The Next Few Days 

Krystal POV'S

Huarrggghhh!!! Grrrrr!!!!

OMG!!! I'm so bored right now!!! Huhhhuhuhu~~ 

This weekends were so bored!! Hummpphh!! I've had nothing to do right now. I looked up at the watch which was hanging on the wall, showing the time. It's already 7:10pm but still, my older sister didn't come back yet. Yeah, she said that she probably went home late today since she's had a very busy day today. Some photoshoot to attend and also had some works to do at the company. I still can't believe that she might do 2 things in 1 time. Seriously, I mean... Gosh!! 

She can be a well-known fashion designer and also a super famous model around the world. Hummm, it's lucky to have a place living that had a very tight security. Only those who had the pass card could access this luxurious apartment. 

Speaking of my sister... 

Hummmm.... About that day, that night when the ceremony was held. 

There's something that I'll really curious about... I still didn't understand why would Jae oppa stare at my sister in such a shock, surprised looked!! First, when he looked at my sister face... And also when my sister introducing herself to him. He seem so surprised but he quickly covered it, trying to be calm. I wondered about that... Is there something wrong about that?? I didn't see my sister was so surprised to see him just liked Jae oppa did that time. 

Ahhhhh, I knew!!!

Okay.... Since my sister told me that she will be home late, maybe I should used this golden oppartunity for to search something that I've always want to do since last years... 

I stood up from the long couch, walking towards my sister room which was located at the ended of the hallway, around the corner angle. Silently, I opened up the door, turning the knob door. I walked inside her room quietly, creeping into it. Her room looked a bit darker than the room in our mansion at San Francisco. ( http://www.dismaco.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/black-bedroom-ideas-21.jpg ) I rarely can come into her room because she had forbid me to do it!! Kekekkekek!!

I closed her room door, locking it up from inside. 

I went up to her make-up table, looking at all the stuff on the table. Hummm, my sister really a simple person. Although she had a soft, white milk skin still she didn't used too many products. All I can see here just some body powder, lotion and other stuff. Or maybe she not liking to see many stuff on her table make-up. 

I turned around, paced to her wardrobe. I pushed the slide door, making it sway away. Well, as a model... Hummm, surely she had many pretty clothe... Grrrrrr, and all her clothe were so pretty and make me want to steal it, heheheh!! Bad sister am I right?! I searched through the too much clothe, looking if there's something that might seem suspicious for me. Unsatisfied, I went up to look for the drawer now, searching again. 

Hummmm, had she threw it away?? 

I pursed my lips, thinking. If had something that you want to hide, where did you hide it? Where the places that might you hide your secret things?? Just then, I smiled in satisfied, hoping that it would be real. 

Hopefully, please, please god.... 

I bend down my body a bit, smiling in satisfied, victory winning way. Hehhehhe, just liked I knew!!! There's a big brown box under my sister bed, right under the mattress. I quickly pulled up the box to the outside, it's kinda heavy huhhh?? The box were big, yeah I admitted about it. It was brown in color, rectangular shaped. I blew a bit to the box since it was dusting on the surface. I wiped a bit on it's surface, slowly opening the big brown box. 

Too my great surprised, it is the thing that I've always want to look for!!! 

Hummmppphhh, my sister is really cryptic person!!! There were two or one book inside it, some pictures maybe... I pulled out the books first, finding the book that I've had read before. The black long book that my sister used to write her feelings inside the book, the only one way for her to express her feelings for that guy... Opppsss, what I mean that stupid ex-guy!! Hummmpphh!! I'm feeling kinda hate him after what he had done to my beloved sister. Liar, such a tongue-twister!!!

I flipped, opening the book, sitting on the marble floor, crossed legs. 

I skipped for a few pages since I've had read before this, hehehehe... I stopped at a few last pages since my sister had stopped writing in this book, I wondered why... 

It's been one month and almost turned to a week now.... It's been too long you're gone, right? Huhhh, Joongie?? I felt liked it was very hard, for me to through all the difficult days without you beside me, supporting me as usual you did. I wondered where are you now... Are you still out there, still breathing liked me, on this world?? Hummmm, I don't know... But, I'll already promised to myself I won't ever kept giving up, waiting for you to come back for me just liked you promised to me... You know what, Joongie? I'll been missing for you too much... I didn't know why but, it just liked my other half was takken away by you, just gone just liked you left me alone here, all by myself. But, I knew that this pain would ease away when you come back to me, right? Of course it would, I'm sure about that... 

Joongie~~ 

I flipped to another page, the last one before it all blank... 

How it felt when.... When someone that you loved, missed and seriously falling for, left you all sudden... Well, that's what I'm feeling now. I was hurt right now, all my heart was bleeding badly as it won't covered up for the rest of my life. I... I can't believed... That you're left me, Joongie... You left me all of sudden, surprising me by those hurting words... 

I didn't know what had happened towards you... It was liked, it was't you who were speaking with me at that time. Your cold, darkly stare, sharply glance at me, huhhh?? I don't know, why you're became liked that. Why you spoke to me so harshly that made my heart very hurt of what you told me about. About everything that I was so surprised of what you said. 

I hate you, you know!!! Hate you so much!!!! You left me all sudden and now you came back just to tell me you're breaking up with me?!!! You're think that I want to hear from you?!! That I supposed to get when I was dying here for you to come back by my side?!! That's what I got, huhhh?!! You know what?! I've been crying all night, just because I'll miss you so much!!! But, you didn't even care about it!!! Instead of that, you're just left me all alone by myself... How could you do that, Joongie~~ What... What did I do wrong that made you're became liked this... 

I was terribly pain right now... I can't believed you left me and told me that you don't want me anymore... 

Yeah... I knew, I was a foolish person. I was foolish because I was blind by the love you had given to me... But, still... It just liked I've had wasted my time all along before this, just for waiting you to come back... It just useless I cried all day and night just because I missed you... When I was giving up sometimes, I've told myself for not becoming liked this because I don't want you to be unhappy when you come back for me later...

But, I was wrong!! I'm the one who so stupid, foolish person!!! I'm the one who hurt at last!!! My heart, my sould, everything inside me!!! Was truly, deeply in terrible pain!!! You don't even know about that, huhhh?!! That's because you left me all alone here... That day, when you come back... I was feeling liked on top of the world you know.... You know why?? I was happy because I've got to meet you finally... I can't describe what I was feeling that time, Joongie... It was full of happy, joy emotion playing in my mind. I was extremely excited when I saw you... 

I thought, you will be happy also but I knew it was a terrible mistake for me... Thinking like that. My heart was broken into pieces, shattered everywhere that time. Even me, I can't made up my heart back just liked before... Because I knew when I did that, I won't became just liked this, I would be nothing... A person that doesn't had feelings, felt completly blank all of that... 

I didnt know when my tears had rolled over along my cheek. I didn't not knew that my sister was terribly in pain when she had to face that time, the hard difficult times. I wiped my tears with my thumb, stiffened alone. I knew if I was in my sister shoes, I would also became just liked my sister... 

I sighed deeply, putting the book aside. I then searched in the box, lifting up a small square shaped box inside the big brown box. I wrinkled my forehead, wondered what it would be inside. Unfortunately, I slipped my hands smoothly, making the square shaped box fall on the floor and the things inside the box, shattered everywhere, flying on the floor. I bite my lips, angry with my clumsy behavior. I then went up to pick up the things, putting it back inside the square box. But then, one of that things... 

A picture laid on the floor that made me surprised. It was the picture that I'll almost see when I was sneaking up in my sister room at Seoul, 3 years ago!!! I picked up the picture, it's still writing that words... I smiled to myself, seeing how my sister still store this picture carefully, not destroying it at all. I flipped the picture and.....

The Next Day 

Someone POV'S

I walked into the interior place, greeted by the receptionist that worked at that place.

"Welcome, sir." said the receptionist, smiling at me warmly. I smiled back at him, looking at him. "Errrrm, I've had to meet someone here. She said that she's already made a book, is she here already?" I asked the person. He made an 'O' expression, nodding. He then asked me to follow him. 

He led me to a small room where located at the corner of that place. I thanked to him, looking at him who was walking away. 

Taking a deep breathe, I walked into the room, finding the person who called me earlier sitting on a chair, opposite with the door. 

"Ohhh, you're here. Take a seat." she told me, quiet voice. 

I followed her order, took a seat in front of her, looking at her. She was staring at me... No-.. Not liked that. What I mean now is looking at me coldly, glaring at me sharply. 

Just then....

Pranngggg!!!! 

I felt a sharp pain went through my veins, making my cheek burned in red deep mark. I looked at her in surprised expression, feeling a bit furious of what she just did to me!!

"What you're thinking you doing?!" I asked her, high voice. I rubbed my cheek softly, feeling pain on it. Too my surprised, she just smiled in mocking way before her hand slapped me again and this time on my other cheek. 

Yahhhhh, god!!!!!! 

I felt my head spinning dizzily since my cheek felt hurt by the slapping things just now... I glared at her, gritting my teeth. "Yahhhh, what you're think you're doing?! Slapping me no reason?!" I asked her, mad now. She glared at me, looking at me with mad expression just liked I'm doing now.

"You're asking me what I'm doing?! Well, let me tell you about it!! First, that slap from me!! Because I was very angry with you!!!And second, for my sister, Jessica Jung!!! You're Kim Jaejoong was the one who broke her heart that I've been looking for this 3 years!!!" Krystal yelled at me madly, looking liked a lunatic, crazy person. 

I looked at her, no... Staring at her, eyelids fluttered in shock. "You know what?! What I've been thinking all of this time was right!! I'll already knew there's something going on between you both!! Exactly and truly that night, during the ceremony." Krystal told me between her teeth, gritting it angrily. I just kept my mouth shut, not feeling to answer back. I've had knew this would be happened if the secret was revealed. 

I heard Krystal sighed deeply, shook her head few times. 

"Why... Why you did that to her? Why?!" she asked me then, looking at me with furious eyes. I captured my face in my hand, sighing deeply. "You don't understand..." I spoke quietly, looking down at my hands. She let out a mocking laugh, glaring at me sharply. "I'm sorry? I didn't understand?! You're the one who didn't understand!!! You know what?! Let me told you something!! My sister, the only one that I've had, almost killed herself just because of you!!!!" she shouted, pointing her index finger towards me. 

I looked up, shocked of what she's saying. "What... What, do you mean?" I asked her, looking at her directly. 

Krystal sighed deeply, turned to look away. "It happened 2 times in her life... First... When you're left her, saying that you had something to do... She was hit by a car, having a serious injured. Her head was pretty bad cause by the hitting. Fortunately, she didn't loss her memory since her head got bad injured due to the accident that she faced." she spoke, almost crack voice. I looked at her disbelief. It can't be...

"She was hit by someone that had been crushing on you since she first saw you... It was Sandara Park and also her parther friend, Kim Tae-Hyun, also the new guy at the college. They both planned to kill my sister by looking it as an accident. But, her secret was revealed by my sister friend, Kim Taeyeon. I was surprised when she did that just because she envy with my sister who got you instead of her. She said that my sister didn't deserved to be with you because she just an ordinary person, unliked her!!" Krystal continued, gritting her teeth fiercely. 

She then turned to look at me, staring at me deeply. "Do you know how hurt my sister was?! When you left her with no reason, leaving her all alone by herself!!" Krystal said, teary eyes. I pursed my lips, looking down. "She's not even eating, crying all day and night!! Her weight was declining too much!! Her body looked so skinny since she's not even touched her food!! I was so sad and depressed looking at how terrible she suffered just because of you!!! But you!! What did you do?! Left her just liked that!!" Krystal blamed me, stiffened. 

She took a deep breathe before continued. "One day... It was midinight that time, raining cats and dogs. There were lightning and it was rain heavily that night. I was asleep that time, sleeping with my sister. And then, I suddenly felt that my sister was not sleeping beside me since she was not in the room. I felt very scared, hoping that she doesn't go outside since it was raining heavily... I went up to search for her, looking for her in the entire house. But, I didn't find her and it made me worried." she said quietly, looking down. 

I looked up at her impatiently. "Then, what?" I urged her, feeling miserable now. 

"I noticed that the main door was a bit open and that time I knew that she must be out already. Quickly then, I went to the outside, taking an umbrella with me. I walked at the lawn, searching and screaming for her name. I walked along the roadside, searching for her until..." she stopped, clenching her fist tightly. "I saw her walking in the rain, following someone who was pulling her hand. I didn't not know wherther that time she awake or not... I quickly went at them, shouting for my sister name! But, I was wrong... I didn't see clearly at that time, the person that she followed was not pulling her but..." Krystal stopped again, stiffened. 

I realized that time she was crying now, silently. 

"What I saw was wrong... At that time, my sister was struggling from a man that tried to... to... her." Krystal mumbled under her breathe making me fluttered in shock and extremely surprised!! "I went up to that man, tried to push him from my sister. But, it was happened too fast and that man was holding a knife... My sister then told me to run away, pushing me away and then..." she cried, stopped already. "That man stabbed my sister arm and accidently pushed her hard making her head knocked to the groud hardly. I was panicked seeing the incident, quickly tried to wake up my sister. That man was already gone, running away... My sister head was bleeding much so did with her arm." Krystal told, sighing deeply. 

"It was all my fault... If only I can replaced her place that time..." she spoke, crack voice. I looked up at him, touching her shoulder. "Ania, Krystal~aa... It's not your fault. It's not even your sister fault. I'm the one who was fault in this thing!! I'll left her!! I left her when she needed me by her side!! I was foolish, selfish person!!!" I said to her making her turned to me weirdly. 

"What do you mean?" she asked me, wiped her tears with her thumb. 

I sighed deeply, looking down to my hands. "Jessica... She didn't not know that who really I am..." I spoke quietly. "She didn't not know that I was the son of the bilinior company through the world. My dad, he's a very well-know, powerfull person at that time. He owned many company, islands and more... I was the only one his son and also my sister. When I left your sister, my dad was sick at that time. I've had to go back to him, leaving Jessica alone. At first, I didn't want to but... My sister advised me to follow my father since he was sick really bad now." I muttered, remembered back those hard difficult times. 

"I left your sister, promosing her that I would come back for her. Then, I flew to Los Angeles, leaving her all alone by herself. My dad was having his hard times, fighting for his sickness. My sister was replacing my dad position since he can't do that due to his health. At first, I want to go back after one month since I've knew that I left your sister for too long... I knew that I'll miss her so much but I'm afraid also, thinking that she might won't be needing me anymore." I said, looked up at Krystal who was looking at me in disbelief way. 

"And then... When my father had recovered, I was eager to see her, to go back to Jessica since it's all settle. But... My father forbid me, telling that he needed me. I was so mad since my sister told me that I can go back once my dad was fully recovered." I told her, shook my head regretly. "My dad forced me to break up my relationship with your sister, telling me that if I was in a relationship, it would destroying his reputation! I fought with my dad, said that I don't want to... But, he told me if I won't breaking up with your sister, he would make your sister life suffered due to his doing." I muttered on, feeling furious when remembered back what my dad told me. 

Krystal looked at me in surprised. "So... You mean that you-..." 

I nodded although she didn't finished her words yet. "Yeah, I left her because I'm afraid that my dad would do anything to hurt her. You don't know what my dad can do... His power was too powerfull, he even can kill someone just by giving orders." I answered her, looking up to Krystal. "But... I thought you left my sister because you didn't love her anymore... She said that you're already enganged with someone else when you were away." Krystal told me, looking at me. 

I sighed deeply, leaning against the chair. "Yeah, that thing... Actually, it wasn't true but my father told the journalist that I was engaged with someone. But, it wasn't true at all." I murmured, crossed my hand on my chest. 

Krystal sighed deeply. "But... I'll still don't understand. If you care so much about my sister, why won't you call her? Or even send her message? At least tell her that you're still here, in this world, breathing." she told me. I pursed my lips, shook my head. "I can't do that. My phone, everything that I can make a call or something, my father didn't gave it to me. I've been guarded with the security too much, not even let me go just in one sight. It's so difficult..." I said quietly. 

"I was surprised when I saw your sister that night. I thought I was dreaming because sometimes I even mistaken looking at people, thinking that it was your sister. I was feeling weird with her because she seem not knew to me. Liked, she was pretending she didn't know me..." I told Krystal, looked up at her. "I told you, right... My sister had lost her memory 2 years ago. She needed long time to recover. You don't know how difficult to keep her memory back. She even didn't remembered her own name when she got that thing!!" Krystal exclaimed, sighing. 

I sighed deeply, shook my head. 

"It's all my fault... If wasn't I left her, it won't be happened like this. I don't know if she even remember me." I mumbled under my breathe, feeling a bit disappointed. 

The room then turned into a silence, with both of us kept our mouth shut. 

"Ahhhh, I knew!!!" Krystal suddenly said, looked at me. 

I looked up. "What?" I asked her, dumbfounded. "Well, let me help you both!" she said, smiling meaningfully at me. "I don't think that might work. I've think that your sister liked for my friend, Taecyeon. And it seem that he really liked her. I knew that because I can see his look when he looked at your sister." I murmured, looking at her with somber face. 

She then let out a chuckle, making me looked confused. 

"No, I don't think that might happened. Although Taecyeon oppa liked my sister, it doesn't mean she liked him too. I don't know why but I kinda felt that my sister might remembered you back if we tried to force her mind. What I mean is, we tried to remembered her back the moments that you both had before." Krystal said, suggested her ideas. 

I pursed my lips, thinking. "I don't know Krystal... I'm afraid if she remembered back, she won't be back at me. Since, hummm... I broke her heart already." I mumbled, sighed. Krystal smiled. "Don't worry, I'll tried. But, you must kept this secret. Remembered for not telling anyone about this, escpecially my sister and also Taecyeon oppa." Krystal told me, smiling then. 

I nodded my head, feeling nervous about this planning... Hummm... 

That Night 

No One POV'S

Jessica looked at her younger sister weirdly, who seem pretty quiet tonight. 

"What?" Krystal asked Jessica, chewing her food. "No nagging today? Or joking on something? Teasing people, no?" Jessica asked, looking at Krystal weirdly. Krystal just smiled, grinning. 

"Unnie, errrmmm can I ask you something?" Krystal spoke, looking at Jessica.

Jessica smiled, nodding her head a bit. "Do you... Ummmm, liked Taecyeon oppa?" Krystal asked. Jessica smiled, let out a small chuckle. "Why would you asked that, Krystal~aa?" asked Jessica, looking at her little sister weirdly. Krystal shoved her shoulder, smiling. "Mmmm, well... I just liked him as a friend and also he's my senior, so I've had to respect him. But, if asking that I liked him in other way, no... I don't." Jessica said, smiling. 

Krystal nodded. "Well, if you're saying that... When you would get married? If you're kept like this..." Krystal said, looking at Jessica directly. Jessica cleared , putting her hand on her nape. "I don't know, Krys... I don't know but there's something might blocked me for falling to someone. Liked, there something had happened but I don't know what is it." Jessica answered, pursed her lips. 

"You never falled for someone before, unnie?" Krystal pressed her, smiled a bit. 

Jessica pursed her lips. "I don't know. But, probably not. Maybe, I don't remembered. Besides, I want to focus on my career first. Maybe next time, I don't know." Jessica shoved her shoulder, drinking water. "But, you're already 22 unnie~aa... Don't people usually get married this age?" Krystal asked, looking at Jessica. 

Jessica just smiled. "No, I don't think I'm going to be like that. Why you kept asking this marriege question? Wae? You already eager to get married?" Jessica playfully younger sister. Krystal turned into blush, looking away. "Ani-.. Aniyo!! I'm just asking!! Who knows you might been hiding something from me..." Krystal said, sticking her tongue to Jessica. Jessica just chuckled, shook her head seeing her little sister behavior. So childish...