heechul kept of crying while holding yuna's picture on his hand and he hugged it so tightly. it's really hard for him to see yuna in that way even though it only a picture but he can imagine what yuna really looks like right now.

so he keep on crying until someone came in and it's his co-trainee and that guy saw him crying.

"heechul ssi? are you okey?" the guy ask him

"yup im fine" heechul said as he wipe his tears away.

"are you from this barracks?" heechul ask him

"nope,but i heard someone's crying that's why I went in,sorry about that" the guy said and smile at him. When the guy smile at him it reminded him of yuna.

"they have the same smile" heechul thought while looking at the guy

"are you sure cause i saw you crying? if you have problems you can share it to me" the guy said and upon hearing that heechul remembers yuna.

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"would you mind sharing to me your problem?and why are you crying earlier?cause i feel that you're hurt" yuna said while looking unto the rain and heechul was shocked by her question but tell her the reason anyway.

"ow you see two months ago my bestfriend in my group left us and i misses him so much.he's the only person in my group that can understand me and care to listen to me when i have problems" heechul said yuna felt sad because of that and holds heechul shoulders.

"sorry about that,maybe your friend leaves because he has his own reason and you should respect it  but i know he doesn't wanted to hurt you and i know wherever he is right now,he's still thinking of you" yuna said and holds heechul shoulders and she smiles at him when yuna smile heechul blushed and he was touched by the word of yuna.

"thanks,and i know he's still thinks of me" heechul said.

"and be happy for him i know he's happy for his decision and you should respect it and if you need a friend to listen to you and be there for you i will always be here for you,i can be your frined if you don't mind?" yuna said and heechul softened.

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"are you okey?" the guys ask him

"ahmm yeah! i just remember something" heechul said and look at yuna's picture again, the guy saw him looking into yuna's picture so the guy peek out and look at the picture.

"so is she your girlfriend?" the guy ask him and heechul look a him

"how did you know?" heechul ask with a shocked expression

"cause a guy wouldn't cry to a picture of a girl if it doesn't his own girlfriend" the guy said and smile at him

"he reminded me of yuna" heechul thought and thinks of yuna

"ow yeah she's my girlfriend and i miss her already that's why im looking at her picture" heechul said as he look at yuna's picture again.

"so do you love her?" the guy ask him and heechul look at te picture again and hold it near his heart.

"yes i do love and she is my life" heechul said and look at the guy eyes

"wow she was so lucky to have you" the guy said

"no im the lucky one to have her and i will love her forever" heechul said

"is she sick or something?" the guys ask and heechul eyes grew and look at him

"how did you know?" he ask him again

"you see in her picture it looks like she was sick" the guy said and with that heechul started crying and the guyy saw it and comforts him.

"stop crying it's not good for you" the guys said

"but how can i stop if she was in the hospital right now sufferring from leukemia" heechul said and the guy was shocked and comforted him more

"i dont want her to die and i feel useless cause i can't take care of my own girl while she was sick" heechul said.

"don't worry heechul ah! it's not your fault and i know she will be healed all you have to do is to trust God" the guy said

"trust God?" heechul ask him confuse because heechul was an atheist and they don't believe that God existed or they don;'t beleive that he is worth praising for.

"yes God,nothing is impossible for him all you have to do is to trust him and have faith on him and he will surely help you" the guy said and heechul just look down.

"so i have to go now,i will return later" the guy said and started to stand

"wait what's you name?" heechul ask him

"kim Yujoon" the guy said and went out..heechul followed the guy outside but he didn't see him anymore so he got confused on where did the guy goes.

"where did he go?" heechul ask himself when he didn't see the guy,

'why does he looks familiar?" heechul ask himself and went back inside the barracks and look at yuna's picture again.

"hope your fine yuna ah! i love you!" heechul said and kiss yuna's picture