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“So how does it feel? To finally be out of that hospital?” Donghae whispered in my ear as he rolled me toward the van.

I smiled, pushing his head away from me. “Aish, Donghae, stop that! That feels weird on my neck.”

He laughed at me and leaned back down to kiss me on the temple. “Are you ready to see home again?”

I smiled at him, leaning my head back and pulling him down for a kiss on the lips.

“Aish, get a room you two!” I heard someone yelling, snatching me away from Donghae.

“Yah! Heechul oppa, stop!” I yelled as he rolled me away from Donghae.

“Oh I don’t think so,” he said. “I’m sick and tired of seeing you guys stopping to make out every two or three steps. At this rate, it’ll take us three extra hours to make it back to Seoul.”

I laughed at him, trying to reach my right arm up to hit him away when I remembered that I couldn’t exactly do that. -__- Once we reached the van, he picked me up and gently placed me inside, Alex going in next to me. The guys then started trying to figure out how in the world you fold up a wheelchair. Aish, they were so cute!<3

Alex turned to me, her emerald eyes holding concern. “Are you okay?”

I smiled sadly, instantly know what she was referring to. I can’t believe it’s already been two weeks. “I’ll live.”

“I haven’t seen you cry yet.”

I laughed at her. “I think I’m all cried out, buddy.”

“It’s weird, ya’ know? I hated and despised Troy for what he’d done to you, and now…Now I’m sitting here wishing that he was amongst our other boys being stupid and not being able to figure out how to fold up a wheelchair.”

She and I both busted in laughter at seeing Donghae and Eunhyuk kicking the poor wheelchair as if that was gonna get it to magically snap shut. Should I tell them that there’s a latch they have to flip up on the bottom? Ehh. I think they can figure it out for themselves(;<

“Aish, you guys are so ridiculous!” I heard a voice yell.

A few seconds later, Jiwon snapped the latch and folded both wheelchairs up all nice and neat. I pouted.

“Aish, Jiwon, you ruin all the fun!” I told her.

She smiled at me. “It happens, ya’ know?”

“Oh, so that’s how you work a wheelchair,” Donghae said in a slightly confused tone, scratching the back of his neck.

“Aish, this guy. C’mon! I wanna get home already!”

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I hated not having any usage of my right arm.

I hated this damn travel mechanical ventilator even more, though.

I was going to learn how to breathe without this damn thing, even if it kills me.

“How are you holding up?” Donghae whispered to me, not wanting to wake any of the other members.

I adjusted the sling on my arm and took the mask off my face to answer him. “I’ve felt better. But I’ve learned to accept it. I’ve felt this enough times to know that I can’t fight it any longer. It’s easier to just accept it.”

He smiled and gently put the mask back on my face, pulling my head to his shoulder. I smiled and snuggled into his side. God, this damn machine. GO DIE ALREADY, YOU DAMNED MACHINE! I WILL BE THE DEATH OF YOU! I silently glared at the stupid machine sitting in my lap. I didn’t care that it was the thing pumping air into my lungs. I didn’t care that it was the thing keeping me alive. It still pissed the hell out of me. It was a constant reminder of all that happened in the past two months and I did not like it one bit.

“Uki, you look insane for glaring at that machine,” Donghae murmured sleepily.

I secretly smiled to myself, not even bothering to answer him. I just wanted to get home already. I needed to leave Vietnam behind me. Never am I ever stepping foot in that country ever again. Unless Tony and his goons don’t end up in jail for the rest of their lives that is. If that happens, I’m tearing the whole damn country apart to find them, drag them to court, and fight to the death. I let out a breath and made myself comfortable, anticipating seeing my beautiful Seoul again.

Alex’s POV~

I really needa figure out this whole Kyuhyun/Hangeng thing.

I snuck a peek up at Hangeng to see that he was asleep, his head resting against the seat. I was hyperaware of his arm around me, but the thing that made me so sad was that it just didn’t feel right anymore. Even though I’d loved him for so long and we had so much history between us, it just didn’t feel right.

-Oh would you just it up already? Stay with Hangeng! You two have gone through way too much to give it all up like that!-

But I just don’t feel right staying with him! He’s not the right guy for me!

-You’re ridiculous. You love him, you hate him, you love him, you hate him. MAKE UP YOUR MIND ABOUT HIM ALREADY! EITHER YOU LOVE HIM OR YOU HATE HIM!-

I DON’T HATE HANGENG! It’s just…He’s not the right guy for me.

-Alex, Hangeng knows you best. He’s been there for you since the beginning. You’re not gonna find someone else who cares about you more.-

That’s a lie!

-Then who cares about you more, huh?! Admit it! Admit it to yourself right now! Make a choice this instant!-

KYUHYUN CARES MORE ABOUT ME! I LOVE KYUHYUN MORE!

…

-I think I’m done here.-

I can’t believe that I seriously just had an argument with myself about this. I mentally smacked myself on the forehead. This was ridiculous. I snuck a peek up the plane’s aisle, looking up to Kyuhyun’s seat that he was sharing with Sungmin. They were both knocked out, Sungmin’s head on Kyuhyun’s shoulder. Aww, Kyumin<3 Studying Kyuhyun, I knew what my heart was telling me to do, but my stupid mind was holding me back, telling me that Hangeng and I have gone through too much to just throw it all away on a silly little maknae who’d been holding his true feelings back all this time, which then tore my heart in two. Half my heart was telling my mind to shut the hell up while the other half was telling the other half of my heart that my mind was right.

AISH.

“You look troubled, bao bei,” a voice said suddenly, startling me, and making me jump slightly.

I turned to look up at Hangeng, who was looking down at me. I smiled weakly up at him.

“I’m just, um…Thinking about—wondering about—arguing with—Aish.” I mentally smacked myself again, cursing myself for sounding so stupid in front of him when he didn’t even ask me anything.

He smiled gently at me, leaning forward and kissing my forehead.

“Go to him,” he murmured softly against my skin.

My eyes widened upon hearing this. What?! Did I say any of that stuff earlier out loud?

He chuckled softly, pulling me into a hug. “I know you’re in love with him. I knew since day one,” he whispered into my hair. “It’s obvious that if you stay with me you’re just going to be unhappy, and that’s the last thing I want. To see my bao bei unhappy. Go to him, Alex. Your choice is a good one. “

I pulled back and looked at him, my eyes wide. Before answering, I pulled his face toward mine, crashing our lips together.

Nothing.

No fireworks, no sparks, no butterflies, no thousands of violins playing in the background.

I felt nothing.

Pulling back, I gave him a sad look. “I’m really sorry, Hangeng.”

He smiled and took both my hands in his, kissing them. “Don’t be, bao bei. Kyuhyun’s a great guy. But if he hurts you in any way, just know I’m here, alright? I’ll always be here for you.”

I smiled and hugged him, kissing him on the cheek. “Thank you.”

“I love you, Alex. Just know that.”

Kyuhyun’s POV~

“I love you, Alex. Just know that.”

My ears perked up at those words as anger sparked in the pit of my stomach.

That jerk.

I told him to let her have a choice! WHY IS HE TRYING TO PERSUADE HER DECISION?! I fought the urge to look back there, in case she caught me staring. Goodness, Alex Lee, are you that stupid?! Can’t you see that I’m the better guy for you?! I heard her laughing at something as my imagination ran wild since Donghae’s and Uki’s seats blocked my view of them. Aish, what were they doing back there?!

“Hangeng, stop!” Alex said between her giggles.

HANGENG, YOU BETTER STOP WHATEVER IT IS YOU’RE DOING RIGHT THIS VERY INSTANT!

“Yah, Hangeng,” Donghae said with a slight edge of warning in his voice, never once opening his eyes. “Don’t make me go back there. I will kill you if I see anything inappropriate.”

“I second that,” Uki also said, pulling her mask off so her words could be heard.

“Uki, quit doing that. You’re never gonna get better if you keep taking the mask off.” Aish. It’s scary how Donghae didn’t even needa open his eyes to look at her to know that’s what she did. He just knows her so well.

Uki sighed and did as she was told, snapping the mask back on her face and moodily throwing her head back against her seat. I felt so sorry for her. She used to be the high and mighty Uki and now, thanks to the fact that she just cared about others so damn much, she’s halfway paralyzed and can’t even breathe without the assistance of that ridiculous machine. It was so sad.

“Yah, Hangeng! I’m gonna move seats if you don’t quit being so ridiculous!” I heard Alex say with a flirty edge to her tone.

Okay, so maybe it just sounded flirty to my ears alone, but still! SHE SHOULD BE WITH ME! Then an idea hatched in my mind. I turned to Sungmin, shaking him awake.

“Hyung. Hyung!” I called.

“I didn’t do it, Uki!” he yelled, abruptly waking up and looking up at me with sleep-filled eyes.

I gave him a look. “Why were you dreaming about Uki?”

He yawned and said, “I had a dream that she was chasing after me with a bat ‘cause someone messed up her neatly folded laundry. Freaking OCD little girl.”

“Yah, Sungmin,” Uki said in the same tone Donghae used earlier. “I can hear you, bapoya.”

“I love you, Uki~” he said sweetly with a smile directed toward her.

She just rolled her eyes at him and leaned into Donghae, who put his arm around her, fitting her head in the crook of his neck. Aish, that’s how Alex and I should be! WHY IS SHE WITH HANGENG?! I looked back to them, but Uki and Donghae’s seat still blocked them from view. I looked back to Sungmin.

“Go sit next to Hangeng,” I told him in an urgent whisper.

“Huh? Whaa? Why?” he asked, his words caught in a yawn as he rubbed his eyes sleepily.

“Aish, hyung, can you please just do it?!”

He pouted at me and stood up, taking his pink pillow and blanket with him, grumbling under his breath as he headed over to Hangeng and Alex’s seat. “Alex, I wanna sit there.”

“Huh? Why?” I heard Alex say.

I fought the urge to look back as Sungmin said, “Because I wanna sit next to my Geng!”

“Where am I supposed to sit then?! On the floor?!”

“Go sit next to Kyuhyun!”

I smiled victoriously. Thanks, hyung.

“I don’t wanna sit next to Kyuhyun!” I heard Alex respond.

What?

“Aish, this girl.”

“Wahh! Sungmin, put me down!” I heard Alex exclaim.

I couldn’t fight it any longer. I turned around and looked at them to see that Sungmin had Alex flailing in his arms. O__O

Sungmin ignored her protests and came over to me, literally dropping Alex in my lap. She looked at me, her face red in embarrassment, mine mimicking hers. WHY WOULD HE DO SUCHA STUPID THING AND DROP HER ON ME LIKE THAT?! Sungmin walked away again, no doubt curling up next to Hangeng. Aish. He acts as if he’s younger than Uki. Realizing that Alex was still on my lap, I blushed even harder and began stuttering nonsense things. She just smiled at me, leaning forward and kissing me on the cheek. My eyes widened at her.

“I’ve missed you, Korean Bed Head,” she said before sliding into her own seat.

She kissed me.

“If I hear one more word out of any of you, I’m murdering you all,” I heard Heechul mumble from his seat that he was sharing with Leeteuk.

“I’d like to see you try and kill me, Heechul oppa,” I heard Uki respond laughingly.

“Don’t get me started, little girl. You just wait until I get some sleep and some good food. You’ll regret challenging me,” Heechul told her.

Uki only laughed at his response, obviously challenging him further, causing him to growl at her in anger.

She kissed me.

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