(L.Joe pov)

Anger controlled me and heart felt like being stabbed slowly, making me felt the pain in such a long time. It was what I felt when I saw both of them look that close and joked even more than me. ChunJi also spend more time with him than me nowadays. It sometimes felt like my world is incomplete without him by my side. Don’t tell me that I also can’t live without him? Is that meaning that I like him? For real? But what about Niel? How can I tell him? But there’ll be no change if I tell him or not right? If we break up, there’s no possibility that ChunJi will break up with ChangJo and be with me. They already look very happy together and look like they won’t break easily or maybe never.

“Hyung! Byunghun hyung!” I came back to reality when Ricky called my name. I turned my attention toward him. “Chanhee hyung called your name a few times but you don’t hear.” I turned my gaze from Ricky toward ChunJi who was sitting beside me and look a bit sulked.

“Chanhee-ah.. You called me? Mianhae.”

“Nevermind. It’s not important.”

“Are you mad? I’m sorry. I’m not really focus just now.”

“It’s not important really.” He looked away from me toward ChangJo and happily chats with him.

“Do you want to go to my apartment again today Channie hyung?” ChangJo said to him. I just stared at the both of them, listening to every of their talks.

“Can I?” he asked excitedly. I felt anger in me when I see him smile like that toward ChangJo.

“Why are you going to his house? What are you doing there before? When did you go?” without I think twice, I asked ChunJi, half-yelling as I was mad about it.

“Wae? Can’t I go to his house?”

“What did you do there last time you went to his house?”

“I sleep there?”

“WHAT?!”

“Hyung! You sleep at his house? Really?” Ricky asked in amusement. He just nodded at Ricky’s question.

“What did you two done?” CAP hyung asked, as if he read my mind.

“We done nothing. He just sleep at my place for a while. Nothing happened other than having some talks.” ChangJo answered.

“You done nothing for sure?” I asked them, or mostly I wanted ChunJi to answer this.

“Of course nothing. I felt sleepy at that time and he lend his room for me.”

“HIS ROOM?! You slept in his room?”

“Ne. What’s wrong? Can’t I? I’m sleeping alone.”

“R-really?” I calm down and felt relief when he said he slept alone. But wait! Why am I looked very furious about this? If they done something, I’ve no right to interfere right? It really made me crazy just thinking about both of them doing something that I really don’t want it to happen.

“Jonggie~ Let’s go to the park today.”

“Alright..”

“Then we’ll go to your apartment.”

“YA!! CHANHEE!! Why are you insisted to go to his apartment? Is it interesting there?”

“WAE?! I can go to anywhere I want.”

“You can sleep at my house if you want. It’s nearer right?”

“I want to go to my boyfriend house.”

“YA! You two! Stop it! What’s this? Best friend fighting just because of that matter.” CAP hyung stopped us. I fumed in anger as I clenched on my fist.

“Are you alright hyung?” Niel comforted me but it’s not working.

“I’m alright. I’m going back to class now.” I grabbed my bag and leave the table, heading back to my classroom without ChunJi with me.