Jaejoong's POV

My eyes open when my hand didn't sense what I expected it to find there next to me. I'm alone in

the room. I sit and plan to leave the bed but saw the blood stain on the bed sheet. Another surprise

for me because last night, I didn't expect that she was still a . I just realized that she's still

inexperienced on it and I find her innocence and awkwardness cute.

            I'm the first man for her....It echoes in my head and so I couldn't contain my smile.

            “So you’re finally awake.”

She’s standing at the doorway.

            “There are your clothes. You can go.” She points my clothes on the chair.

            “Let’s have breakfast.” My mood is good and so I ignored what she said.

            “I don’t eat breakfast.”

            “I’ll prepare it. Just wait for a few minutes.” I reply while wearing my shirt quickly.

Athena rolls her eyes.

            “I don’t eat breakfast so definitely no food to prepare.”

            “Is that so? Then maybe..”

            “Didn’t you hear what I said? I said, go.” It’s very early in the morning and she’s already in

a mode like her whole day had been bad.

            “We need to talk about what happened.” I decided to bring out the topic I’m planning to

talk with her over breakfast. Her eyebrow rises.

            “It was your...your first.”

She looks back with a “Duh?!” expression in her face.

            “Do you find it amusing? Does it make you feel great? I don’t give a damn if you want to

announce it to everyone. I just don’t think they will believe you. Those guys before you

absolutely made their claims.” She says frigidly.

            “I’m not even thinking about that.”

She chuckles as if she was amused by what I said.

            “Then what? It’s not like I’m going to ask you to marry me or what..”

            “That is not what I want to say. You gave me your ity and ..” but she cuts me off.

            “Don’t think too much of it. I could have done it with other guys it just so happen that it’s you.”

            “Then why are you planning to escape from that guy?”

She didn’t answer.

            “Last night, I felt you...What happened between us was special and that is the truth.”

It was passionate and real. We made love last night and for the first time, I saw in her eyes that

she’s feeling something for me too. The touch of her hands had shown how she needed and wanted

me. Her kisses clearly indicate that the feeling is mutual so no matter how she denies it with her

words, I know what I saw and felt.

            “You’re just being delusional. It was only the hormones for me.” She casually shrugs her

shoulders.

            “I’ll just leave for a while and I’m hoping that you’ll be gone by the time I return.” Athena

didn’t wait for my reply and just left.

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Athena’s POV

I didn’t really leave. I locked myself up inside my walk-in closet. In a corner, beneath the various

clothes I sit and hug my knees tightly. I’ve been sighing since I opened my eyes this morning.

            “Babo...” I utter as I hit my forehead against my knees.

My whole body sore confirming that it does happen. I lost my ity to the guy I’m avoiding the

most. I wish I could say that it’s only because of the alcohol but it’s not. I’m completely aware on

what was happening and I let that materialized. Most of the guys that I flirted with in the past

tried to have with me but I was able to prevent it. But when he was kissing me, I didn’t feel the

need to stop instead, I wanted more.

If this happened with other guys, I swear I might kill myself because of frustration but not this

time. I feel like it was so stupid of me for being reckless. I blame only myself for what happened.

            He’s dangerous for me...I have to watch myself carefully when he’s around.

I wouldn’t let myself be controlled again by my feelings. I managed to shut it off and I plan to keep

it like that. One night of slipping from my shield is enough.

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Athena's POV

I was lying flat on my bed staring at the ceiling. Today is my free day. I usually don't waste use this

kind of days for it's difficult to get a whole day off from my busy schedule but today is different. I

feel so lazy that I stayed in the bed the entire day. Even though I want to sleep more, my body

tells me that I already had enough.

My phone buzzed. Who sent me a message at this time? Even my manager or my agency's

president doesn’t disturb me on my free days.

         Hi.

Are the only words sent by an unfamiliar number.

                                                Who are you?

I replied.

         Oh you replied! I’m glad.

What's does this person mean? Sending a message requires replying right? I'm still staring at the

message when I received another one.

         It’s me.

I rolled my eyes. How the hell would I know this person?

                                           I don’t know anyone with the name “me”.

It might be just a prank so this would be my last text but the reply came a few seconds after.

Probably the person is too dumb to sense my sarcasm.

            Jaejoong.

What the?! How did he get my number? My life is just normal these past two days after that

slipping incident. Suddenly, I'm hearing from him again? I place my phone back at the bedside

table and stare at the ceiling once more...Trying to ignore this unexpected message sender but it

buzzed one after another.

            Still there?

            It’s Kim Jaejoong.

            What happened?

            Already sleeping?

            Answer me...

            ?

I breathe out heavily. Is he planning to bombard my inbox with his non stop messages?! I grab my

phone and type a reply.

                                                Are you trying to make my inbox full?!

            Finally..I thought you’ll just going to ignore me. :)

                                                It’s up to me if I want to reply or what.

                                                How did you get my number anyway?

            That’s a secret.

I aim my fist to the phone but type after that.

                                                Why do you keep bugging me?

                                                I clearly told you to back off right?

                                                You better stop what you are doing

                                                before your girlfriend finds out.

            I don’t have a girlfriend.

Tsk...as expected, he’s denying.

                                                I had seen you with her.         

            What? Look, I don’t know what you had seen

            but I’m 100% sure that it’s not like what you think.

            As far as I know, I don’t have a girlfriend right now

            unless you apply for the position. ;)

Maybe there’s something wrong with his head. How could he take things as a joke when I’m very

much sure that I had made myself clear and serious?

            Could you possibly be...jealous?

My eyes widen.                                              

                                                Why would I?! Not in a million years!

            Never say never...

I bit my lower lip. He’s getting into my nerves.

            I’ve already decided. I will pursue you and no matter

            how many times you reject me, I won’t give up on you.

            I want to get close to you and I’ll surely find my way

            to do that.

I put my palm to my forehead. I can’t believe that my heart flutters with those common lines he

used.

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Jaejoong’s POV

I finally came home from our Malaysia concert. The flight was tiring but it didn’t stop me from

being excited. I just put down my luggage and lay straight into the couch. It’s already night so I

was wondering if she’s already sleeping at home or working late somewhere. After what happened

between us, I wasn’t able to get in touch with her because of JYJ’s commitments abroad. I took out

my phone and type.

I settled for a simple Hi.

I feel a bit nervous as I press the send button because I know that she might just ignore my

message just like her manager warned me.

            Who are you?

My heart almost jumps due to mixed surprise and excitement. It’s like a teenage boy getting a

message from his school crush.

                                      Oh you replied! I’m glad.

I smile to myself while holding my phone tightly and I send another one.

                                      It’s me.

I didn’t fail to get another reply from her.

                   I don’t know anyone with the name “me”.

I can imagine her frowning face so I introduced myself right away.

                                                Jaejoong.

Two minutes passed without her replying so I sent her more messages.

                                                Still there?

                                                It’s Kim Jaejoong.

                                                What happened?

                                                Already sleeping?

                                                Answer me...

                                                ?

My phone rings.

                        Are you trying to make my inbox full?!

I smile knowing that she won’t ignore my messages now.

                                                Finally..I thought you’ll just going to ignore me. :)

                        It’s up to me if I want to reply or what.

                        How did you get my number anyway?

                                                That’s a secret.

I won’t tell her that her manager gave me her number because I didn’t stop asking her for it.

                        Why do you keep bugging me?

                        I clearly told you to back off right?

                        You better stop what you are doing

                        before your girlfriend finds out.

My eyebrows furrowed. Does she really think that I have a girlfriend or she just said that

randomly?

                                                I don’t have a girlfriend.

I answered.

                        I had seen you with her.         

The crumple in my forehead becomes deeper. What is she saying?

                                                What? Look, I don’t know what you had seen

                                                but I’m 100% sure that it’s not like what you think.

                                                As far as I know, I don’t have a girlfriend right now

                                                unless you apply for the position. ;)

I followed it with a tease.

                                                Could you possibly be...jealous?

My furrowed forehead turned into a wide smile when I read her answer.                              

                        Why would I?! Not in a million years!

                                                Never say never...

I typed another message.

                                                I’ve already decided. I will pursue you and no matter

                                                how many times you reject me, I won’t give up on you.

                                                I want to get close to you and I’ll surely find my way

                                                to do that.

I know what I’m feeling and I would like her to know that I’m determined to prove to her that I

really like her.

Nam Gyuri's POV

            “MinwooOppa!”

            “Gyuri ah! Is that you?”

            “Yes it's me. How have you been?”

We both smile. Bumping to each other here in the gym is such a nice thing.

            “I'm good. How about you? The last time I heard is that you went abroad for studies.” I

ask him while walking towards the rest area.

            “Yes. I just arrived a month ago. What were been busy with these past years? I lost track

of you.”

            “Well, I've made projects on theatre. So far, I've done four musicals.”

            “Wow...so musical is what you've been doing then? Sorry I wasn't able to watch any of it...”

            “It's okay..anyway, I received a script for a new movie so I'll make my comeback to the

big screen...”

            “Cheongmallyo? I have a movie to do this year too...it will be under CJ Entertainment..”

            “CJ? It's the same for me...Could it be the one with Director Choi?”

I saw surprise in his face.

            “Yes that's it..Don't tell me....?”

I smile.

            “Although the main actress hasn't cast yet, I still think that working together on a same

movie would be nice.”

            “I felt like it's a good thing. Finally, we can be on a same project.”

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