His True Explanation & Feelings

The Blonde Hair Guy

~YOORA'S POV~

I shut the door to Kris' hospital ward closed. I smiled in contentment after spending a time with Kris. He told me everything that I had to know. After all the explanation, I got to know the true story.

I wasn't even a little mad at Kris. He was a good guy and I knew. In fact, he was very charming and I couldn't help but to swoon over him. Yoora, you have Daehyun!

I snapped out of my thoughts and went to Dad's ward. I wanted to see his condition if he was okay. I clicked the door open and my eyes wandered around the room. He wasn't in there.

I searched in the toilet but he wasn't in there either. I scratched the back of my neck and sighed. "Where the hell did he go now?!" I mumbled to myself. 

I walked down the corridor and cursed at myself for not taking care of him really well. I searched for him everywhere but he was nowhere to be seen. My instincts told me to go to the park. I wasn't sure why but I went there instead.

My heart felt good and I immensed a sigh of relief when I saw a familiar back, sitting down at the park's bench.

"Appa, what are you doing here? I was worried sick about you. You should've told me where you were going so I'm not that worried. Aish jinjja" I folded my arms and pouted while taking a seat beside my dad.

Dad smiled and said, "Aigoo, I just wanted to spend some time peacefully.... You know Yoora, I had never wanted to scold you or push you away. The ego inside of me haunted me for so long and I couldn't take it... Because of your mom, I had to suffer like this." 

I didn't know he would bring up this kind of topic to me. A part of me felt relief that he wanted to tlak about this but a part of me hated when he started to talk about mom. 

"She's not my mom." I retorted and Dad just shook his head. 

"Wae? Just because she left us like that, you're not considering her as your mom?" He asked me in a matter-of-the-fact tone.

"Firstly, she hurted you and she nevr regarded me as her daughter. She just wanted you for pleasure and she didn't know that she would be pregnant! She left us remember? She didn't even consider us as her family. It was hard for me to hear those words that night. It hurted me, appa. I never thought that my own mom would do that to me." I snapped at him.

Dad's face turned into a sad one and gestured me to sit back down. "Yoora, you can't blame her. She loved me at first but she didn't know that she would be having a baby. I've never thought that she would left us but all of these are just tests from God. God gave us to be in this situation because he knows that we can handle it. I guess that those were just the past..." His voice drifted.

"Appa, I know it had been hard for you but why do you still love her after what she did to you? She hurted you and you suffered every single thing that she did but yet, you still love her. How do you even know that she loves you? Don't you think that it's not worth it anymore?" I blurted out. 

I didn't want to come out as a mean remark but I've always wondered about it. Mom had always hated Dad but why does he still love her? Shouldn't he be the one who is going to explode in anger after what she did all those years?

If I were Dad, I would probably just give up in love. Dad was a strong guys, I know. Then, the words that came out from Dad's mouth made me teared.

"Yoora, it's hard for me to explain but that's love. Eventhough after someone hurted you, that feeling you have inide of you still lingers. I kept thinking about the times that I had shared with your mom and I can't forget about it. Yes I'm still hurt and upset after what she did to me but my love for her still continues. We had met each other for a long time and I can't seem to let her go just like that." He paused.

"The scars will soon go away but the feeling will still remain in my heart. She hurted me and when I think about it, I miss her even more. Because of the time that we cherished together, I love her even more since the both of us are distance away. It's hard for me to move on after what the both of us had together. That's love, Yoora." He grabbed my hand and squeezed it.

He managed to smile and held back the tears that had been hiding for a long time. Tears were threatening to fall but he held it back. He didn't want to look weak and distraught in front of me. He wanted to tell me that he can be strong and still face the reality.

I looked at him pitifully and took him into my embrance. He needed comfort, that's all. Dad then weakened and held my waist. Tears started to fall from his cheeks and stained my clothes. I smiled weakly and shed a tear too.

The time that we had together came back to me. Now, here I am holding someone who had been alone and weak for years. Finally, he was able to let everything out and share it with me.

"Appa, let everything out. You know I'm here for you." I told him and cuddled against him. 

"Yoora, take care of Daehyun please. I don't want the both of you to experience the same thing that I had. I want the both of you to love each other always and understand each other. I want the both of you to live happily and so, I could see my grandchildrens. I don't want my daughter to be hurt and it hurts me to see you cry or in pain. I want the best for you, you know that? Love Daehyun like how you love me. Take care of him like how you always did to me." Dad's eyes twinkled and he squeezed my hand.

I cried even harder when I heard those words. Every tears that I shed was a pray. I prayed for Dad to be better both physically and emotionally. I wanted to fulfill his wish. I didn't know how to reply him. Instead, I hugged him tighter and gave him a reassuring smile.

"Ap-Appa, thank you for everything. You have been taking care of me by yourself for all these years without mom and I'm really thankful. Of course, I'm going to fulfill your wish. Just please, take good care of yourself and stay with me." I pleaded him.

Dad hesitated for awhile and nodded. I squealed in excitement and hugged him again. Never did I expect that today was a great day. I had what I wanted : A peaceful family.

I shed another tear and Dad wiped it off my cheeks. "Uljima, you look ugly when you cry." He teased and I laughed. 

I never thought that Dad was a very tough guy. He had been living alone and depressed for eyear. He went through a lot of trouble on his own but yet, he kept on persevering and shrugged away everything. Things went bad for him but he didn't give up and instead, went on and on. I was proud on having a Dad like him. I was proud to call him my dad.

"Appa, about the mafia and loansharks.... You don't have to worry, I'll manage it." I told him. I couldn't bear to let him settle everything. 

"No, kwaenchana. I'll do it. I made myself into this mess and I'm getting out of it on my own. I'm not going to let you take the risks." He pleaded me. 

"No, even if you tell me not to, I'm not letting you go. We're doing it. Together." I told him and he knew that he was defeated. He couldn't go through my stubbornness and he knew that I would do anything to help him.

"Appa, I can't bear to see you suffering alone. Just please this once, I'll help you. I'll find a job and we could manage it together." I pleaded him but in a very tensed tone. He sighed and nodded, solemnly.

"Just do me a favour, tell Daehyun. I'm not going to let you lie to him again. He'll be worried sick of you, you know that?" Dad told me and I beamed at him. 

I placed my head onto Dad's shoulder and replayed about what he said just now. Everything was vivdly stucked inside my head.

Love Daehyun like how you love me. Take care of Daehyun like how you always did to me.

I smiled at myself, remembering those words. 

Of course I would love Daehyun. He would always be my one and only Jung Daehyun. I thought to myself.

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mjup10969
#1
Chapter 1: Finished chapter 1, turns out I still 82 to go, and I like to read just a chapter a day... welp.
cute_korean_girl
#2
Chapter 83: oh my gwaaaaadddddddddd! I really like this ending, and this fanfic also make me blushing all time, i will cried because i already done reading this perfect fanfic ever!
cute_korean_girl
#3
Chapter 83: oh my gwaaaaadddddddddd! I really like this ending, and this fanfic also make me blushing all time, i will cried because i already done reading this perfect fanfic ever!
cute_korean_girl
#4
Chapter 83: oh my gwaaaaadddddddddd! I really like this ending, and this fanfic also make me blushing all time, i will cried because i already done reading this perfect fanfic ever!
cute_korean_girl
#5
Chapter 46: lol! This even make me laugh too much, daehyun was buying sanitary pad?! Omg! How a cute boyfriend^^
got_7tuan
#6
Chapter 83: i really hope its a girl.... Hopefully the rest of the members got married or in Zelo case gets a girlfriend
Starystars212 #7
Chapter 78: Hey is that babytard in the picture?
babychanwoo
#8
Chapter 83: OMG I LUV UR SEQUEL<3<3
babychanwoo
#9
Chapter 79: WOW NICE ENDING AUTHOR NIM^^
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shinee3112 #10
Chapter 79: This was really good I really liked it!! Keep it up.