Jessica POV'S

It's been a week since I'm here, in London with Jaejoong... Oppss, sorry... Kim Jaejoong, hehhehe...

Well, I'm now sitting on the long couch in the main living room at the hotel, completely alone by myself. Jaejoong had gone out, saying that he want to meet up with Anna Jayson, the famous fashion critic that we met a few days ago. 

I wondered what with both of them??

It's not mean, I'm jealous, tcchhh!! Just, I'm curious with both of them... Both of them seem friend-... Aniya, not liked that! Both of them were too too friendly with each other, seeing liked a dating couple for me. I'm saying this because I often seeing Jaejoong said to me he gone out just to see her, was she too important him even he didn't noticed that I'm also here??! Duhhhh, hmmmpphh!! So selfish person!

I noticed that both of them always talking, chattering to each other more friendly than anyone else had. It seem liked both of them were dating secretly right now, am I wrong or correct?? Hummm, I don't know.... I didn't spy on them, just did some observing.

So what?! He think I cared about him with that woman?! Tchhhhh, in his dream only!! Whatever, none of my concern!! 

Really, Jessica? None of your concern??

I shook my head, trying to get rid of that feelings. Of course, I'm right, duhhh!! Who cared about him? It's up to him if he want to date with someone else, that's not my problem at all!! Besides, he's had nothing with me at all!!

Just,... Mmmmm, who am I towards him? Nothing at all... Maybe he didn't even remembered me at all...

Maybe I'm the one who was so stupid, hoping that someday it would be just liked before....

Argghhhhh, it can't be!!! Don't hope too much, Jessica!!! Don't you remembered what he done to you, huhhh?!! 

Yeah, I'll still remembered about it.... But,.... 

Hmmmmm, I can't denied that I'm still had feelings for him and it won't changed until now. It felt just the same when I first fall for him. The feelings for him won't changed at all even I've had faced anything that made me in danger. Even an accident that almost killed myself... I wondered if he ever knew about that.... 

I sighed again, glanced at my watch on my wrist. 

Ohhhh, it's already 5pm... I've had to get ready since I've had to attend some kinda party or ceremony tonight at a grand resort. Huhhhh, so tiring these days... I wondered  what's Krystal been doing right now... I hoped she didn't made anything stupid... 

Someone POV'S

I looked at someone in front of me who was sipping a cup of latte, wiping .

"So... What do you think?" I asked her, looking at her again. 

She looked at me, almost looking mad and annoyed expression. "Really? We're going to do this, again?!" she asked me, little furious voice. I slightly nodded my head, looking at her directly. "Please... Can't you help me, just this once?" I pleaded at her, almost begging. 

She shook her head few times, leaning on the chair that she was sitting on. 

"I don't bear to do this anymore... I'm feeling kinda guilty towards her, don't you felt liked that?" she asked me then. 

I pursed my lips, agreed of what she said but...

"I've had too... Just please help me, will you?" I asked her again, showing my innocence, puppy eyes. 

She chuckled a bit, flickered away. "You know what? If my fiancee knew about this, I'm dead... Dead meat!!" she said, groaning frustrated. I just chuckled, waiting for her answer. "Okay then... But, promised me... This would be the last time! I don't want my fiancee knew about this... Fortunately he's not here right now, hummpphh!!" she grumbled, making a cute pout. 

I just laughed, feeling gratefull with her right now... 

Yeah, maybe tonight will be the last one... Hopefully... 

That Night 

No One POV'S

Jessica spun herself in front of the big mirror in the bathroom, taking a last looked for herself tonight. 

She smiled sweetly, simply happy looking at her reflection right now. Her hair just been done do the ban style, leaving a few bangs on her forehead, making her looked simply nice and in the same time cute expression. 

Jessica then walked out from her room, went to the living room. She then saw Jaejoong who was talking on the phone, chuckling sometimes. 

"With whom he's talking to?" she thought to herself, waiting at the end of the living room, near to the wall. 

The phone talking took about almost 10 minutes. Jessica was been a little mad since she was waiting liked a figure doll at the wall, waiting for him. Hummpphh!! Just then, Jaejoong hang up, still smiling on his lips. 

"Ohhh, you're already finished?" he asked her, surprised to see her standing at the wall. 

Jessica looked at Jaejoong, feeling liked to yell at him. "With who you're talking just now?" asked Jessica, curious to know. Jaejoong looked up, smiling wider. "Uh-oh, Anna Jayson. She told me to wait for her at the main entrance later." Jaejoong answered, smiling happily on his face. Jessica looked at him disbelief, feeling little jealous. "Whatever, come on!! We're already late!" she then grumbled, feeling annoyed with this couple situation. Jaejoong who was watching, chuckling seeing Jessica expression. 

"Why you're looked like mad? You're jealous?" Jaejoong playfully asked her, making Jessica blushing deeply. 

She turned away, pretending to glare at him. "Who would jealous with you, tchhh?! I can get man better than you, hummpphh!!" she answered, pouting madly. She then want to made her way to the door before Jaejoong quickly grabbed her elbow, spinning her around making her turning, facing with him. 

"W-Wha-What you're doing?" Jessica asked, feeling surprised to see Jaejoong doings. 

Jaejoong smirked, pulling her waist closer towards himself. "If you said you can get man better than me... Then, prove it. I'll challenged you." Jaejoong said to her, right on her face. Jessica looked at him, not even blinking. She can felt his breathe hitting her face too much, gazing her. She shook her head, pushing Jaejoong away. Jaejoong then just chuckled, following Jessica which already went out from the room, deep red blushing. 

At The Ceremony 

Jaejoong POV'S

I walked slowly, walking into the resort hall, the ceremony was held. Actually, this ceremony was kinda a party but I didn't not know really well... 

Just then....

"Jae!!!!" a soft, almost childish voice called my name. I lightly turned my body, seeing the owner of the voice. 

"Ohhhh, Anna!! There you are!!" I said in excited, smiling wider at her. She then gracefully walked towards me, swiftly kissing my cheek softly. I saw Jessica looked at both of us disbelief, almost blank expression. "You're looked beautiful tonight... As always." I said to her, bending my body, kissing her hand softly. 

She chuckled to my reaction, looking at me. "Uh-oh, I didn't noticed you there, Jessica. Nice to meet you by the way." she greeted Jessica warmly, smiling at her. Jessica just smiled a bit, flickered away then. Hummmm... 

Anna then grabbed my hand, pulling me. "Come on, let's go inside. I heard that there were many delicious food tonight, woohhoo!!" Anna said excited, feeling all happy. I just chuckled seeing her childish acted. 

Jessica POV'S

I looked at the two people in front me with annoyed and angry feelings... 

Why should I'll be angry? I should be happy seeing him smiled liked that, having great time with that woman...

Am I'm feeling hurting again? Aniya, not liked that... 

It can't be already, right?? Hhehehehe...

I sighed deeply, looking down to the floor. Why I'm feeling just liked the same when he left me before? Am I been hurt again? I don't think of that since he's had nothing to do with me anymore...

It's me who was the fault one... Why I supposed to feelings liked this? Ahhhh.... This is stupid... 

"Just alone, pretty?" someone asked me, already standing beside me. 

I looked up, finding an English man who was smiling at me meaningfully, looking at me up to bottom. Hummpphhh!! I tried to ignore that guy but he kept asking me question making me airless towards him. "Can you just left me alone?" I said coldly, glaring at him sharply. He then smiled, grabbing my elbow all of sudden. "Don't be liked that, pretty... I'm sure you're feeling lonely now, right? I can make yourself better... Just follow me and we're both will had great time." he spoke meaningfully, smiling at me such a way!! Grrrrr!!!

I tried to struggle from him until...

"Let her go." a hard voice ordered coming from behind me. 

I turned to look, surprised to see him. 

Jaejoong then snapped my arms from that English man, glaring at him. "Don't touch my girlfriend, !" he hissed, giving a dark cold glance at that guy. I was gasped, looking at him disbelief. Girlfriend?! Seriously?! Gosh, this man!! "Uh-oh, I didn't knew she was yours... Sorry, bro!" said that English man, bowing a bit before walking away, shook his head. 

Jaejoong then let go of me hardly making me felt in pain a bit. 

"Can't you take care of yourself?" he asked me unfriendly, frowning at me. I looked at him, staring I mean. "What is your problem?! I didn't asked you to solve my problem just now!!" I said back to him, glaring at him. "Well, if you're good enough, you can took care yourself right? Hummpphhh, isn't that too difficult for woman liked you?" he asked cynically, smiling in mocking way. 

I can felt that my blood was rushing all through my veins, boiling from the inside. 

"Don't say that to me!! You know what?! You're the who should responsible for me!! But, what did you do?! Flirting with that Anna Jayson, that's what a partner do?! If it's liked this, better I'm not coming here!! Just wasting my time!! Go to your Anna, whatever!!!" I yelled at him, pushing his body which was blocking my way. I was fighting my tears, walking away from the crowd, feeling hurt and sad of what just happened. 

Why I'm been liked this??

If it's because I was jealous? Jealous looking at Jaejoong with Anna? Together, both of them??

I don't know what I'm doing right now... Why I felt hurt just liked I felt when he was gone... Gone by my side... 

Leaving me all alone with suffered, pain and depression... 

I shook my head a few times, walking away with painfull heart. Why it always to be liked this? Why I'm so stubborn, not letting him go from me... Am I been too selfish to myself? Well, maybe... I was too selfish myself, forcing myself to always loved him until now, huhh?? 

Hummmmm, love is so unexpected... 

No One POV'S

"Yahhh, stupid!!! Don't do liked that!! It's not what we're planning!!" said someone, hitting Jaejoong head. 

Jaejoong whined in pain, frowning. "Why? That's what I'm planning to do, is it wrong?" asked Jaejoong, dumbfounded. The person beside him shook head few times, sighing. "It's not that way... If you're kept acting liked this, sooner or later you will regret yourself by doing liked this... A person also had their patience limit!!" said that person, giving a glare towards Jaejoong. 

"Go apologize to her..." ordered the person making Jaejoong looked at that person widen eyes. 

"What?! No way... Why would I?" Jaejoong asked back, grumpling. 

The person then hit him again, this time at his shoulder making him screaming in pain. "Yahhh!!" Jaejoong said, looking at that person disbelief. The person stared at Jaejoong meaningfully, glaring actually. "Go! Or,... Hummm, do you want me to tell her the truth?" the person then said, smiling meaningfully. Jaejoong let out a big grump, fixing his clothe before walked away, muttering something under his breathe. 

The person who was looking at him, chuckling quietly... 

"Where is she??" Jaejoong thought to himself, wondering around the crowd. It was difficult to find her through the crowd since there were many people at that time. Jaejoong kept looking for her, feeling a bit worried and also guilty of what he just done before. He didn't mean to utter those harsh words but he can't denied that he was jealous when he saw Jessica with that English man, hummmpphh!! Stupid Jaejoong!! 

Jessica was standing at the pathway, waiting. She wrapped her body with her arms, trying to get some heat. Her skin was exposing too much, making her shivering in the cold, quiet night. Forget about that Jaejoong, what does he mean to her?! Crazy!! Grrrrr!!! Jessica was shivering, even her teeth was gritting showing how cold she is right now. Too late to regret for not bringing along her coat along to this event... And now, she had to face the cold temperature all alone by herself. When will that thing come, hurry please!! 

"Jess!!!" someone called her name. 

Jessica didn't turned around since she knew who was calling for her just now. She just stood there, waiting. Just then, her elbow was been pulled, making her facing to that person. "Let me go!!!" she said coldly, struggling. She then pushed that person away, grumbling angrily. "Why you came here?! Go away!! Go with your woman, whatever it is!! Hummpphh!! Such a nuisance!" she told, turning against that person. 

Jaejoong sighed deeply, taking a few steps standing behind Jessica. 

"Jess... Look, errrmmm... I'm sorry..." he muttered quietly, almost whispering to her. Jessica just stayed liked that, not feeling to talk with him at all. But, she felt distracting with his breathe tickiling her nape behind the back. Jessica took a deep breath, ignoring Jaejoong completely. "Jess, please... Would you look at me?" Jaejoong asked quietly, trying to spin her around but Jessica quickly snapped his hands hardly. 

Then, a yellow car came towards the pathway. Jaejoong was surprised to see that vehicle, looking at Jessica in disbelief. "Where u're going?" asked Jaejoong, feeling worried. Jessica just smiled in mocking way, making her way to the taxi. "Why would you cared? Haven't you cared about me before? No, right?! Huhhh, it's up to me where I want to go... Go away!! I hate you!" answered Jessica coldly before taking step into the taxi. 

Jaejoong tried to stop Jessica but the taxi then drove away, leaving him alone feeling guilty and depressed with himself... 

Ahhhhhhh, problem again!!!!