Wherein Lisa always seek for Jennie whenever she's drunk 

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It was Friday night, on the 31st of January. Where Lisa receive her paycheck. She and her colleague decided to hit the club walking distance from their workplace. 

"Cheers!" One of her colleagues shouted after they pour the beer on their own glass. Lisa smiled as she raised her glasses and clink it to the girl beside her. 

A loud sigh was heard after Lisa drink the whole alcohol on her hand. "Slow down" The girl beside her reminded Lisa to talk it slowly while drinking the alcohol. 

"I need this" She chuckled and pour another shot on her glass. "After a long tiring work then having a cold beer is what I need" She added that makes the girl giggles. 

"Just admit that you love alcohol," The girl said before drinking her shot. 

Lisa formed a weak smile on her face,  she hates alcohol. She doesn't like the bitter taste of it. 

"Can I ask you something miss park?" Lisa asked Rosie rolled her eyes at her. 

"Drop the formalities when we're outside the workplace. Please just call me Rosie" She reminded Lisa. She smiled at her and nodded at her request to drop the formalities. "So... Regarding your question, sure you can ask me anything," Rosie said. 

Rosie and Lisa aren't much close when they're at their workplace. Since Rosie is a newbie in their company, and Lisa and she were on the same team.  

"Is it possible to like something that you hate?" Lisa asked while looking at her glass and started twirling the alcohol inside it. 

"Liking the thing that you hate?" Rosie mumbled while thinking of her question. "Why would you hate it in the first place?" Rosie asked. 

"I hate the taste of alcohol, the bitterness, I hate it," Lisa said while staring at her drink before drinking it. 

"But every night out, you're great at drinking?" Rosie asked. Since Lisa was one of the few who can drink more than 6 bottles. 

"Because I want to get drunk" Lisa confessed. "Is it weird?" she asked again. 

"You hate alcohol but you love drinking?" Rosie paused trying to understand what she said. "A bit weird..." She said hesitantly.

"Being drunk makes me not me" Lisa chuckled. "It makes me someone else, maybe I hate myself," She said while drinking her shot. "I want to forget for a short period of time the life that I have" 

"You're a successful woman, I'm sure everyone wants your position. Why would you want to become someone else?" 

"A lot of reasons, one is I want to become she wants me to be," Lisa said while staring at her drink. "If I could b