’s Hoku?” I asked as they looked at each other and then me.

“Did something happen?” Taeyang asked worried as the girls shook their head.

“She went off the get some air.” Tyra mentioned over her shoulder as I began making my way to the door.

Start without me.” I announced into the room before walking out in search of her. It took me awhile, searching each floor before I landed on a floor we rarely ever came to. I walked out into the hallway before stopping when I heard a familiar sound.

A piano.” I whispered walking quickly towards the noise before coming up on a slightly open door. I hesitantly walked over before seeing that someone was definitely in the room playing. I pushed the door carefully and quietly enough for me to see the piano; she was playing it which mean t something was up. I watched quietly as she stared down at the piano seriously, playing a familiar piece. She finished in a huff before yanking her arms away from the keys and into her lap.

“What am I going to do?” She whispered as I watched her interested.

“Dad, help me.” She whispered as I took the time to step into the room.

“What do you need help with?” I spoke as she flinched in surprise before looking up to me.

“What are you doing here?” She asked surprised and slightly edgy while I shut the door, quietly locking it behind me.

“Tyra and Eden said you went out to get air, didn’t know our old recording studio would help you?” I mentioned before her eyes shot open and looked around the room.

“Old recording studio?” She asked as I smiled and nodded.

“The rookies use it now.” I said hesitantly and slowly walking over to see that she was wearing the clothes my coordi had sent over to her, she looked amazing.

“So what did you need help with?” I asked taking a seat next to her, playing a few notes before turning to look at her. She was just staring down at the keys like it was the most interesting thing in the room. I sighed knowing that the only reason she would be playing the piano suddenly would be because something was bothering her. I hesitantly wrapped my arm around her shoulder before pulling her into my chest.

“Tell me. I’ll listen.” I mentioned wanting to know what was going on with her.

“Eden’s boyfriend keeps trying to get ahold of her and she only told us this morning.” She said as my eyes shot open in surprise then looked to her.

“What?” I asked confused before she sighed.

“Back in high school, he was such a lousy good for nothing bastard, but Eden loved him more than anything.” She explained looking out into space as I listened in.

“What happened?” I asked interested before she sighed.

“He was so bad that he used to forbid her to hang out with us or even see us, then when she snuck out he would come looking for her, practically beating her in front of us.” She added as my eyes shot open in horror.

“Oh my god, are you serious? Did you guys call the cops?” I asked horrified before she chuckled throwing me off confused.

“Nope, didn’t want them to arrest me.” She said as I blinked in confusion.

“Wait? What? Why would they arrest you?” I asked as she continued to chuckle.

“Well most every time he did that, I would beat the crap out of him.” She whispered sheepishly causing me to chuckle and rub her arm.

“So let me get this straight? He probably still likes her, being the only reason why he would be suddenly trying to get ahold of her?” I explained over before she sighed in annoyance nodding.

“I won’t let that bastard near her.” She whispered as I nodded, kissing the side of her head carefully.

“I’m sure Bae wouldn’t either.” I mentioned before she smiled.

“What’s going on between those two?” She asked over causing me to smile and look up.

“Let’s just say, I’ve never heard Bae talk about a girl so much before.” I whispered causing her to laugh.

“How are you feeling?” I asked changing the subject as she carefully put her hand to her head.

“It still hurts.” She whispered as I nodded, resting my chin on her shoulder.

“Remember, baby, the doctor said it would hurt for a while.” I reassured before she nodded annoyed.

 

Hoku’s POV…

“What happened with Trang?” I suddenly asked looking down to my pants as I felt him stiffen next to me.

“What? Why are you asking about her suddenly?” He asked over hesitantly while I sighed, curling a hair behind my ear.

“I can’t help but feel a bit uncertain.” I whispered before I heard him sigh, his arm slowly releasing from its place around my shoulder.

“Baby, look at me.” He asked as I sighed looking over to his concerned expression.

“You don’t even have to worry about her again, alright?” He reassured while I continued to look at him, still unsure.

“Baby, you trust me right?” He asked now turning me towards him with his hands on my shoulders, making sure I wasn’t about to run.

“I think.” I whispered before he sighed standing before pulling me up with him. I stood inches from him as he searched my face for some sort of hint to what I was feeling.

“Baby, look at me.” He said noticing that my eyes were trailing away from his and to the room around us. I hesitantly looked over into his eyes to see his hurt and sad expression staring back at me.

“You know I love you right?” he whispered as I kept my ground, trying to continue to read him.

“Hm.” I answered nodding my head before he sighed, drifting his hands up to my cheeks before kissing my forehead and bringing me against his chest.

“Baby, I’ll do anything to make sure you know how much I love you, how much I live for you now. There’s nothing I won’t do to prove it.” He whispered careful of my head. I shut my eyes, resting my head against his chest, savoring the intoxicating scent coming off of him, clinging to me.

“I love you oppa.” I whispered before I heard a rumble in his chest, signally that he was laughing. I pulled away looking up to him to see him clearly happy.

“You’re adorable, you know that?” He asked amused as I blinked in confusion.

“I am?” I asked before he laughed and nodded, kissing my forehead.

“I must have died a hero in a previous life to be blessed with someone like you in my life.” He teased causing me to snort and push away from him.

“Shut up.” I groaned smiling before taking a seat back on the piano bench.

“Is that all that’s bugging you?” He asked taking a seat next to me, playing a few notes on the piano.

“How’s Seungri doing?” I asked hesitantly before he hit a low cord on the piano, pulling his hand away.

“Don’t worry about him alright?” He asked as I looked over to see him forcing a smile on his face.

“He’s still upset and hurt about Selena isn’t he?” I whispered also hurting because of him.

“Baby, he’s not your responsibility, so don’t worry about it.” Jiyong mentioned rubbing my thigh in a caring manner before I looked over to him.

“I’m not only worried about him, but Selena too. She’s my cousin after all. I haven’t been able to get ahold of her since she left.” I whispered still worried before Jiyong nodded.

“Just give her some time, I’m sure she’s going through the same thing Maknae is.” He answered before I nodded unwillingly.

“Yah, I guess so.” I whispered unable to do or say anything else.

“Come on; let’s get back up to the rehearsal room. I’m sure everyone’s waiting for us.” He suddenly said standing up from the bench before pulling up and to his side. I stood alongside him, letting him walk me to the door before he suddenly stopped causing me to stumble a bit.

“What?” I asked confused before he turned to me smiling.

“What?” I asked narrowing my eyes towards him, suspicious now.

“You know what’s happening in 2 weeks?” He asked suddenly as I pulled back from his face still confused.

“Um, am I supposed to know?” I asked unsure, suddenly panicking on the inside for some reason.

“Well I’ll need a date for the MAMA Awards in Hong Kong in two weeks.” He mentioned, turning from me.

“Oh yah.” I mentioned before he nodded and turned to me.

“Yah, so I was going to ask this one girl to accompany me.” He then said making my heart drop along with my face.

“Well, have fun with that then.” I pointed out slightly upset pushing past him towards the door before his arm found my waist, pulling me back towards him, turning me, back against the wall with his lips moments from my ear.

“I was going to ask this really beautiful girl.” He whispered causing my blood to boil even higher.

“Well, why don’t you go and ask her? I have a job to do.” I hissed causing him to chuckle in my neck, dipping his chin undermine before I felt my black blazer dip dangerously lower on one side. His warm breath blew across my collarbone and down my blouse.

“How can someone so beautiful be so dense?” He suddenly asked pulling away from me to see that I was biting my lip, holding back both my anger and moan that was about to ripple together out of my mouth. I watched his eyes dart to my mouth before something snapped in his eyes.

“Baby, stop doing that.” He whined leaning forward as I felt something hard against my thigh.

“The girl I was going to ask was you, alright?” He asked leaning towards me as  my eyes shot open.

“Huh?” I asked confused before he smiled and kissed my lips gently, sending a shiver down my spine and to my limbs.

“Wanna accompany the infamous ‘G-Dragon’ to the MAMA Awards?” He asked proudly as I snorted rolling my eyes.

“No.” I teased before his eyes shot open in surprise. I smiled at his surprised expression as he pulled away from me.

“I want to go with this one guy.” I pointed out seeing the fire light in his eyes.

“Who is he? Where is he? What’s his name? Tell me now!” He snapped causing me to laugh at my spot against the wall, enjoying the confused expression coming off of him. Once I was done laughing, I grabbed his cheeks between my hands and pulled him into a mind blowing kiss.

“Hate being teased don’t you?” I asked over amused before he sighed, looking at me annoyed.

“Don’t do that.” He whined as I smiled.

“Revenge is indeed sweet.” I mentioned before his hands s around my waist to rest on my back.

“So do you wanna go?” He then asked causing me to smile.

“As long as I’m the beautiful girl you were talking about.” I teased before he laughed and nodded.

“Always.” He promised kissing me gently only sparking the flame he started in my heart, hotter, larger. I am, with no doubt, in love with Mr. Kwon Jiyong, now and forever!

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loveground #1
Chapter 175: Waaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!! I finished reading in 2 days and I can't stop!!! Nice story and I love it! Off to the sequel
lovingasianfanfic #2
Wow honestly I was kinda doubtful of reading such a long story. But author-nim this is amazing. I finished this and also its sequel. I love it so much. You kept things interesting and I love the interaction between the characters. It was like riding an emotional roller coaster with just the right amount of parts. I hope I can learn to write a story as good as you. Thanks for the stories =)
Luvetop1029 #3
I love this story so much!!! It was very exciting and touching. Thank you so much!!! I can't wait for you to finish the other stories.
JIyongforever #4
Chapter 175: this has been such an emotional ff cant wait to read the next one
JIyongforever #5
Chapter 153: oh she is such and he is a jerk and i can just see the members of big bang and the girls beating the crap out of them once they found them.
F0rever15
#6
Chapter 87: Haha, I can totally see the conversation between Kona, Ben, Hoku and GD happening. Kona's reaction to Hoku talking about the wedding is priceless. I love this story and can't wait to read on!
MA_K-pop #7
Chapter 175: OMO! This story is soo good!!! Can't wait to start reading the sequel
PrettyProblem
#8
Chapter 175: Pregnant!! Little baby dragons!!!
duckie
#9
Chapter 175: Wow I'm going to miss this series ;u; and ofc she would.... Can't wait for the new series to start :3
MiharuRaeJin
#10
Chapter 175: Hah...I KNEW it.. xD She's pregnant *.*