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My Friend's Death WishA/N: THOUGHTS ARE IN ITALICS
Jaejoong POV
I checked my look one last time. I was satisfied with my look. I only needed to survive today. Just a couple more hours before I can happily spend time with my family.
My manager joined me and together we headed to the photoshoot spot.
“Keep my phone hyung” I gave him the phone.
“I’ve gotten the tickets by the way..” He informed.
“Thanks hyung” I smiled and swiftly walked in front of the camera.
There she was, Kim Min Young, wearing a gold sleeveless knee length dress. She smiled at me and I managed to smile back ignoring the burn my heart felt.
“You look handsome oppa” She compliment
“You’re lovely too Min Young” I played on once I stood beside her and faced the photographer.
“Alright Min Young-ssi…. Lean towards Jaejoong-ssi and Jaejoong-ssi, can you bend a little so that it looks like she is about to kiss your cheek”
I forced a smile and followed his request, the back of my mind was finding a good explanation as to why I accepted to pose for the same company again. I met her for a commercial for this very organization and here I am, again, posing with her. It feels weird to have your ex-girlfriend, especially the one you were so sure that you would end up living the rest of your life with, pose with you. It feels like déjà vu since I met her in this very filming spot; so eerie and uneasy.
“Now turn to your right Jaejoong-ssi” He continued and I resorted to doing so. A couple more pictures were taken from this angle.
“Calm down oppa, you are making it obvious” She whispered while posing and I had to step back once the uneasiness kicked in.
“Sorry” I apologized.
“No, not at all” The crew smiled though Min Young was smirking at me.
Hating her actions, I breathed in a deep breath to calm myself down. She has been taunting, hinting and smirking at me every time I get uneasy but I managed to keep up appearances. I put up with her for two days and this was the last day of shooting. All I need is to finish this up and get home.
Just the thought of meeting Reya’s smile boosted me up. “Alright.. Let’s continue” I informed and got on with the shoot.
A gruelling hour later everything was done and dusted. I sloppily slumped on my chair and allowed my makeup artist to remove the makeup off my face.
But did I have a little peace of mind? Nope.
“You look livelier than during the shoot oppa”
She had to sit beside me?! Wasn’t she given a separate room?
“Nothing beats going home Min Young-ssi” I replied nevertheless
“Ouch, so distant….”
The makeup removal was thankfully done and I headed to wash my face.
“So how is Reya?”
“Doing good” I replied while pulling out my couple ring from the pocket.
“Talk of town is that she is pregnant”
“Well, that has to happen anyhow” I replied and headed to my car.
“Was thinking of having a drink… you know”
“I think I’ll pass”
“Alright” She smiled once she stopped walking with me “I’ll see you at the opening then”
I met my manager’s frown but ignored and walked into the vehicle. Hyung sat on the driver’s seat and sped out of the place.
“Reya doesn’t know that you filmed with Min Young, does she?”
I didn’t answer him.
“Oh god! Please don’t tell me you have gotten your feelings shaken again!”
“What nonsense are you telling now hyung?!” I roared
“Because the last time you hid about a girl from your girlfriend, well, I don’t need to remind you the madness you did now, do I?”
“I’m engaged, in case you have forgotten” I reminded showing him my ring.
“All I’m asking you is to not play with that girl”
“Darn it hyung! I am to marry Reya!” I shouted
“Then why did you hide this from her!” He yelled back
“I didn’t know how she’d react alright!”
“Unbelievable Kim Jaejoong” He scolded “You keep on telling everyone that you understand her the most but you… UNBELIEVABLE!”
“Fall in love with a woman as hard as I have and you’ll know” I muttered
“If you are so scared to lose h
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