Love
Switched
^^I always seem to get busy and not write anything for a long time. Let’s see… Last time I wrote was before we went on a vacation. In short, I met a girl who was in love with Jin, she kissed me, Jin and I fought, we made up, Ueda and I became closer, Koki and Maru scared me half to death, I got lost in the woods, Jin found me, I taught Jin how to make dad’s cookies… so basically it was like a normal day. Just kidding. After all of that, we came back and Jin was back to his normal playful mood. I had to do a photo shoot too and after that Jin didn’t talk to me for a while. I also started thinking that I might like Jin. Crazy right? But wait there’s more. When we got back home, I tried to make him forgive me by doing a stupid dance and then…. Well we kind of kissed. I don’t know if any one else would call it that but our lips touched. Then I began to think even more about our relationship and it actually took Junno “hugging” me to make me realize it……… I’m in love with Jin. I don’t know when it started I just know I do. I haven’t told anyone about this, and I think I will keep it that way because it makes it so much easier for me, when I have to leave. If anyone knew I would either get pity or they would try to get me to stay and I don’t think I could handle either since I have to leave here eventually because I don’t belong here. Well, I’ll type some more later. Junno is calling me. Bye~^^
You unplugged the charm and threw it onto the counter next to the computer.
“This is going to be an interesting day,” you sighed rubbing your face.
“~~~~~!” Junno called again.
“I’m coming!” you shouted back. You walked out of the bedroom and found Junno in the living room only a few inches away from the TV. “If you are going to ask me to play again,” you started, “I’ll pass.”
“No! No!” he exclaimed, waving his hands and pointing at the TV. “Look!” You tilted your head and looked at the TV. It had a picture of the night sky and there was a streak of light going across the frame.
“What is it?” you asked.
“A shooting star!” Junno screamed excitedly.
“They are saying that there will be a meteor shower tonight. Well, in a couple hours,” Ueda confirmed with a yawn.
“A really big one?” you asked.
Ueda nodded, “And now he is all jazzed about it.”
“Am not!” Junno yelled, tearing his eyes away from the TV. Ueda rolled his eyes.
“Okay. What are you guys going to do until then?” you asked and then instantly regretted it.
Junno turned his head towards you with a creepy smile on his face, “Game. Game. Game.” He began to chant over and over.
“No. No. No.” you began to chant back jokingly. Junno pouted and sprawled across the floor grabbing onto your leg as you tried to take a step back. He did a clean sweep under one of your legs making you fall back. Hitting your head on the ground with a loud thud.
“Ow…” you whinced.
“~~~~~! I am so sorry!” Junno yelled as he crawled across the floor over to you.
“I am going to hurt you!” you growled, jumping at him. Junno quickly backed up and put his hands up defensively
“~~~~~! Please calm down!” Junno begged. “Ueda!” he shouted for help.
“You brought this onto yourself,” Ueda laughed, seeming to enjoy this. Hoshi came running around the corner and without even slowing down jumped at Junno. Junno was caught off guard by the little rocket of energy and fell backwards.
“Good job Hoshi!” you cheered. Suddenly, Kame and Jin came running into the room.
“What happened?” Kame shouted.
You smiled, “A shooting star hit Junno.” You let out a laugh and looked back at Junno.
“Um…” Kame muttered, looking around confused.
“Junno knocked ~~~~~ over and then Hoshi jumped at him, which knocked Junno over,” Ueda explained, laying back on the couch and closing his eyes.
“Okay…” Kame said unconvinced. You looked over and saw Jin standing like a shadow behind Kame without saying a word. You were still extremely embarrassed about the night before, but you didn’t want to be not talking to him any longer, especially since you just realized you were in love with him.
“Did you guys hear about the meteor shower tonight?” you asked mostly to Jin, who seemed to not even notice.
“No,” Kame answered. You eyed Jin again, but he didn’t even glance at you.
“There’s supposed to be a huge one tonight,” you smiled painfully.
“Really?! We should all go watch it on the roof!” Kame exclaimed happily, not realizing your pain for the first time. “I’ll go tell the rest of the guys.” And with that he ran off. Jin remained in his spot and looked up at you. You leaned back as a shiver ran down your spine when his gaze met yours and you tried to say something, but the words were caught in your throat. Jin looked down, and then glanced at you one more time before he followed Kame out of the room. You slumped over, feeling as if your heart had stopped.
You sighed loudly, “This ,” you grumbled.
“What ?” Ueda asked, leaning towards you.
“Nothing,” you shook your head.
“You sure?” he asked again.
“Yes,” you nodded.
“Positive?” Ueda pushed.
“Yes, okay! Now lets drop it!” you exclaimed with a slight tone in your voice. “Sorry,” you apologized. “I didn’t mean…”
“I get it,” Ueda smiled and fell back onto the couch, closing his eyes for a nap. You blew some of your hair out of your eyes. *This really does .*
I just realized that I haven’t had you write a diary entry in a long time. Something is bound to happen soon. I hope you look forward to the next chapter. PLEASE COMMENT!
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