A/N: THOUUGHTS ARE IN ITALICS

Reya POV

I’m going crazy. This man is leaving tomorrow and I’m hugging him in public. My heart might burst out at this rate. There is no way I can fall in love with him. Yes, this isn’t love. I’m just sad that he’s leaving. Nothing more. And he kissed me for the same reason. We’re now at home. I’m in Soph’s room. I’m supposed to dress her up instead I’m staring at the wall thinking about his behaviour today. There’s this part of me screaming, hoping that may be he is attracted to me. But there is no way that can happen. After calming myself down we went downstairs.

“Need any help?” I managed to not stutter.

“Nah, all done” He smiled at me.

Dinner was as usual instead Soph sat on his lap and ate. Being the usual photo freak, he took enough of pictures of us.

“Ray” I turned to him “Can we just stay here the whole night? Together?” I nodded, forcing a smile completely resisting the urge to lock him in my room and not let him go.

Sleeping on the couch we woke up. This is the last morning I will see him, in a couple of hours he’ll leave us. No more bickering, fighting, chasing me around the house, random photographs, holding me close. My fairy-tale comes to an end. I stared at the sleeping man leaning on my shoulder.  He has to be in the airport in one hour. Breathing hard to mask the sadness I’m feeling I tapped his shoulder. Stirring, he woke up.

“Reya-ah good morning.” He smiled at me. His morning hoarse voice is darn y.

What are you doing to me? Why do I want to kiss you now?

“Jaejoong-ssi, it’s past 8.”

His eyes widened. My heart skipped beats. He then looked at Soph, hugging him close.

“I’ll carry her up. You better have a wash.” I swallowed the lump forming in my throat and carried her. He sat up straight staring at me. Nodding he stood up.

“Reya, control your emotions. What is happening to you? People call you heartless for a reason and now you want to cry waterfalls because he is leaving.”

I splashed some more water on my face and headed outside to send Jaejoong off.

“Reya-ah, I don’t want to go.” He stood in front of