Trying To Forget You

Smile For Me

C.N Blue - I Will Forget You

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The next day, you completely ignored L. Whenever he looked your way or you would walk into him in the hallway, you didn't once look at him but moved out of the way as quickly as you could.

Soomin, Heejin and Mina noticed that you were ignoring L and wondered why, but whenever they asked, you would always answer, "Nothing" and smile.

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You have ignored L for the past week and still you couldn't help but miss him a lot inside. It was only just one more month left until the play started and just one more week until Beast comes home.

"Beast is coming back, aren't you happy?" Soomin asked you.

You nodded, "Of course I'm happy. I can't wait to see their faces again" you smiled happily. You two were walking down the hall and Soomin pointed to the front of her. You looked at where she was pointing and L was leaning against your locker. You stopped smiling and stared at him. [What is he doing here?].

"Well I guess I'm going to head to class first" she stepped back, waved and walked off in the other direction. You wanted to follow her but you had to take out the books from your lockers. [If only I didn't have books to take out I would of just followed her]. You sighed and slowly trudged over to your locker.

L saw you coming and pulled himself off the lockers. "Wow, you lasted a week of not talking to me. I wonder if you still like me" he tapped his chin. He looked at you for an answer.

You opened your locker and searched for your book without even looking at him. Ignoring that he was ever  standing right next to you. [Good ~~~~~, keep ignoring him, he'll soon walk away]. You grabbed your book and hugged them.

"You're actually really good at this. I would of thought that you weren't going to last a day without talking or looking at me" he thought.

You closed your locker door and walked off without looking at him once. [Yes, I did it. I thought I would look at him]. You suddenly had the urge to turn back to see if he was still there. You tried to walk forward but your steps started to become small and slowed down. [Just one peak will be alright]. You sighed and slowly turned your head. To your surprise, L was gone. You turned your full body around and stood there, looking at the front.

"I knew you wouldn't last.." L came out from one of the classroom, clapping his hands. You looked at him and back down to the floor. "What are you saying? I thought I forgot something in my locker" you turned around and walked off as quickly as you could. [Why did you have to turn around for? If only you kept on walking]. You turned a corner and patted your beating chest. [Weird.. I still miss you].

L was still standing at the spot and walked out of the double doors. "Hopefully she will forget about me" he placed his hands in his pant pocket and walked out of the school.

"Hey L, what took you so long?" Sunggyu waved. L looked up and smiled, "Nothing" he answered and walked up to them.

Woohyun was sitting in class and of course you were sitting in front of him. He walked up to you, "Hey hotty~" he grinned at you. You rolled your eyes and looked down at your work. He smiled, "You seem very sad these days, why is that?" he asked.

"It's not your problem. Plus where are the others?" you asked. But honestly you wanted to know where L was.

Woohyun shrugged, "Probably somewhere in the streets, eating, playing or getting into trouble" he tapped his chin thinking. You looked at him, "Then why are you here?" you asked. He looked down at you, "I didn't feel like ditching" he smiled and walked back to his seat. You stared at the front, confused at what he just said. [Woohyun lazy to ditch class? That doesn't sound like him at all].

Woohyun sat back down in his seat and stared at your back. [Is she sad because she isn't Snow White anymore? But why would she be sad if she was the one that decided to quit in the first place?]. Woohyun was confused at his own thought. He placed his elbows on his table and continued to look at you.

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It was finally home time and you placed everything in your locker. You took your bag out and closed your door, turned the other way and walked. You pushed the double doors opened and walked out to the front of the school to wait for Byunghun.

"You don't need to wait for Byunghun" you looked up and saw Woohyun smiling down at you.

"What do you mean I don't need to wait for Byunghun? Has he gone hanged out with Chunji?" you asked. Woohyun nodded, "He told me to tell you that". You nodded, "Okay then" you turned around to leave but Woohyun grabbed your wrist. You turned back to see him smiling at you.

"Are you free this afternoon? Do you want to do something fun?" he smiled. You gave him a look, "What are you up to Woohyun?" you eyed him carefully. He innocently blinked at you, "What do you mean? I just want to hang out with my hotty" he winked at you. You rolled your eyes and he pulled you away, but you silently followed him.

The two of you reached the bus stop and soon the bus arrived.

"Where are we going?" you asked.

Woohyun winked at you, "It's a surprise~" he sang. You crossed your arms and leaned back into the chair. You looked out the window and started to day dream.

The bus soon arrived at the destination and stopped. Woohyun grabbed your hand, "Let's go~" he sang. You couldn't help but smile. He lead you off the bus and brought you to a large atmosphere.

"Welcome to Lotte World!!" he spread his hands out and smiled brightly.

You glanced around and gasped in surprise. You brought me to Lotte World?!" your voice came out a bit too loud and everyone started staring. You covered your mouth and looked down, embarrassed. Woohyun laughed and slung his arm over your shoulder, "Someone seems a bit too excited" he chuckled. You elbowed his ribs and walked off.

"H-Hey" he ran after you while holding onto his injured rib.

The two of you lined up and in not time, you two were inside. Woohyun looked around and dragged you to the roller coaster. You looked up and crossed your arms, "Are we seriously going on this?" you looked uninterested. Woohyun blinked at you, "Don't you want to go on this?" he pouted. You looked at him and shook your head, "Fine fine" you gave up and he jumped in the air, "Yay!!" you chuckled at his childishness.

In just minutes, the two of you were seated and the ride started. You looked down and started feeling butterflies in your stomach. "AHHHH!!!" you screamed. Woohyun looked at you weirdly, "We're just going up, why are you screaming already?" he was confused.

You cleared your throat, "I was not screaming, I was practicing my voice.." you gave out a little laugh. [What a lame excuse]. You gulped and turned your head to see Woohyun smiling brightly at you.

"Don't worry ~~~~~, everything will be okay" he held his thumb up. You slowly nodded and then the coaster started to go down. You screamed along with Woohyun. It went upside down and turned the corners fast, which made you nearly puked.

The ride was finally over and you were standing in front of the bin. "I think I'm going to puke" you breathed out heavily. Woohyun patted your back, "Do you feel better going here?" he asked. You looked at him, "Better? How did you know that I was sad?" you asked.

He chuckled, "I didn't know then but now I know" he poked your forehead. "Thanks for telling me" he smiled. You glared at him and slightly pushed him. "Yah!! You tricked me!!" you yelled. He continued to laugh, "Come on~ We still need to cheer you up some more" he pulled you over to a next ride.

After going to Lotte World With Woohyun, the two of you decided to get ice cream. You walked into the ice cream store and instantly, the memory of you and L both getting ice cream popped into your head.

"Are you going to buy ice cream?" you asked, hoping that he would offer you one. He nodded and ordered his preferred flavour. He looked at you, "Aren't you going to order?" he asked. Your face lit up, "I want to have strawberry flavour" you smiled at him. He told the counter woman and walked off.

"H-Hey!!" you pointed to him. "You asked for it, you pay for it" he didn't turn back but headed to the door. You pouted. [I thought this guy was actually nice].

A smile crept on your face. [That was our first mini date.. but no ~~~~~, you need to forget about him]. You lightly shook the thought out from your mind and looked up to see the various flavours. Woohyun pointed to the many flavours, "Which one do you want?" he asked. You tapped your chin, thinking, "I think I'll have vanilla" you pointed to it. Woohyun nodded and ordered it for you.

The two of you then walked around town, holding ice cream cones. You yours and looked at the many stalls on the streets. Woohyun looked around the city and saw Infinite. He waved to them and they waved back.

You looked up to see Woohyun waving to someone. [Who's he waving at?]. You glanced around and saw Infinite across the street, eating. You smiled but then when you spotted L walking back to his seat, your smile vanished. [Do I have to see him here as well?]. You slightly looked away.

Woohyun grabbed your hand and lead you to them. "Hey~ so this is where you guys are" he looked around the little restaurant. Sunggyu nodded and paid his attention to you, "And you're with ~~~~~" he raised his eyebrow suspicion. You quickly shook your head, "It's not what you think" you blurted out,

They all laughed, "Then why are you guys holding hands?" Sungjong pointed out. You looked down and saw your hands intertwined with Woohyun's and quickly pulled back. You looked away, nervously.

Sungjong chuckled, "So is this the reason why you didn't want to ditch with us?" he asked Woohyun.

Woohyun rubbed the back of his neck, "Not really.." he smiled. You looked over at him and back to see L staring at you. Your heart beat quicken and your face was burning up. [Oh no.. the feeling is coming back]. You still couldn't look away from him. [How am I going to forget about you when I can't stop staring at you].

"~~~~~, are you hungry?" Sunggyu asked. L broke the staring contest first and you turned to look at Sunggyu. "What?" you weren't paying attention. Sunggyu chuckled, "Are you hungry?" he repeated himself.

You slowly shook your head, "No I'm not hungry..". Woohyun rubbed his stomach, "But I am" he sat down next to Sunggyu and began eating. Sunggyu patted the seat next to him, which was next to L. You hesitated a bit but managed to move your legs and sit next to him.

The whole moment you were sitting next to L, you were silent and didn't talk very much. So when everyone was finished eating, you were relieved. [Finally!! I thought they would never leave].

The 8 of you were walking down town and you looked over to your right to see L walking just a head of you. You quickly turned the other way and tried to ignore his presence. [Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him]. That thought kept replaying in your mind.

Infinite walked past an arcade and they decided to play there for a while. You were walking around the arcade, finding something interesting to play but ended walking back to where Infinite was at the beginning. You crossed your arms and leaned against a machine. [I'm bored.. isn't there anything here that I can play?]. You decided to walk over to the kids area and looked at what games they had.

[I'll probably go back to where Infinite is]. You turned around and stopped when someone was in front of you. You looked up to see L. You gasped, quickly turned around and pretended to look at something else.

"You haven't forgotten about me yet?" he asked. You turned around, "Apparently I have forgotten everything about you" you stated. He raised an eyebrow, "Really?". You nodded. He wasn't convinced at your answer.

You cleared your throat, So if I have forgotten you then I'm leaving" you walked past him and tripped, L quickly caught you in his arms. You looked up and saw how close his face was to yours. [Wow!! He's face.. so close]. You could feel that your breath was coming out smaller and smaller. Your heart beat was beating like crazy inside your chest and your cheeks were burning.

"You're always clumsy" he stated. You quickly snapped out from your thought and pulled away from him. You turned the other way and fanned your cheeks so that they were back to their normal colour.

L looked at you, "Why are you so clumsy when you're near me?". You turned to look at him, "What do you mean by that?" you asked. He shrugged his shoulders, "Nothing" he said and walked off.

You turned back the other way and crossed your arms. [Why are you always doing this to me? I want to forget about you]. You turned your head to see his back walking further and further away from you. [~~~~~, you can't forget about L..].

After Infinite played at the arcade, the 8 of you decided to head home. You were walking home and of course the only person in your mind was L. You tried to shake him out but he wouldn't leave your mind. You remembered his face, his eyes and the play. [Arggg!! Why can't you get out of my mind].

You reached home and walked straight up to your room. You opened up your bedroom door and laid straight on your bed. "L.. you Babo, I love you too much".

 

 

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chachu #1
Chapter 73: omg~!! its just so sweet!~~~ its so fantastic story~~!! i finished it only in two days~~ HAHAHA because im so into this fanfic ~!!


all i can say is DAEBAK!~~~
thincookies
#2
Just read your ff, it was SOOO OMG I CAN'T EVEN. I can't believe that this is the first time I'm actually crying over a fanfic haha!! Great job author-nim. Mind checking out my story? Hehehe :)
Ayo2oya
#3
Chapter 73: THIS WAS CKDNRJFJDJJD I READ THE WHOLE FIC IN ONE DAY SINCE I COULDNT STOP.I JUST DIED AT THE AMAZINGNESS.AUTHOR NIM THIS WAS JJANG!
iamab2uty
#4
Chapter 73: SUPER SWEET!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! AUTHOR NIM, JJANG!!!!!!! //throws Woohyun style hearts//
inspirit_b2utyxD #5
Thank you all for reading :)
Cmotional
#6
Chapter 73: SUPER SWEET ENDING!!! LOVE LOVE!
hellopanda23 #7
Chapter 69: awwwwww he confessed
hellopanda23 #8
Chapter 66: jungmi.... character change? whoooaa
iamab2uty
#9
Chapter 65: OMG!!!!! L!!! JUST TELL HER YOU LOVE HER!!!!!!!!!!!! Please let her be okay!!!!
hellopanda23 #10
Chapter 63: fgynrxmyrcmhfch'tv dont diiieeeeeeeeee.... gahhhhhh so sorry woohyun:-( now L liks her......