Too Much.

Jealousy Overload

After a good 5 minutes of sobbing, your tears finally subsided and died down, that's when you finally realized.

"Minho-oppa.. Where did you come from?" You blinked curiously wiping away the dried tears.

He pointed down the end of the hallway and you turned your head towards that direction.

"I had a meeting with Lee Sooman." He was pointing towards Sooman's office.

"I didn't realize you already came back."

"Were all back, babo." He gave you a small smile. "I'm sorry I didn't come to see you sooner."

"It's okay.. I guess I just needed to let it out."

"Yeah, I could hear you from inside his office."

Your horrified look made him chuckle.

"I'm kidding, jeez!"

"I feel like i'm taking up your time, I'm really sorry, I need to get home anyways.." You sighed pulling yourself up to your feet.

"It's okay! Really! I was on my way to have lunch with Chaeri since it'll be the first time she sees us since we left, but I'm sure she'll understand if I'm only a few minutes late." He gave you his signature cheeky smile that could melt any girl's heart.

Chaeri had her connections with Lee Sooman himself, but she also had connections within the company too. Just like you were best friends with most of EXO, she was best friends with Shinee. She had grown up with them since she was a kid and they were like older brothers to her. They were the siblings she never had. They were also the only people she would naturally show her soft side to.

"OMO! Chaeri is going to kill me if she finds out i'm the reason your late! Go!" You pushed his back all the way down the corridor until he finally started to walk on his own.

"You two still on bad terms?" Minho asked curiously.

"You think a year is enough for her to regain her pride after Kris?" You scoffed and rolled your eyes playfully.

"Yeah, I actually think it is."

"Well you know, she's probably over it, but she'll just keep hating me till the end of time."

"Oh come on, you know somewhere in her heartless being, she still cares for you. After all you're still best friends and now group members! Congratulations on that too! We all heard about you guys debuting!"

"Thanks, oppa, but you really need to go!"

"I promise I won't tell her it was your fault!"

"Haha, very funny." You said sarcastically. 

You watched him drive out of the parking lost before checking yourself in the mirror and entering your car to head home.

"Gosh, I look like a mess."

You shamefully shook your head and tried your best to fix up your nasty look.

 

When you had finally reached the driveway, you noticed Chinji wasn't home yet.

"Probably on a date with Kwangmin." You checked her schedule and sure enough. It was a Wednesday, which meant it was her day with Kwangmin. You couldn't help but feel a little pity for  Henry and Kwangmin, they'd have to suffer after she was done. But it had been the longest relationship yet, and you wondered why. It was very unusual for Chinji to keep someone around for more than 3 months. Was she finally changing?

"Naah, that can't be." You spoke to yourself. You opened the front door and stepped in, slipping on your slippers and locking the door behind you.

After changing into some comfortable sweats, you headed downstairs and into your practice room. You pressed that same old button and watched the study room instantly convert itself into your dance hall. It had been awhile since you last used it.

You blasted on the music without your earphones on, knowing no one was in the house.

"Forget Yejin. Forget everything." You nodded confidently at your reflection in the mirror.

You began to stretch out your limbs and muscles, just warming up before you had to dance.

You your newly recorded song and started the choreography for it. You felt some pride knowing that you and Chinji personally created the dance. After finishing on a happy note, you glugged down on an entire bottle of water. Sweat began to drip down along the side of your neck and forehead. You wiped it off with the back of your hand and sat down on the floor with knees propped up, elbows limply laid on both.

"That . Saying he wants me back, then the next second he let's Taeyeon kiss him in front of me." You scoffed and continued to glug down more water. You suddenly felt anger and rage building within your core. Frustration ran through your veins as you forcefully pushed yourself off the ground and put on a new song. You danced as hard as you could, putting all of the rage your had bottled inside of you into each move.

You had been dancing so hard that you hadn't realized your shoelaces untying. After a quick turn on your heel, you tripped on the loose lace and tumbled to the ground. You tried your best to brace yourself, but the impact directly collided with your left shoulder.

You winced in extreme pain, almost forgetting what it felt like in the first place. You had been so careless that you forgot completely about you shoulder. You felt your arm go numb in an instant and you blinked your eyes as the shock finally hit you. You forced yourself up on your feet, firmly clasping one hand over your shoulder as you struggled to the kitchen.

"Meds, meds, where did I put them?!" You frantically searched through all the cabinets and finally found your prescribed painkillers in the last drawer. You popped a few pills into your mouth and drank some water to help it go down easily. You calmed yourself down, taking deep breaths as you walked back into the practice room. Cold sweats were running down the sides of your forehead as the panic rose up your throat. You thought it best to stop practicing for the day and rest up. You converted the practice room back into your study room, and just in time. Your heard cars pulling up into the driveway and rushed yourself to arrange all the furniture back into place. You sat down in your desk and put on your jacket for safety measures. You opened up your textbooks and pulled down the sleeve of your jacket, examining the bruise that was beginning to form on your shoulder.

"Ugh, why does this always bruise so easily!?" You screamed in frustration. You pulled the sleeve back up and pretended to be studying like always.

There was a gentle knock on the door before someone entered.

"Jin, we're back." It was Lay. He looked at you with a suspicious eye and analyzed you carefully.

"Oh, alright. Chinji's out on a date, so you guys just find whatever food is in the kitchen."

"Okay..." Lay shut the door behind him and headed back into the kitchen where the rest of them were.

As he entered the kitchen, he still had on his same look of suspicion, which made the other boys curious as well.

"What's up?" Luhan wondered what was up with Lay's expression.

"She didn't hurt you?!" Kris gasped.

"That's the thing... Somethings off.."

"What do you mean?" Chen asked with a glint of curiosity.

"She's sweating, but it's freezing in the room. She's wearing a jacket, but the sleeves seem off. Text book is open but she doesn't have paper, pencils or anything. And when I walked in, she didn't even scream or look pissed at all."

"Oh come on, you three are always over analyzing her!" Xiumin commented looking at Lay, Kris, and Luhan.

"With Jin, you can never be too careful."

"You guys are like three over protective brothers." Tao scowled at the three.

"Well what's there to eat?" Xiumin asked eagerly, changing the subject in an instant.

"Well, we can just eat noona's ramyun and replace it later.."

"You know she doesn't like it when we take her ramyun supply."

"Not if we replace it!"

"That's true..."

"Well then, we're eating ramyun for tonight!"

 

You breathed a sigh of relief when Lay left the room. You pulled down your sleeve of your jacket and checked the bruising again.

"A little ice should do the trick." You frowned at the large purple splotch the was turning into several different colors and winced.

"Guess i'm wearing long sleeves for now... And in the middle of July. How great." You blew out a heavy sigh and stood up, leaving the study room and heading to the kitchen.

"Hey guys!" You greeted enthusiastically.

"See, I told you she was fine." Xiumin whispered to Kris.

"What are you guys whispering about?" You raised a brow at them.

"Nothing!"

"Are you guys eating my ramyun?" You squinted your eyes at them.

"Erm..." They grew quiet, but you were too tired to start screaming.

"Alright.." You sluggishly took out a pack of ramyun and started to cook it yourself.

"Hey, Jin.. are you alright? I mean we saw you earlier when you left the practice room and..."

"I'm fine. Like I said, don't worry about any of it."

You quickly finished boiling your ramyun, and grabbed your chopsticks, leaving the cooked noodles in the pot.

"I'll just eat upstairs and see you guys tomorrow." You took the pot and chopsticks up to your room and left the boys in complete shock.

"How about you tell me now that she's 'okay'." Kris looked at Xiumin and rolled his eyes.

"Noona must be hurting.." Tao sighed lowly.

"Don't worry too much about it, she's a strong girl you know." Luhan gave Tao a comforting smile and continued eating his bowl of ramyun.

 

When you made it to your room, you made sure to finish your ramyun first before you attended to your wound. Why? You were hungry.

You headed straight for the first aid kit and took out an ice pack. You applied the cold pack on your arm and cringed as the cool feeling spread throughout your arm.

You quickly changed out into your PJs and headed into bed, blanket half way up your chest with the ice pack still placed on your arm. You decided to read a book while you waited for the cold to settle a little longer. You knew ice probably wouldn't do the trick, but it did help. That's when Kris suddenly decided to come barging in. You threw the ice pack under the bed as quickly and as stealthily as possible and crossed your fingers that he didn't notice. You pulled up the blanket practically over your head to keep him from seeing anything.

"Jin, are you sure you're alright?"

"Yeah!" Your voice was muffled under the blankets and Kris didn't like talking with barriers.

"Jin.." He complained trying to pull the blanket off.

"NO!" You screamed. He flinched at the volume and tone of your voice, so he just backed away.

"Okay, okay... You know, you've been acting really weird lately."

You went silent.

"Well you're debuting in 2 days.. you'll be practicing for like 24 hours straight, you won't see me until after your debut stage. I'm just trying to make the most of the time we have left here." He sighed leaving your side.

You remained quiet and listened to the rustling of clothes as Kris changed into his PJs. You listened and waited until he finally crawled under the blankets. The same pillow was still being used as a blockade between you and Kris. You finally relaxed when you were sure that Kris was asleep but inwardly groaned realizing the ice pack had probably melted on the floor.

Darn, more cleaning to do... You shut your eyes and let yourself doze off.

 

Chinji came through the front door at around 12 midnight. She had drank one too many drinks with Kwangmin that night and she felt a little less than stable. Her brain still wasn't functioning quite well so she headed to the kitchen for a glass of water.

As she was gulping the liquid, her throbbing head didn't stop her from noticing the medicine drawer wasn't completely closed. With a raised brow, she opened the drawer and found your pain medication slightly open. She peeked in and noticed a there were a few pills missing.

"Something's wrong... Something is definitely wrong.. It couldn't have come back right?.." She fearfully thought the worst case scenario.

"She said she would tell me when it hurts again.. What a lie." She sighed deeply and put the medication back into the drawer and headed to bed. She struggled up the stairs, running into the rail and then the wall with every step she took. She was still in her dress and her hair was a mess, but she managed to make it to the door. As she stumbled through the entrance, someone had suddenly caught her.

"Whoa there, Chinji-ah..." Luhan caught her in time before she could hit the floor.

"Lu..Han?" Chinji shook her head trying to clear her thoughts.

Chinji was actually a lot more sober than she let on, but she figured since she seemed so drunk, she could just pretend and go on.

"I think you should go to bed.."

"OPPA! SARANGHAEYO!!" Chinji squealed cutely. Luhan couldn't help but feel the blood rushing into his cheeks.

"Uhm.. Chinji-ah?" He asked cautiously.

"I think.. I drank too much..." Chinji mumbled.

"Well I can clearly tell.." Luhan softly chuckled to himself.

"Oppa, were you waiting for me?"

"Of course I was.."

She won't remember any of this in the morning right? Luhan thought to himself.

"I think I fell in love with you~" Chinji giggled as she cuddled closely to Luhan's arm. He stiffened at the contact but slowly relaxed.

"I think I did too..." He pulled Chinji away from him and looked at her face, carefully examining the milky complexion of hers, the soft plump lips, and her messy hair that still looked graceful no matter what.

He leaned in closer to her and pecked the side of her cheek. His lips lingered longer than they were supposed to and Chinji was caught off guard. Regardless, she still kept on the drunken act. He pulled away and carried her bridal style onto her bed.

He placed her gingerly under the sheets and pulled the covers up to her neck, tucking her in and swiftly giving her another soft kiss on her forehead.

"Goodnight, princess." He smiled softly before walking away to his own bed.

Chinji quickly grabbed his wrist before he could get any farther.

"Oppa, sleep with me tonight.." She sounded less drunk and more like pleading.

Luhan softly chuckled before crawling into her covers with her. He placed his arm around her waist and the cuddled closer to his toned chest. She felt the warmth envelope her immediately and smiled.

Too bad I have to forget this ever happened. Chinji thought as she dozed off.

 

She'll probably freak out in the morning when she finds me in her bed, but it's worth it all. Luhan smiled to himself as his eyelids closed shut.

 

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A/N:

 

Well hello there ^-^

yeah so, school is starting in like 3 weeks... Sad life.3

But it's okay! I'll try and update some more!

A little Luji for you at the end<3 I realized I haven't put them in for awhile, so here it is ;DD

1:30 am over here. Shoot. T-T 

BUT, COMMENT, SUBSCRIBE<3 YAY! Thanks for everything! Almost reaching 60 subbies(:

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danger093 #1
Chapter 75: Same here:((( other than cover up for his underage drinking, it's also to subside any news from Kris's situation. Honestly, it's very disrespectful to use someone's relationship like that. I find that totally absurd.... I am very disappointed.
Dirty SM playing dirty tricks...
ichigo-chan #2
Chapter 75: It's okay.. I was upset over Baek and Taeyeon too.. and I don't even stan him yet I teared up.. lol
It was to cover up his underage drinking and it seems to be doing well at that.
serafina91 #3
Chapter 75: chill authornim~~ for me it just a few picture.... only them know and ONLY GOD knows behind their story.... its feels kinda weird... so sudden goes public... with group under JYP comeback... seems not right... hey! no offences ok... just my opinion...

P/S: i love your story, so keep update & fighting!!! ^_^
onewpillow #4
Chapter 73: You're back :D
357ose
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Chapter 72: update soon :)
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danger093 #7
Chapter 70: Oh gosh.... the mushiness between Chaeri and Kai. This was sooo expected.
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Update soon^^
TabzzVee
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Chapter 69: Waeyo?! I feel so bad for the loner club/:
Omo I don't know whether I like KlassiQ with their EXO dates or the loner club! TT-TT