Thank you for the upvotes guys: ozwalkr -hey long time no chat! :D, todaelovers, rockconuong, Spunky3012, and pikachu79. I hope I do it justice :)

and thank you also silent readers :3

Inspired by this post by Choi Seunghyun himself. I've been saving the screenshot of this post and then I saw this <3

Have you ever been like you’re going but never arriving anywhere?

I have.

Have you ever had a sudden realization that all this time you were a tragic loner despite all the crowded stage concerts you’ve been into?

I have.

Have you ever been trying to find something to fill a hole in your heart but didn’t know what you’ve been searching for?

I have.

A man who lived a meaningless life.

That’s me.

And then I met you.

I might went here and there, made myself busy so I could put my insomnia to sleep. I had to exhaust myself so I didn’t think about how cold the bed beside me without someone. When I woke up, I wouldn’t linger in my bed, I would jump from my bed and going somewhere. But at some night, I would wake up from nightmare and I realized, it would be so nice to have someone to hug, to make me calm and feel safe.

And then I met you.

I loved to pester you at midnight, came to your apartment without noticing you first. You would open the door half-asleep while ruffling at your own hair. Your hair would be very messy, but who cared? While you crawled on to your bed to continue your sleep, I would change into your pajamas. It wasn't that I didn't have any spare clothes in your closer -heck, I had a lot of clothes at your apartment. It’s just... Wearing your pajama was more comfortable for me. I loved your scent that lingering on the pajamas –it’s like I was being hugged by you. Then, as usual, I would snuggle into your bare chest and made your arm as my pillow. You would hug me as we slept. If you did that, I felt like all my worries just washed away. If you hugged me, I would love to stay as long as I could in bed.

I was used to have my family to eat dinner with me. It’s like tradition to us. Eating slowly while taking turns to tell what happened to each of us during the day. But then Hyeyoon Noona moved out, following her husband and had Yeonjun. Mom and Dad spent most of