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Chapter 64

Yunho stood over his son, unwilling to leave at this moment, even if it was in the middle of the morning, Yunho couldn’t help but watch over his son, every moment was precious to him as it would have been to Jaejoong. The month he was apart from him eat at his heart. Probably the same way it did when he had taken Changmin from Jaejoong, Yunho hadn’t forgotten the memories of Jaejoong being pregnant with Changmin. That had been something he would hold dear in his memory, they grow up so fast even for a few hundred years old vampire. He missed Jaejoong carrying the boys. He held his son in his arm, though Yunho could tell Taemin wasn’t familiar with his hold. It wasn’t like he hadn’t held him before, just Taemin prepare Jaejoong hold to his own. Maybe his vampire father scared him. Yunho kissed his cheek, “Sorry I can’t bring your Umma to you Taemin, I know he crying for him, But Appa promised you some day soon, Umma and Appa will come and get you and bring you home to be with your family.” Yunho looked into Taemin’s eyes noticing the similarity that had with Jaejoong. “Be good Taemin.” Yunho hugged him softy afraid his son would start screaming any second now, but what caught his attention was his young son holding onto his finger before bringing it toward his mouth sulking it.

Yunho felt his heart ache how could he leave his son here, he hadn’t wanted to but for Jaejoong’s sake he must. He cherished  every second he got with the little one, trying to familiarise the difference each of his boys shared, Jaejoong had told him the boys had their own personality. He wanted to see that, he had saw the difference in Sehun and Kai. But Taemin seemed to be a closed off just like his mother. That just made Yunho smile more, Yunho held Taemin with each he didn’t need to support his has he said when he was a new-born, his babies were strong he could see that. Yunho hoped his hold on his son wasn’t to cold for him. “Appa has to leave you soon Taemin but I… we will be back for you soon Appa promise,” Yunho gave his son one last hug before placing him back into the crib, “Shh, shh…” Yunho could tell the facial expression he was about to wail. It was the first time his son had allow him to hold him. He took one last look before he left. He stood outside for a while listening to his son cry, how he wanted to take the little one with him now. “Sorry Tae… you have to suffer because of me.” Yunho listen to the woman doing her best to soft his child. How he wanted that to be him or Jaejoong and listen to him sing to their son, it was probably something he took for granted. Yunho closed his eye listening until his cries stopped, Yunho looked inside himself deep looking for the connection he shared with Jaejoong as soon as he found it though faint but it still held them connected not just through the sons they shared together. As soon as he felt the link he followed it. Once he found himself talking to Jaejoong as if he was right beside him, talking about their sons and how well they were doing, only to realise Jaejoong had probably heard him. He stopped dead… he shouldn’t have spoken about them. Yunho needed to get away, but what better than to go and watch over Jaejoong, day time… Thought he hated it. This was the only chance he got to seem him but only for a shut time. He didn’t know how he end up inside Jaejoong’s littl