The sun is already up and about when I woke up. I looked around and realized that I slept in my pet Jiwon’s room. I stretched out my arms trying to remove the sleepiness that seemed to be attacking me again. The door opened and I saw her with a tray in her hand. I looked at her and was surprised that she would do this for me. She just looked at me with WTH look.

 

 

          “I took a bath and changed clothes already in case you might get attacked by your byuntaeness…” she stated.

 

 

I just chuckled at her. She is really fashionable and pretty. Even though she just tied her hair into a messy bun and wore a mini dress with light make-up she really stands out. I look like a piece of garbage beside her actually. At least that’s how I feel.

 

 

          “I was just trying to sleep last night but you kept on nagging me so I grew berserk” I replied rolling my eyes.

 

 

She smiled at me and handed me the coffee in her tray. She sat beside me and now we are just looking at the scenery outside when she sighed.

 

 

          “We have to play today! I am going to be very busy starting tomorrow” she squealed as she leaned on me since I am leaning on the head board of her bed.

 

I hugged her and wrapped my arms around her. She didn’t seem to be bother so I just rested on her shoulders.

 

 

          “But I have to go back to the SJ dorm” I replied and sighed as well.

 

 

          “How about I bring you there and ask their permission if we could go out today?” she sang shrugging her shoulder where my chin is.

 

 

          “Okay”

 

 

          “Anyways, what do you want to talk about last night or earlier this morning?” I asked her.

 

 

          “Did Kyuhyun confessed his feelings to you?” she asked me blushing.

 

 

          “Why? Did he tell you?” I asked her back grabbing her arm and turned her to face me.

 

 

          “Kind of” she replied.

 

 

          “Do you have feelings for him?” she asked again I can see her cheeks turn red.

 

 

          “I don’t know. Right now I’m very confused with my feelings but slowly I think my decision is becoming more and more clear” I replied pinching her cheeks.

 

 

          “Do you like Kyu?” I asked her and she almost jumped off her double sized bed.

 

 

She didn’t answer but she blushed madly. She’s the type to fall for Kyuhyun. He’s evil but kind. He is childish but manly. A gentle man with a little curl in his end.

 

         

          “It’s not that” she said as she faked a cough and cleared .

 

 

          “Then what?” I asked her rolling my eyes.

 

 

          “he… he.. he…”she kept on stuttering

 

 

          “He is what?” I asked angrily and worried. For her to stutter like that he must have done something to her! It’s early in the morning. Well not early since it’s ten already but anyways I am already in combat mode ready to kick his Super Junior Evil if ever he dared hurt my Jiwon. But of course I will do it behind her back where she couldn’t see me. I don’t want her to know that I worry too much about her.

 

          “Kissed me” she mumbled and blushed instantly like a chili pepper.

 

 

What a jerk! How dare he kiss my BFF in the world after he confesses to me? What a player?! Episodes of killing Cho Kyuhyun are flooding in my mind right now. I snapped back to reality when I heard my phone ringing.

 

 

          “Your phone” she said and handed it to me.

 

 

          “Hello?” I asked in a grumpy tone.

 

 

          “Did I wake you?” Kibum asked.

 

 

          “No I’m fine. Why did you call?” I asked him trying to stop myself from yawning.

 

 

          “I just called to inform you about Siwon. He’ll be discharged today” he replied.

 

 

          “I don’t really care” I replied then I heard him chuckle.

 

 

He said his goodbye and waited for me to turn off my phone. I looked at Jiwon who is eating beside obviously she wants to know what made me react that way on the phone.

 

          “Your brother is going back to the dorm already. They just called to inform me” I stated rolling my eyes on her.

 

 

          “good” she replied and pulled me to the bathroom.

 

 

I stopped her using a little of my monstrous strength meaning her pushing me to her giant bathroom with all her strength while me using the strength of my lower body to stop her. We both stood infront of the bathroom door. I turned around to face her.

 

 

          “Are you okay? Do you want me to turn him into a juicy kyupulp?” I asked her with my puppy eyes hehehehe. I bet that kyulings (Kyuhyun darling just my term) would want to take a sip of him. bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha….

 

 

She spanked me in the head and pushed me again inside.

 

 

          “I’m fine but the problem is…” she stuttered again.

 

 

          “is?” I asked her.

 

 

          “he’s my first kiss” she squealed.

 

 

No wonder she is stuttering like that. I found myself ready to leave her room but her maids and chauffeur were there pulling me back into her room. I am so angry. How could he do that to her? Jiwon is a year younger than me.

 

 

          “I said I’m fine!” she keeps on squealing.

 

 

          “I don’t care I need to kick his A-S-A-P” I screamed still trying to escape her men.

 

 

          “Just does that L-A-T-E-R!” she squealed again.

 

 

          “My kicking business needs to be done N-O-W!” I replied angrily and threw one of her men away.

 

 

They all stopped and looked at me. They released their grips on my arms. They were surprised and their faces shifted from being surprised to being scared. I went to the man I threw and helped him stand up and wrapped his arms around my arm. I guided him inside her room and allowed myself to enter the bathroom. Everyone kept quiet I bowed to the man and closed the door. I heard them all sighed as soon as the door closed.

 

          “Take a bath first we’ll talk more later.” Jiwon squealed.

 

I nodded inside the room and went to her tub. It’s been a while since I last bathe like that. The smell of aromatic floral candles lit inside filled me. But still I couldn’t help but be worried about Kyuhyun. I know I have to explain everything to him. I shouldn’t let him or T.O.P. hyung wait any longer.

 

 

AUTHOR’s POV

 

Kyuhyun woke up and remembered that happened between him and Jiwon. He couldn’t believe that he did it to Siwon’s sister. He knew he’d be dead once Siwon founds out about it. He blush just thinking about it. Somehow he felt at ease around her. But that moment also reminded him about Siwon and Suujin’s secret. He felt angry and betrayed. He picked his phone and dialed a number.

 

 

          “Hello hyung?” he asked.

 

 

          “Who is this?” the person on the other line asked.

 

 

          “This is Kyuhyun. I got your number from Jaejoong hyung.”

 

 

          “Why did you call?”

 

 

          “I am wondering if we can meet up and talk in your most convenient time”

 

 

          “About what?”

 

 

          “Suujin-ssi”

 

 

          “We can eat lunch together”

 

 

          “Thank you hyung” with that Kyuhyun turned off his phone.

 

 

Someone knocked and he screamed for that person. It was Eunhyuk and Donghae that came to talk to him.

 

 

          “Are you okay?” Donghae asked and put his arm on Kyuhyun’s shoulders.

 

 

          “I’m fine hyung” the maknae replied removing Donghae’s arm in his body.

 

 

          “There must be a reason why they did not tell us about it. Siwon is it not really the type of person that would hide things like this.” Eunhyuk explained.

 

 

          “Did he tell you about it?” Kyuhyun asked rolling his eyes to his hyung.

 

 

          The two men looked at each other and shook their heads. Kyuhyun just sighed and went out of his room. They understand what their maknae is going through. They too felt betrayed by Siwon’s actions. But they knew that it is not really good for an idol’s image to get scandalized if ever someone in the press would know about it. They are really worried about their maknae since it was the first time they saw him like this after their debut. It was the first time that they saw him devastated like this.

 

 

 

SUUJIN’s POV

 

 

After Jiwon dressed me up in a skimpy outfit people wouldn’t really wear during this time of the year but somehow we pulled off we went out of the Choi’s mansion. Mario was with us already. Together the three went back to the Super Junior’s Dorm.

 

 

Upon entering the door it was Heechul hyung who welcomed us. Jiwon, Mario and I bowed to them as we entered.

 

 

          “Holy frog! What are you wearing? Where did you get that?” Heechul hyung asked really surprised.

 

 

Jiwon laughed at Heechul’s reaction. She did a really good make-over I guess. She curled my hair lightly and applied a light blush makeup with pink lips, everything light and chick. Dress me up in simple yet fashionable clothes which displayed my honey thighs in the cold weather.

 

 

          “Why can’t I wear things like this? Can’t I look like this?” I retorted spanking him.

 

 

          “No, it’s not that. It is just that you look like a girl today!” he replied giggling.

 

 

          “You’re so gorgeous” Kangin squealed.

 

 

I bowed to him. And then they all left. Heechul bragged about his cyworld and asked me to take a photo and then posted it in there. Everyone left including Jiwon and Mario. Siwon said that I couldn’t leave today because they will be all out for their schedule but promised Jiwon that later tonight we can go party around the city if we wanted to. So she left and started to prepare things for her first fashion show here in Korea.

 

I looked around and the house and found Kyuhyun in his room. He and I alone in the whole dorm the situation is definitely awkward between us.

 

I went in his room to check him out. He was there sleeping, he doesn’t like variety I guess. I went beside his room attempting to explain but I didn’t want to wake him so I just watched him there. He was peaceful like an angel at rest.

 

I touched his face. That was the first time I saw Kyuhyun hurt. It made me sad because he is dear to me and it hurts to see him like that knowing that I am the reason for his suffering. Until now I am confused with my feelings. I am selfish and jealous. I am selfish that I don’t want to let him go and I got jealous when I heard he kissed Jiwon. Before only Siwon used to make me feel that way but now that I am starting to move on I realized that my heart is also moving with the constant changes.

 

 

          “Kyuhyun I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you about it”

 

 

          “…”

 

         

          “That engagement with Siwon I wanted it at that time, when we were younger but now..” I said as I fondled with his chin.

 

 

          “I don’t know whether I still want it or not”

 

 

          “…”

 

 

          “I don’t want to hurt you. It’s not my intention to hurt you because you are important to me. I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you before. I lost my memory but I regained them after we watched that movie. Anyways what’s important is that…” I trailed off when he pulled my arm rolled on top of me.

 

I’m in between his legs now and my face in between his arms. He looked at me with very sad eyes. I can tell that he cried a lot. I tried touching his face but he slapped my hand. I tried touching him again this time he allowed me to. He started to cry and I couldn’t help but cry as well. He kissed me forcefully that’s when my tears stop. I pushed him and he looked at me with those sad deep brown eyes of his and then he spoke.

 

 

          “Tell me you love me and I’ll stop”

 

 

          “Kyuhyun I …”

 

 

          “Tell me that you’ll never marry him and I’ll forgive you”

 

 

          “…”

 

 

          “You told me I’m important to you right?”

 

 

          “…”

 

 

          “I love you. I really do. I can make you happy than he can and any other men out there. I promise just tell me you’ll be by my side”

 

 

          “…”

 

         

 

          “I’ll give you everything you need from material things to affection. I know you’re richer than me but I’ll work hard to satisfy you. I promise I won’t cheat on you. I won’t look at another woman.”

 

 

          I hushed him by putting my index finger in his lips. He started crying again. I hugged him and I can hear in his weep how much he is suffering right now.

 

         

          “Kyuhyun I’ll be very honest with you. Until now I still don’t know what my real feelings are I am still in deep thought about it. As much as I don’t want to let go of anyone of you I know that doing that will make you suffer more. Right now I don’t think I can reciprocate the feelings you have for me, at least I don’t think I can give you a decent answer.” I replied crying.

 

         

He stood up and sat on the bed. He put his palm on his face and started crying again.

 

 

          “leave!” he screamed.

 

 

          “but Kyuhyun”

 

 

          “I said leave!” he barked louder than before.

 

 

          “I can’t leave you like this never!” I replied crying.

 

 

          “Leave before I kill you! He threatened me.

 

 

          “Leave or I will leave” he said

 

 

I don’t him to leave after all this is his house. I stood up and ran out of the door. I heard him throwing his things crying. As much I didn’t want to leave I just went out of the dorm and followed where my feet will bring me.

 

 

           “I hate you Suujin. I promise you, you’ll never be happy. I’ll never let you be happy in someone else’s arms.” Kyuhyun muttered angrily.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

aigoo~~ kyuhyun became really angry i wonder how evil can he get?!

 

how EVIL can the EVIL KYUHYUN GET?!!!!!!

 

 

bwahahahahahaha ... just thinking about it makes me evil myself :)