[Daesung’s POV]

I never expected this to happen…

Today was simply another day…

Another day to try and blend in…

Not be noticed…

Be like everyone else…

If you don’t stand out no one picks on you, if you don’t stand out no one looks up to you…

No one expects anything different from you…

No expectations to fail, no bullies to avoid…

Nothing to live for really… not being seen…

I loved him… I was in love with him, he was perfect…! His body… His skin… His eyes and voice. All perfect!

One problem... He was my sister’s boyfriend…

I was in love with my sister’s boyfriend…
If she found out, she would hate me forever.

I have to let these feelings go… This can’t go on.

This can’t happen.

If my sister wasn’t dating him and if Youngbae wasn’t straight, I’d be all over him by now.

But… My sister loves him and I love my sister…

I can’t take him away from her, that would hurt her.

But it aches to see him come over to the house every day.

It aches when my sister forces me to go hang out with him while she gets ready.

When I am alone with him… I… I just can’t help myself staring at him.

I need somebody else to take him off my mind… ANYTHING…