Chapter 77:

We love you

Life without Infinite would be as peaceful as ever, even though there was no goofy things happened.

You could be an actress in the future if you wanted, because you acted like nothing happened at all. Like always, your daily works at home, without school, was: waking up in the morning, make breakfast, wash clothes, wake up the boys, make lunch, do chores, ... blah blah blah ...

But, if in the old times, you willingly did all the things, didn't let any of them lay a finger on your works, now you would call them and tell them to do it theirselves with your natural act.

*Only a few days left and I will not be here to take care of all of this, oppas need to know how to take care of themselves*

You stopped cutting meat and called for Daehyun.

"Daehyun oppa ! Can you get in here ?" you looked out to the living room. And in just a second, Daehyun went in with his bedhair.

"I'm hungry and sleepy, baby ~" he rubbed his eyes tiredly, if Zelo is the maknae, well, Daehyun did look like a real maknae right now. And that made your heart sink in pain. *I will not be able to see him like this again. My adorable Busan oppa* your head hung low and you waved him over.

"I show you how to cut meat, come here" you pulled on his wrist and pressed a knife into his hand. Daehyun was stunned, he stared at you then a knife, then meat.

"You want me to cut this ?" he asked, looking as innocent as ever. You gratefully nodded, "Yes"

"It will be easy. Look" Daehyun curled up his imagined sleeves and started slamming his knife on a meat.

"You die, meat ! You will be gone in just a minute, meat ! Yahhhhh !" Daehyun used all of his strength and cut, no, destroyed that piece of meat into a million utter pieces.

"OPPA !" you skrieked with fright. Yanking his hand back, you facepalmed yourself with a undescribable look. "You ... you ... you kill a poor cow !!" you cried out and collected those utter meat into a bow.

Daehyun pursed his lips, "You told me to cut it. I did as you told !" he defended and made face.

You gave up and took out another piece of meat, placed it on cutting board and placed both your hands on his hands, you led him with cutting it.

"Here, oppa. You need to keep it still and cut it this side, bit by bit, then you will have this size, got it ?" you looked over his shoulder and saw his nod. You released his hands and stood aside, watched him, "Now do it yourself".

Daehyun got the point right and he did it well. Well, he is a genius after all.

"Is this fine ?" he hang a piece out and swung it with a cute face. You beamed and clapped your hands, "You are awesome, oppa". Daehyun smiled cheekily and patted your head, "I know I know, oppa is always that great", he boasted about himself. You can't help but chuckle.

Suddenly, an urge to hug him and not want to miss any moment of this precious time took over you. A tingle feeling was in your stomach and you wasn't hesitant to wrapped your arms around his waist and hugged him tight.

Daehyun widened his eyes, his hands were on the air, didn't know where to put. But after a moment, he softened and lightly tapped your back, comforting you.

"Oppa, talking about this now is weird, but ... I love you, you are like my other twin" you niffled his scent, savoured each smell of it.

Daehyun breathed out and cuddled you, "I know, and you know that I love you too, right ?". He whispered. You nodded with tears dropped down on your cheeks. Embracing him really tight, you didn't want to let go in any time. *I'm sorry, oppa*

***

"YoungJae oppa !" you shouted, tapping your feet impatiently waited for him to go outside to the garden.

YoungJae dragged himself in with a grumpy face. "What ? Hippo, no one fed you yesterday ? Why are you so busy today ?"

You rolled your eyes and pulled him over to the area where you planted flowers. "Oppa, do you know to trim and cut off old leafs ?"

YoungJae made faces, "Muh ? Why don't I ? I am a smart boy, don't you know ?" he crossed his arms with a huffy manner.

"Yeah, right. So now help me cut those" you pointed to those flowers and pushed him with a scissor.

Youngjae shrugged and bent down, he held one branch of rose and cut it into half.

"YOO YOUNG JAE ! AISH !" you cried out and pushed him harshly aside. You looked at a died rose and sobbed. "Omg, poor you, my baby ..."

YoungJae scoffed, "Oh please, it's just a flower" he smirked carefreely.

You glared back and pointed accusing finger at him. "You ! Oppa ! You killed it ! Oh great ! Daehyun oppa killed a cow, and you kill a rose ! What brothers !"

YoungJae blinked, dumbfounded, "What ? Kill who ? It's just a senseless thing"

You shook your head and carefully buried that brunch of rose deep in the ground and wagged YoungJae. "Oppa come over here. I'll will make you learn how to treat flowers"

YoungJae grumbled, still, he walked to you and watched as you carefully, gently cut each leaf and smiled happily. His eyes softened and he also joined in.

YoungJae did it as professional as you, he also smiled everytime he finished with a flower.

"Remember to take care of them well, I will kill you if they are died because of you" you warned and sniffed a rose. Yes, you loved flowers, a lot.

YoungJae raised his eyebrow, curious, "Hey, why should I do it when you can do it yourself ? You will go somewhere ?". He got you right, you froze right on your spot.

"I-I do n-not" you stammered, looked away.

YoungJae sighed and wrapped one arm around your shoulder, he pulled your head down on his shoulder and nuzzled you closely, "Hippo, I care for you a lots, I can tell, you are not right at all. But, please take care of yourself. Oppa love you, even though I didn't express it as Zelo or Himchan hyung do, but, I do still love you"

You closed your eyes. let your body and mind relax and enjoyed his sweet voice. YoungJae was singing, smoothly and beautifully, just like his love for you and oppsite.

***

"Jongup, have you done your summer homework yet ?" you poked your head inside the maknaes' room.

Jongup shook his head while still laying lazily on his bed. You sighed and walked in, headed to his table and took out all of his books and dragged him over.

"I'll help you, come on" you made him sit down and started explaining each sentences for him.

Jongup obediently listened and wrote down everything you said.

After just an hour, his homework had done.

"Aigoo, I didn't know you are this lazy before, Jongup-ah" you poked his cheek with a proud smile.

Jongup chuckled and stretched his body, "Ahhhh, I'm tired !!" he pouted and stood up. You slapped his back and spoke before he could run out.

"Wait ! You should do homework right away after getting home. Know what I mean ?" you gave him a firm look. Jongup nodded his head like a kid and held his hand out, as the meaning "I-Know"

Grinning, you embraced him, "Jonguppie, saranghae"

Jongup was such a child, he smiled and pinched your cheeks, "Don't trick me, I am not going to be smart if you hug me, and I am not going to do homework, either"

You laughed with sourness formed in your nose, "Okay, okay" pulling off from him, you went to find maknae.

***

"Zelo, noona had bought enough ice-cream for you in a month. But if you eat it without thinking, you will have none left after a day. So, rember, only 200g a day, okay ?" you opened the frigde and showed him.

Zelo beamed with a nod, "Neh, noona".

"Good boy" you ruffled his hair. Zelo whined, "But, noona. Why did you tell me this ? If I eat, you will sure kick me on the " he covered his and sheepishly said.

You brushed it off and just smiled. *Because I will not be there to stop you, maknae*

You also teached Zelo to make his favorite hot choco, you didn't want him to starve for this hot drink.

***

You found Yongguk in the yard, playing with his basketball.

"Oppa !" you called and ran to him. Yongguk stopped tossing the ball and waved at you.

"HyunJi, come here" he waved and you happily ran into his opened arms. Yongguk squeezed you, "Why are you here ?"

"I went looking for you" you admited, looking into his sharp face. Yongguk chuckled, "Miss me that much ? I don't want to be kill by jelly Himchan" he joked and poked your head.

You laughed and took the ball away from him, "What about a game ? Who won make dinner tonight ?" you challenged him with a sly smirk. Yongguk scoffed and shrugged, "You're on"

And the game started. You and Yongguk was having a good time running and yelling at each other.

You had to admit, it released your stress well.

"Whoahhh ! I'm a winner !" you cheered and bounced around. Yongguk hugged a ball and smiled at you. "I want to make dinner, that's why"

"Eiii, oppa, accept your loss, you are a real man, right ?" you teased and poked fun at him. Yongguk narrowed his eyes and dragged you with ease, he tickled you and brought big laughter to your voice.

"WHAHHH ! STOP IT ! OPPA !" you skrieked.

Yongguk laughed also, after a long good time laughing, you exhaused and he stopped also.

Losing too much strength, you droppped your head into his chest and breathed heavily, "Oppa, you are so mean"

Yongguk chuckled with his husky voice, he brushed your hair and patted your head, "I love you too, thanks"

You snickered, but soon relax and hugged him as tight as you did to the others.

"You know, you are just like my Jiho oppa, scary and overprotective jus like him, yet, you can be really sweet and caring"

Yongguk melted with your confession, he hugged you gently, "And you are the best sister that I have"

"Aww, oppa" you cooed and a shed of tears escaped. Luckily, he can't see because you were facing his chest.

*I will miss all of you, a lots*

***

Night came already.

Himchan fetched you to your room and planted a light kiss on your lips.

"You should cook for us from now on, and not to let Yongguk step in the kitchen. Urgh, he is a pain in cooking" Himchan flinched.

You smiled, "He is a good cook, don't be obsessed with me too much, oppa"

Himchan instead of denying or throwing up, he cupped your cheeks and kissed your nose, "Of course, I am obsessed with you"

Your heart beated so fast that you can't control your face turning pink. Yes, being together for months, Himchan hadn't never failed making you blush and feel butterflies with his cheesiness.

Himchan softly chuckled and waved, "You go in your room and rest, you must be tired". He opened your door and made you to step in.

As soon as he turned around to go. You unwillingly wanted to let him go.

You reached out and hugged him from behind. "Oppa, can you, um, stay with me tonight ?". Ignoring your red face, you offered and hoped that he will say yes.

Himchan's face showed no emotion. He slowly spun to face you and looked deep into your eyes.

With a small smile, Himchan went inside and closed the door behind him without a word.

You nervously looked up at him, "Um, if you don't want to, I don't force you t-"

Your lips was captured by his soft, warm lips. Himchan cupped your chin and kissed you gently, sweetly, gently, respectfully.

*I will not regret, if I lose my ity to him tonight ...*

Himchan slowly brought you to your bed and laid both of you down and he was on top. The kiss was never broken away.

Himchan slidded his tongue inside your mouth and discovered it. He gripped his hands on your waist and pinched at it lightly. You whimpered and struggled a bit.

"... oppa" you moaned softly as he stopped the kiss.

Himchan looked down at you lovingly, he brushed your hair away from your face and lightly pressed his lips against your forehead.

"Baby ... are you sure about this ... ?" he carefully asked. His voice sounded so heavy, yet caring. You raised your arms and wrapped it around his neck, pulled him down.

"I am sure ... I am really sure ..." you blurted out. *As long as my first time is with you ... I don't want it to be force by that beast - Kim Myung Soo*

Seeing determination in your eyes, Himchan didn't escape from this either. Because he wanted it, he had his own need, and he had respected you for a very long time already.

Himchan leaned down and took your full lips again. His hands started traveling up and down your side, sent shiver down you spine each time his cold fingers touched your skin under your clothes.

And the session went on until you two really did it, collapsed and fell asleep after such hot times.

*Himchan oppa, I am sorry, ...*

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Ahhhh, I can't write tttt !! Sorriiiiiiii :):)