Chapter 47
„You have any idea what you wanna wear on Friday", Key asked me. It was Tuesday afternoon and we were walking down a street with many stores on the left and right side. I shrugged.
"I didn't thought about that."
"So you have any idea, now that you are thinking about it?", he asked on. I shrugged again. I really didn't know what to wear.
"Then we have an aim for taday. We'll look for an party-outfir for you!" He was really excited. I couldn't join him. Of course I loved shopping but it was hard to find something for me and I hated that. Also I hadn't the motivation to do so.
"You know I don't have that much money", I said to him. His answer was a bright smile.
He was the one who wanted to find something for me. After the 20th shirt I had tried on and the 10th jeans My mood was at the deepest point it could reach. I sat on a comfortable black sofa and watched Key running through the store. I closed my eyes and tried to ignore the noises around me. I wanted to be at my room, in my bed. I wanted to sleep. Though I had slept about 10 hours last night I felt unbelievable tired.
I felt sick.
"Are you slepping, Daesang?", I heard key suddenly saying. I opened my eyes slowly.
"Sorry, oppa, but I feel really tired." I forced a little smile. He looked sorrowfull and me.
"What about a coffee?", he asked me. I nodded.
"Sounds good."
"But before I have something for you. Look." He held up a t-shirt that looked like it was size XL. It had black and white stripes and was nealry transparent. I rose my eyebrows and he rolled his eyes.
"You don't want me to wear only this, do you?", I asked him. He sighed.
"Of course not!! I thought about that: this with a black top under it, your black chucks and your favoutire jeans." Just to explain: my favourite jeans was a light blue one with about six or seven splits in every leg –I loved destroyed jeans!
I thought about it. It wasn't a that bad idea.
"You could wear some silver assesouires with it –I know you love silver", he added and looked content. I nodded.
"I think that's a good idea. But what does it cost?"
"That's the best part." He grinned at me. "The owner of this store is a good friend of mine and I told him that a you'd like to wear it and he offered you to take it for free."
"What?", I asked surprised. "But I can't take it for free!"
"Of course you can, Honey", a man about 35 said to me. He gave me a bright smile. I watched him and he really looked totally gay –nothing against gay people, I totally respect them, but in this case it was absolute obvious.
"No, I can't. Really. It's very nice of you but I can't take it."
"Oh I want you to take it. See it as a little gift of me." He went to Key and talked to him.
"She's such a pretty girl. You're a luckly man that you are friends with her!" He talked to Key like I wouldn't be in this room. Then the man took the shirt with him and went to take a bag. He put the t-shirt in it, then came back and pushed it to my hands.
"You will look fantastic with it! Please keep it and wear it!" I didn't know what to say but thanked him before Key and I left the store.

Tennis training was amazing. After it I felt completely empty because it had been so hard. I thought I never had been into it so much.
I laid on my bed with my iPod after a long and wonderful warm shower with closed eyes. I heard my mobile phone silently ringing and I picked up. It was Heechul.
"Hey Sweety!", he called and I felt a lot better when I heard his voice.
"Hey, Cinderella. How are you?"
"Well, I'm fine but the point that I'm worried about you. So how are you?"
"Fine, more or less. After thr training I feel a lot better."
"I'm happy to hear that. So what are you going to to the next days? I wanna see you!!" I had to laugh. He had changed his voice so that he sounded like a little boy of five years.
"Don't know. Tomorrow after school, I'll meet SHINee to play basketball, don't know if you wanna join."
"Hmmm. Don't mind, but not really. What about Friday evening? We could have a DVD-evening."
"Sounds good but I'll go on a party."
"On a party?" I could hear the curiosity in his voice.
"Yes, the guys –Key, Onew, Minho and Jonghyun- invited me. Don't know who's the host."
"Promise me to be careful! There will be a lot young man who are interested in German girls, but only for one night, if you understand what I mean." I rolled my eyes. Sometimes he treated me like a little girl but most times he treatedme like a woman. I mean he respected me as a mature woman, though I wasn't already one.
"I'll have four bodygurads with me. Well maybe only three… Don't know it Key would use fists to defend me." We laughed.
"I think, he'll defend you with other weapons!"
"Of course he will. I don't really worry about that. Also I don't think that they'll let me alone. They promised to have an eye on me."
"That's good. I trust them but I think I should phone them once before Friday…". He thought loudly. I laughed.
"Oppa it's wonderful to hear your vocie and to talk to you", I said after a little break.
"You're welcome, Sweety. You know you can call me any time." I nodded, then noticed that he couldn't see it and said: "Yes, thanks." I heard him sighing.
"So, back to the topic 'when do we wanna meet'. I have no time this weekend. I think we can meet only next week. I'm sorry for that."
"It's not you're fault, oppa. I'll look forward to see you."
"Okay Sweety. I have to go now, love you."
"Love you, too. Could you please greet the others from me?"
"Of course! See you, bye!"
"Bye!"