Yuri woke up immediately feeling the little pain that is lingering at his head.

 

"Yul"

He turn his head and lifted himself up from the bed where he is lying at.

 

"Taeng" He said in a weak voice while massaging his head a little.

"Are you alright?" Taeyeon ask and place a glass of water at the side table while looking at him worried.

 

Yuri sarcastically smiled.

 

"I don't know if im gonna be alright" Yuri said in that sarcastic voice

"You were found lying at the ground near the river Yul"

 

Yuri tried to stand that Taeyeon help him

 

"Did you call Jessica?" Yuri ask ignoring the first words of Taeyeon

 

"Not yet"

 

Yuri let go at Taeyeon's hold "Don't call her anymore after all im fine" He said while fixing his long sleeves

"But-" Taeyeon is about to protest When Yuri  cut him down

 

"Don't worry i won't kill myself Taeng" He said in finality

He didn't say anything anymore instead he left leaving Taeyeon sighing

 

 

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Im beggining to imagine things is that one of the signs of early onset alzheimers?

They seem real to me the family that is at the han river earlier.

The woman that was Jessica, The man was me and the child? who does the child belong to?

But as i look at the child at that imagination, The child looks exactly like me

 

What is her name again?

 

Yuri stop walking at the partial crowded street of gangnam as he is trying to remember the name of the imaginative kid

 

What is it again? Yonda? Yana? Y-Y what is it? I want to remember.

 

 

 

"Yoona"

 

 

Yuri open his eyes and look at to his side only to see an old woman who is sitting at the corner

He frowned first before he slowly walk there.

 

 

"Ohhh! A young man!!" The older woman said in surprise even if she looks so obvious that she is pretending to be surprise

"Are you here to tell your fortune?" The older woman asked excitedly

 

Yuri who realize that he just walk near her uconciously

 

"No im sorry i just accidentally pass by" Yuri gave an apologetic smile and is about to walk away when......

 

 

"Or did you  go here because you heard your  daughter's name"

 

Yuri stop at that and slowly he look back at her direction only to see her smiling

 

"Daughter?" he ask her while her face is full of curiosity

 

"Ohh! im wrong!" The older woman said dramatically "It is your soon to be daughter" She said grinning

 

Yuri smirk and is quite pissed at that.

 

"Daughter?" He sneered "Maybe Yoong's not mine" He said quite mad

 

"Well? If that's the case don't you think you won't have any child of your own in the future?"

 

That made him stop and somehow she has a point at that

 

"You have a long way to go kid,Don't give up" The older woman said he is about to say something when......

 

"Hey! honey it's a fortune teller!" A voice of a woman approach the older woman who seems with her boyfriend

The older woman's attention is now at the couple.

Yuri slowly walk away leaving them stopping the thought of asking

 

 

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He is still at the street well he is at  a food street tent drinking soju alone.

He don't know why he's drowning himself with liquor when he knew it won't take away his problems worst is it will just leave a tremendous hang over later.

 

What is the difference between him remembering everything and now at his current state that he can't even tell the difference of himself.

He pour and pour and drink after drink until he felt that it hit him, That the effect is now on him.

Somehow it make him calm

But still he continue pouring and is about to drink it again when.........

 

 

"You drink too much appa"

He jolted up from his seat holding his chest while in shock as a child suddenly is now sitting at the vacant seat at his table.

 

His eyes in shock looking at the child like he saw a ghost.

 

"You......" Yuri can't say it as he pointed at her  "Your that imaginative Kid!" now he finally said it.

 

The child smile at him then get the shot glass from him and put it aside.

 

"Well for now im just an imagination"

 

Yuri immediately rub his eyes and shook his head "Im going crazy im imaging things"

 

The child shook her head "Your already crazy appa" The child said in a teasing way that Yuri snap back

 

"What?!"

 

All of the people's attention is now at him as they see him talking to himself well that's what they see

But for Yuri he can see her clearly, This child.........Who is she?

 

"Why don't you go home kid maybe your parents are looking for you already" He is about to get the shot glass that is set aside when the child snatch it away.

 

"Hey!" He shouted.

 

The kid is frowning while holding the glass away "Im with my appa already" she said answering his earlier question

 

"Then go to him" He tried to get it again but she drew it more far away

"Im already with him and he is acting silly again because he's drunk"

Yuri stop and look at her 

"Don't frown like that your reminding me of someone" He said then grab the shot glass when she's finally off guard.

 

"Hey! NO fair!" She galred at him that Yuri laugh "Especially that" Yuri started laughing uncontrolably that the people at the tent are all looking at him.

 

Yuri is still laughing when he suddenly stop as her small hands held his hand

He started to look at her this imaginative kid sure looks real and she felt so warm just like.......her

 

"Appa" Yuri's eyes flinched he always felt something warm whenever this imaginative kid call her that, her lips slowly from a smile.

 

"Im just your imagination you can only see me because your drunk" She shook her head still smiling

 

"But someday appa i'll exist in this world and be with you and omma so wait for me"

She rub her hands at his hand, Yuri is just looking at her that something inside him feels really attach to this imagination.

 

Yuri started to believe that something within this is true.

He slowly raise his hand and put it on her head

 

"Are you really my daughter?" He ask in that soft loving voice that the kid just smile at him

 

"My face totally screams it appa" That made Yuri laugh a little rubbing her cheek

 

"Appa please forgive omma" Yuri stop rubbing her cheek as he heard her say that suddenly

 

"I know that you are mad at her right now that you won't talk to her"

 

this child how does she knows that.....

 

"I know that you love omma" she said touching his hand that is holding her cheek that it struck him as he remembers that Jessica always do that to.

 

"And please stop saying to mom that she should stop loving the child that is inside her"

 

Yuri can't believe it as he froze and just listening as this child is saying things that even him is always denying at himself.

 

The child remove his hand that is holding her cheek.

"Don't do things that would make you regret everything appa"

Yuri raise his hand again to touch her but it seems like he can't do it anymore.

 

"Don't abort him appa" She said like begging

 

"Him?"  Yuri said confuse that She just nodded 

 

 

"Just always remember that i love you....."

 

She smiled "Appa"

 

Yuri can't help but to smile too..... "i know"

 

 

 

 

 

"Yoona"

 

He didn't knew that he already said that nonchalantly.

 

The child slowly vanish waving her hand that Yuri tried to stop it but afterall she is just a purely imagination and an effect of drunkness.........

 

 

"Goodbye Yoona-ya" Yuri slowly smiled

 

"See you later" Yuri said at the wind 

 then slowly dropping his head at the table making him fall asleep because of too much drunkness.

 

 

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Yuri slowly lifted his head up as he heard the ringing of his phone that is at the table

 

He groan and tried to reach for his phone and when he finally felt it he grab it harshly.

 

"H-Hello" He answered it at an irritated tone because it disturb his sleep

 

He heard some cryings at the other line that somehow make his senses alive a little.

 

 

 

"WHAT!!!"

 

 

He stood up harshly at the stool he is sitting at as he heard what the caller on the other line said.

 

"Ok i'll go there.....Wait for me!" He place a cash at the table and run fastly as he could to go to the hospital because Jessica is.......

 

 

"Don't do things that would make you regret everything appa"

 

That voice echo through his mind.

 

He gritted his teeth as his body is trying to calm as he run.

 

"Wait for me" Yuri said to himself  

 

 

 

"Appa is coming"

 

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An update thanks again and byeeeee............