Youngsaeng's POV

I opened up that letter and read..

Anneyong youngsaeng oppa! Keke just treat this as a normal fan letter.

Sengil chuka hamnida saengie! I guess this is the day where all tripleS will be looking forward to celebrate your birthday together with you. Hmm.. I also yearn for this day to quickly come as well haha, like all your fans. Ahh this is embarrassing..anyway just ignore.

Everyone tells me I'm very lucky..and I totally agree with it Keke. It seems impossible.. Just by talking to you normally seems like an eternal chance any fan would ever get. Not mentioning, to be with you.

Sometimes I would think, am I dreaming? Were all the things that happened real? Will I just wake up suddenly and find myself lying on my bed back in Singapore and realize it's all actually a realistic dream? I'm not sure..but I'm certain that if all that was just a dream, I would never want to wake up from it.

 I guess..i just dared to dream the impossible.. That is how it turned out possible.

Saengie ah..komawoyo..for everything you have done. Thanks for always being there for me when I needed it, thanks for helping me forget that scary memory,thanks for treating my wounds so sweetly,thanks for teasing me just to cheer me up,thanks for being able to read me although I don't expresses it out,thanks for all your care,thanks for all the beautiful memories you have given me, thanks for taking really good care of eun hee,thanks for putting up with all my ungirly actions,thanks for understanding me,thanks for your angelic voice,thanks for SS501, thanks for.. just being loyal to me. I think the list will never end if I continue. Those are the things I would never be able to tell you personally.. I have so many things to be grateful for.. Kamsahamnida..komapda.

Wishing you all the best in your career and may SS501 be famous FOREVER. Until forever.

Oh ya, I have to ask something. Hmm by any chance, did you really gang up with my friends to talk about me? Why is the things you said so similar to theirs? Mehrong! :P

Okayokay once again, sengil chukaeh! Hope you like the scarf. It's not available anywhere, limited edition! One and only one :) Don't catch a cold, your beloved fans will be worried!

De.. <3

Your piggy, Gill                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      

P.s. Gosh, it's time to take my medicines. See, I have been taking them diligently! >.<

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I smiled and folded back the letter.

She was watering the plants like nothing happened.

I picked up another water can and started watering together with her.

" You are going to drown those plants if you are going to continue watering the same spot as I do." I chuckled and told her.

Gill's POV

Argh he already finished reading..how am I suppose to face him now..

I wasn't concentrating on where I was watering.

" Ahh de? Miane." he chuckled and told me that i was going to drown the plants sooner or later.

Soon, we watered every area of the backyard. I don't really fancy flowers since young, so wasn't really mesmerized by it.

" Saengie ah...i..i..we already watered everywhere, do you think haraboji will let us out now?" i stammered as both of us put down the water cans at the respective places.

" What do you think?"

" I take that as a no."

Then, he walked towards me and just stood by my side. I could literally hear my heart thumping.

" Hmm..i wonder what is it in me that always makes you so nervous.."

" Try being me. Then stand in front of a person named Heo Youngsaeng and later tell me whether you get nervous or not."

" I would already have gotten used to it." he smiled.

" Aish..." I clung on to his hand and sighed.

He turned and face me and put his hands on my shoulders." You know what Gill, I'm actually very thankful for you."

" Ah wae?" I puzzled.

" I just could be my usual self in front of you. Not everyone can make me feel that way. Maybe only in front of my 4 brothers."

" Can i do something? I just learnt it from eun hee." i ask.

" De."

I leaned in and tiptoed slightly and gently planted my lips on his.. And release. It was longer than before,at least when I made the move instead.

I looked down and blushed.

He smiled. " I have to thank eun hee for that."

I quickly walked away to the door. " Saengie ah, the door wasn't lock all along.."

" Ah is it? Come on, let's go back into the house."

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Everyone was gathering around and chatting away happily. Even the 7 girls, they were slowly opening up to them.

" Ahhh they are back.." Vic laughed.

" Haraboji, we already watered the plants there.."

" Mwo?! Both of you really went to water the plants? I just wanted both of you to have some time together..i already watered the my flowers this morning, they are going to drown.." haraboji exclaimed.

" De, we were ask to do that.. Anyway this piggy here isn't concentrating on where she was watering and kept watering the same spot as I did..so I think your flowers must be struggling now.." saengie laugh.

" Not my fault, everyone tried to lock me into that backyard alone with him.. Of course I couldn't concentrate on where I was watering.. I was so nervous.."

" How many years have both of you been together?" Yee min unnie asked.

" Around 3 years.."

" And you can be nervous..still?"

" De! Don't all fan get nervous in front of their idols?" I chuckled.

" Haix..both of you ah.. Come sit."

As usual, eun hee will climb onto saengie's lap.

" Eun hee ah, Komawoyo." saengie thanked her.

" Appa, why are you thanking me?"

" You taught your omma something she wouldn't have done..keke"

" Ah eun hee ah, so what were you all talking about just now?" I tried to interrupt.

" I was watching my SpongeBob squarepants, didn't hear what they were talking about.."

" We were guessing what both of you were doing at the backyard.. hahaha" Rachel laugh.

" Aish..hyungjoon oppa, do you know that Rachel idolize you like crazy?"

" Yahhhhh!!! Ssssshhhhhhhhhh!!" Rachel blushed.

" Ahh, Keke she is nice.." hyungjoon oppa complimented her.

" Heard that?" I giggled and .

" Hmm I was thinking, maybe I should start writing a fanfic online..haha it will be interesting right?" I turn to saengie and said.

" Fanfic? About us?"

" De..you see, fanfics are suppose to be fictional..keke so I can express anything I want inside. Hahaha"

" De, i know what you are gonna write..i will be reading it.."

" You won't have the time..hahahaha.. And I will write everything in English. You won't understand.."

" You want to know my college results for English?"

" Ahhh fine..whatever.."

" Omma, write about me too."

" I was actually just joking.. I don't have the time to write it.."

" Is that website asianfanfic.com?" hyungjoon oppa ask.

" De.. I think that website is so cool."

" Ohhh I know about that, I read some of SS501 fics too..some are really funny and good.. Go try writing one." Hyungjoon oppa laugh.

" Ya me too! I had nothing to do so I just went to search what are some of my fans doing..and I found a few nice fics on that website..haha" kyuJong oppa added.

" Hahaha Jinja?? I will think about it."

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So that day ended. Eun hee and my 7 friends and cousins came to stayover at my house, the 5 members went back to their dorm, blablabla.

Everyone was already asleep, I switched on my computer and went to that website and decided to sign up an account.

I laughed and decided to just play around and started writing my story.. It was so funny that it became fictional all of a sudden. Anyway, I uploaded, thinking that nobody will even read it, anyway it was just for fun.

The next day when I woke up, I went to check eagerly and true enough, I already had a few comments and subscribers..woah. Hahahaha.

" You really went to write your story?" Vic asked.

" De, just for fun hahaha. Quite interesting, it kills my boredom too haha."

" Ohh.. Okay.."

" Omma..." eun hee called for me as she sat up on the bed and yawn.

" De?"

" Appa promise me he will come earlier and play that doll house with me today before going out with you."

" Jinja?"

" Gill, when is their break going to end?" Johanna asked.

" I'm not sure.."

" Haix..it's so pointless asking you.."

" So what time is he coming?" eun hee pestered.

" You wanna call and ask?"

So she called and pestered saengie to appear in front of her now. " Haha eun hee ah, he is not a superhero, how can he appear in front of you now?"

" I don't care, i want appa to come now!" she whined.

" Aigoo.. Saengie must have spoiled her.." i chuckled.

" Gill, so we will go out to shop now, give us a call if you need us to help you get anything." Jan told me.

" De.Have fun! Don't get lost.."

" We won't, we have hazel with us, she can help us ask for directions. Haha"

After a while, the bell rang.

" Appppaaa!!"

" Woah, you really appear in front of her straightaway.."

" Keke de."

While saengie was entertaining her, I went up to my room and went to get dressed up and sat in front of my computer again to check. I replied to all the comments and uploaded another couple of chapters..

*Knock knock*

" Come in."

" We will be leaving now..I have to drive eun hee back to my dorm first."

" Ahh de.."

" So you really uploaded your story?"

" It's fun. Hahaha. Saengie ah, I made new friends from that website too. Keke. Most of them are SS501 fans.."

" Jinja?"

" De.. I read quite a few of their stories too. They were awesome. Hahaha."

He came in and took a look at the website.                        

" Ahh so this was what hyungjoon and kyuJong was talking about yesterday..de, I will find some time to read theirs too. Keke" saengie ruffled my hair and chuckled as he told me.

" Jinja? Tell me when you start reading Kekeke. I want to see your reaction."

" I will read it secretly.. And suddenly you will see someone with a username 'extraordinarypig' popping up on everyone's walls."

" Hahahaha extraordinarypig? Calling yourself?" I teased.

" Omma!! Appa! Pali!" eun hee shouted for us.

" Ahh de!" both of us replied and rushed down."

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So yup.. a fanfic within a fanfic. LOL. Hmm anyway, please tell me truthfully if this is getting draggy or boring or whatever okay? Then i will know what to do :) Because i really think it is ..Thanks.

@ amyra961

^^ Yeps haha. Eun Hee is a keeper. Hmm..  ya haraboji is really a stubborn old man. lol. So is this story really okay? As in, you can just tell me how should i improve it :) Keke thanks! 

@ YSotter1103

Good luck for your exams! You will do well! :D Ahh don't have to apologise :) it's okay! ^^ Thanks for liking my updates. Haha aigoo, everything always start off as a dream right? Haha it may come true... you never know lol! haha. Hmm so yup kamsahamnida again! <3

@ bigbangluv143

Aigooo dongsaeng ahh!! <3 ya!! :D but i'm really getting tired of my updates..really, it totally makes no sense. haha ^^ but i will still write till i finish this story even though everybody is getting really bored. ( thick skin much) hahaha. okay ignore me. just let me know how can i improve de? Komawoyo!! ^^

@ lonelygurl501

Yeah! Friends like you are really nice too!! :) Thanks for always reading my updates and giving comments :) KAMSAHAMNIDA! <3 so yup, i will update another one tomorrow :) ^^

@ Tanyad

Yay! New reader! Haha happy reading!! Your story is really nice too!! :D Thanks :)