Today is the day, Today is the day __________ finally got the courage to confess to Jonghyun, Her bestfriend. After five years of silently being in love, She finally decided it was time for her to confess. After all, isn't it better to regret doing something than not doing something? 

She checked her clothes. A simple plaid polo and dark skinny straight cut jeans paired with black heels, making her look simple and y. Just the way her best friend liked. Her eyes trailed from the reflection of her feet up to her face. Her hair was curled making it look naturally curly instead of straight and her peircing light brown orbs were looking especially nervous.She took a deep breath.

"It's now or never." She told her self. 

Her phone suddenly rang from her study table which was adjacent to the huge mirror. She got her phone and checked the caller I.D. It was him.

"Y-yoboseyo?" She answered nervous as heck.

"___________-ah, can we talk?" He replied seriously. She gulped.

"S-sure, w-where do you want to meet?" __________ asked feeling bees stinging her stomachs, yup, bees not butterflies.

"Well, I'm kind of outside your house." Jjong replied then chuckled.

"Eh?" She walked from her mirror to her balcony and looked down, sure enough there he was standing in front of her porch looking like a fallen angel.

"Annyeong!" He waved from his spot smiling at her.

Instead of replying, She hung up knowing nothing would come out of , she was too nervous. She rolled her eyes instead; silently hoping he wasn't able to see her flushed cheeks.

"Wait there, I'm coming down!" She yelled from the balcony. Jonghyun nodded back as she disappeared from his view.

He was just waiting silently when her image suddenly popped in his brain, For the first time in years, He noticed how beautiful his best friend is. A while ago just when she rolled her eyes and smiled at him, The sun was gleaming perfectly above her, highlighting her light brown hair making it look like it was glowing. She looked like an angel. 

"Oppa!" ___________ broke through his thoughts when she gracefully came out her front door looking more beautiful than when she was on the balcony.

Jonghyun cleared his throat as she smiled at him and tried to remember why he was here in the first place.

"Let's go to the park! kaja!" He spoke up trying to calm his nerves. 

"Arasso, but Oppa I have to tell you something first." ___________ said suddenly turning serious.

"Can't that wait? I'm really hungry." He tried to make an excuse up. He knows if she starts talking then he would have to tell her. He didn't even know why he didn't want to tell her! 

"Aren't we going to the park?" She replied raising an eyebrow at his direction.

"Yeah, we are." He stated grabbing her hand and dragged her away from her house.

"Shouldn't we go to the restaurant instead?" She asked trying to slow him down.

"Ani! The hotdogs in the park are the best!" He exclaimed with so much feelings that she gave in.

"Arraso!" She replied ignoring the summer saults inside her stomach as an effect of him holding her hand.

They arrived the park in silence, It was comfortable silence both of them lost in their own world. __________ hesitating wheather she should really confess and Jonghyun pondering if it was a good day to tell her.

The scent of hotdogs flowed around them when they were nearing the stand, in order to distract himself, Jjong ran towards the stand and ordered . While _________ went towards a bench. This was their routine, He buys food and she heads to an empty bench, after eating they goof off. That's what she's scared of, What if after her confession everything will change? She heaved a deep sigh. 

Jonghyun approached her holding two hotdogs and heard her sigh. What was up with her lately? He asked himself.

"_________-ah, Here." He handed her the food as he sat beside her and started to devour the hotdog.

"Kamsahabnida!" She thanked him gladly accepting the hotdog. 

"Oppa." She started.

"Mm?" He replied still chewing.

"I  have something to tell-" before she could finish her sentence she was cut off by the ringing of Jjong's phone.

He took his phone out of his pocket and when he saw the caller, He immediately stood up and excused himself.

"Hold that thought, I have to take this." He went about 2 meters away from her and finally answered the call not knowing she could hear a bit of the conversation, seeing as the park was close to empty.

"Yoboseyo?" He answered.

"I'm with her." Jjong replied, glancing at her and smiled. She smiled back trying to settle her stomach once again.

"Tell her." She heard the person from the other line said, That's all she heard from the converation before Jjong turned his back and answered.

"Yeah, Be patient I'm telling her now." 

"Annyeong, Saranghe." He whispered the last part, not wanting his best friend to hear.

_________ had a bad feeling about this, She swear she faintly heard him say I love you into the phone, but who would he say it to? He recently broke up with his girlfriend so there's really no one to say I love you to, right? 

__________-ah calm down, It's just nerves. She told herself. 

"__________-ah I have something to tell you." Jjong came back with a smile.

"Me too." She replied, feeling nervous.

"Wait, Let me talk first." She gave in. She always gives in.

"Arraso." He sat beside her and held her hands, facing her. He uttered the words She never wanted to hear come out of his mouth.

"I'm getting married." She felt her world shatter into pieces. She felt tears sting her eyes, she immediately hugged him so he wouldn't see her tears.

"I-I'm happy for you! who's the lucky girl?" She asked trying to supress the sobs that were wanting to come out.

"Sekyung." He replied returning the hug, not noticing how ragged his best friend's breathing was. He was too happy to actually notice.

She wiped her eyes before a teardrop could fall and pulled away.

"Anyway, Oppa, I have to go I just remembered that a friend is visiting me today annyeong!" She stood up like lighting and ran to the direction of her house and let her tears fall freely. 

'I thought they broke up.' She thought to herself feeling her heart literally crash. 

'I thought I had a chance.' She thought. 

"Hah! i'm just another stupid idiot who thought I would never experience heart breaks." 

Hey! this is my second fic. so how was it? I'd introduce the characters but I want some of them to be a surprise, and obviously all shinee members are here so... Yeah.

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