/ double update - yeahhh / 

  “ .   .    .  I’ll wait in his office “ the madam waked past jessica and started heading to lays office .

  “ .    .     .  OH NO NO NO “ jessica shouted as she ran and stood in front of the door before the madam opened it .

   “ .    .    .  YOU CAN'T GO IN HERE” she screamed out loud praying to god the people inside would get the memo and hide. The mom a bit surprised by jessica's behaviour just stared at her for a second or two.

    “ .    .   .  HE SAID NOT TO LET ANYBODY IN SPECIALLY .   . THE MADAM  .    .  .THE MADAM“ jessica screamed again putting more emphasis on the word madam . Every nerve in her body shaking jessica started praying for the mom to turn back .

   “ .    .    .  Who do you think your talking too” the madam leaning in toward jessica asked.

     “ .   .    .  If you don't want today to be your last day move out of my way “ she pushed jessica aside and opened the door . But unlike she expected the mom didn't find anything as she walked in. She thought the secretary was probably hiding something but apparently not since the office is empty.

      “ .   .   Huh” a bit relieved but still nervous jessica closed the door and slowly started walking to her desk . The two smart people may have gotten her hint and hide somewhere.

        “   .    .     .  Am pretty sure they are in the coat closet “ jessica sat down . Thank god joon has left to the bathroom too. Just like she thought hyeon has dragged jae into hiding in the coat closet right by the book shelf .  He didn't even take his hands out of his pocket as she pushed him into the tiny closet and squeezed herself in. The line of light coming in through the small gap of the door is the only bright light in the completely dark closet.

     “ .    .    .  Why are we hiding?” Jae asked not even leaning down to whisper he seems assured that the mom won't hear him.

   “ .    .    . Shuu” hyeon brought her hands up and gave him a warning sign. She's a bit startled by the mom's presence to realize how much of a small distance is separating her face from his.

   “ .   .     .   this .  .  . “ hyeon brought her right hand up and covered his mouth before he finished .  Her startled eyes warning him this time. Having to stand on her toes to reach his mouth hyeon tried hard for a second or two to stand her ground before she went back standing on her feet.

    1  -   2   -   3  her eyes inches away from his it didn't take hyeon that much time to finally notice their closeness.  his warm breath brushing against her cold hand sending down shivers right before her heart slowed its beating and her body starts reacting .   .  She took her eyes away from him , immediately dropping her hands from his mouth she moved back as much as she can. Folding her arms to create and even more gap between them hyeon couldn't help but start feeling nervous .

      Trying hard to calm herself and not show any sign of the effect his close presence is having on her , hyeon stood trying hard to turn her body away from his as much as possible and keep a poker face. With how much she has missed him and been worrying about him she knows she's in vourable state and needs to stay far away from him.

    “ .    .     .   Dont worry i won't touch you” jae whispered.

He has noticed all her efforts to create as much distance from him as she can . Even closing her jacket and folding her arms.  He didn't even lift his hands out of his jacket pocket as he stood there. Any movement of his could alarm hyeon so he just stood still.

            It was a mistake .   .    .  A big mistake” the voice in her head whispered as hyeon's breathing started slowing down .   .   .  She can't even seem to order her eyes to turn away from his dark ones that have captured all her attention.  With the help of the small light shining right on the right side of his face hyeon couldn't help but notice the troubled look in his eyes.

    “ .    .     .  Am waiting for lay at his office “ the mom started talking .

 “ .   .    .  I went to his office and he doesn't seem like he knows anything at all” the mom with a drink in one hand .  .  The phone on the other went on.

   “ .    .    .  Of Course i didn't ask him .  I just hinted at it “ her laughter echoed in the room.

       “ .    .    .   they have the same blood that's why .  .  “ she took a sip.

  “ .   .    . Even the sleeping with some off the street is something he got from his father”

         Hyeon shocked out of her body by what she just heard galred her eyes at jae .   .  .   Her brain stopped working as every thought disappears as she takes in the fact that the madam knows .  .  The person she has always been scared off to even think about knows her existence .    .      .  Her hands turning numb dropped down on their own .

   Her frightened eyes didn't lift away from Jae. This is it .    .     .   This is why he has been acting weird .    .  

  “ .    .     . I’ve some show in half an hour so can you talk to lay .  I'm gonna leave”

    “ .   .  .  Bye then”

Bang- the door closed behind as the madam left the office and even though both have heard it either even flinched .  

    Hyeon can't even think of breathing let alone saying anything or walking out  . Her lungs have taken charge and have kept their job to supply her broken heart enough oxygen to get by as a foreign feeling of fear takes over her body and her brain just focuses on keeping her still standing. .

   The madam knows.    .     The madam knows.

The lady in charge of ruining  jae’s life now knows of hyeon's existence.

   Her dismayed eyes getting watery as they stare at the man in front .    .   .   The pain in her heart started piercing as she takes in the look in his eyes.  The dark gaze of his didn't do much than terrify her even more as the fear spreads throughout her body.  She brought her shaking hands up and held her voice in.

    He could feel it .    .    .  Jae could feel her trembling body .    .    He could hear her deep breaths .   . all the cries she is trying hard to hold in .

 “ .    .    .  Just hold her “    the voice screamed in his head .  But  No matter how much his body screamed for her .    .    .to wrap his hands around her numbed out body and reassure her .    .    .  Just to hold her .    . Just to feel her warmth he has missed so much    .    .  No matter how much he yearned for it he stood his ground and stood there.

   Letting the pain scratch away his heart jae stood there taking in her broken looking face and all red and ready to cry out eyes .   .    .   She is hurting.    She is hurting   .   .  With everything left in him jae  held their gaze for a couple of seconds. His anxiety is creeping in right under his skin .  As the pain travels from his heart to everybit of his body  .    .       . biting his lips down he takes in all the pain as he always does with a blank face. Even though used handling so much pain this time jae's heart couldn't take in seeing hyeon this sacred and hurt .    .    .  It just hurts to much to look at her face when she’s seconds away from breaking down.   

  “ .    .    .  It's now or never jae “ the voice in his head echoed .

     “ .    .   .  I “ his voice broke. He brushed his hair back , his hands moving and pushing open the door the dark closet light up.

   “ .       .      .  I”

“ .      .      .  I  .     .  Lo “ no matter how much he forced himself his mouth couldn't seem to speak out the words. Her eager eyes staring at him hyeon leaned in to hear what he was whispering .   .she didn't catch anything but the hurt look in his eyes before he looked away from her.

  “ .    .     .  Meyane “ he whispered out and walked away .  

Neither jessica nor joon were even able enough to see a glimpse of his face as he ran out of the office bangged open the stairs door and went down. Joon jumping up from his seat ran out following .

     “ .    .    .  Jae .     .  .  “ screaming behind joon followed running as fast as he can to catch up to jae.

   “ .   .    .  JAE “  joon went on screaming the closer they got to the 2nd floor  the vip parking lot has a couple of cars with keys inside them .

    “ .    .    .   JAE PLEASE STOP .     .  .” joon bnged the door open just like jae and ran across to find which car jae is running too .   .   But unlike he thought he found jae in the back seat rather than the driver .  Joon jumped in .   No questions asked he started the car and quickly drove out .

  “ .     .    .  Huh “

      “ .    .    .  Huh” banging his chest  jae went on taking very deep breathes as his shaking hands try hard to pull down the zipper of his jacket.

      “ .    .    .   Jae “

“ .   .   .  Jae are you ok?” joon looking through the rearview mirror asks as he sees jae fidgeting in the back seat .

   “ .     .     .  I .   .   

“ .    .     .  I   can’t .    . “ jae with his shaking hands tore open his jacket .   .  His breathing is getting irregular .   . His vision is getting blurry .   .  

 “ .     .       .  Hyo.     .   

“ .    .     .   I  .    .  “

“ .   .   .  Jae .   .  Jae “ joon trying hard to find a way to exist asks as he glances back .

   “ .    .   .  I .    .  

“ .   .       .  I    can't breath .     .    “ joon is out of his vision .    .   .  His voice is disappearing as the car is getting smaller .    

“ .   .     .     Breath”    “ .    .    AAHHHH” jae screamed out holding his head as the pain pierces through .   .  His head banging against the door as he loses balance .   .     .    

  “ .    .     .  Breath   breath” his body orders.

“ .     .      .  I .      .       I can't     

“   .     .   . Ahhhhhh” he cries out again as the pain pierces through again .   his whole body wrapping as a bay jae tries to breath and hold in the pain

   “ .    .      .    AHHHH .   . “  he squeezed in his chest as the pain pierces through right at his aching heart.   .  .  chocking him right up as he feels out of breath.

   “ .    .     .  AHHHH” he cried out on last time biting his lips before his blurry vision goes black .    .   His hands tightly squeezing in his chest numb out falling down onto the car floor .   

   “ .    .    .  JAE” joon finally pulling out at the right side jumped out running across to the passenger side .   .  Opening the door right by where jaes head was .  . It was the life less body he found.  Joon justs at there on the road staring right at jae's body .    .   He didn't notice when the first tear drop fell down his right cheek . He being the only person who has seen it all couldn't  take it in anymore.

   It's just too much for him to see jae like this anymore. It’s just too much and with all his might joon couldn't even scratch the surface at how much worse it must be for jae.

  “ .     .      . Why did i met you” he slapped jae’s head.

    “ .       .      .