Memory of You

A beautiful memory of you,

is the only thing leftt.

Your melodic laughter,

Your gentle smile,

and your very touch,

are all gone from my life.

The sky was a bright blue,

the sun was shining

the wind was whistling loudly,

when you walked into my life.

The sky was a dark gray,

the sun was hidden away,

and the wind was silent,

when you walked out of my life.

Your short, brown hair

wavered in the wind.

You turn and walk away,

without a single good-bye.

Your heart was icy cold,

Your hands no longer warm,

And your smile never reach your eyes.

You laughed at my jokes forcefully

You held my hands with hesitation

Your kisses are short and bittersweet.

Your smile will never be for me again,

Your heart will never beat for me again

Your love for me....

Are all gone.

The eyes that were full of love,

are now filled with sadness.

The heart that were beating,

is now deathly frozen.

And I am...

left with nothing but memory of us.

As Yesung sat there by the park when they first met, the image of his blonde hair tomboy kept on flooding his mind repeatedly, making him go crazy from missing her.

Everything felt wrong for him then. The smile she gave him never reach her eyes. The hug they shared never came from her heart. And the kiss they have no longer feels right.

Everything feels wrong.

The girl with the tomboyish style had captured his heart unknowingly when they first met. She continued on letting him wait anxiously at night while she is out with her group of guy-friends. He waited for her, patiently, hoping that she would realize his feeling someday.

And that day came.

But he never knew. Never knew that the girl he fell in love with, will be the one that burst his heart and mind with her fragile hands. He never knew that one word from her could make his world went down.

"I don't love you anymore. Let's break-up"

The words slapped him hard across the face as reality hit him. She was rejecting him. She was leaving him behind. She is, taking his world away from him. 

"Please don't leave. I love you"

He had desperately plead her not to leave him, but she only gave him a small smile and walked away. She didn't even say good-bye. She didn't even tell him that she loves him one last time.

She was just...gone. 

That was what is hard for him to accept. He couldn't face the fact that his first girlfriend would leave him. He had imagined his entire life with her, but it all broke into tiny fragments that fateful afternoon. 

The sky was the color of gray. The clouds hid the sun away. Little droplets of water were pouring down onto the surface of the Earth. And then she walked in. And out as quick as the wind. She came, and then she was gone. 

He broke down. He cried, he pleaded, he did everything he could to be able to change her decision. But he knew it was all pointless.

Amber Josephine Liu never takes back what she said.