Alone

In Which Hyuk Wished N To Be Mute

Hyuk appreciate it, really. He appreciate having Hongbin to comfort him at the moment but he honestly doesn't feel comforted even one bit. He's scared, scared if N really does hate him for what he said before. He's scared that N would never ever forgive him. He doesn't want N to despise him eventhough he knows it was him who despise N first. 

"Where's Hakyeon-hyung?"Hyuk heard Hongbin asks but he doesn't dare look up, afraid to see the hatred that may present in his hyungs' eyes since they already knew what he did to N. He feels so guilty. 

Leo just shakes his head before looking down at Hyuk. He's angry at him, true. But he doesn't feel the urge to hurt him due to N's words before. He knows he have to endure. He have to keep it all to himself because N doesn't want him to hurt any of their dongsaengs anymore. "Stop crying, Hyuk . "He tries to coax in the softest voice possible. 

Hyuk sobs. "Please don't hate me. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. "He begs pitifully. 

"I don't hate you. No one hate you. "Leo says, glancing at his 3 other dongsaengs who just nod in agreement. "Stand up and go wash your face. "He orders, not wanting to see those tears over the maknae's face. 

Although Leo doesn't sound like he's mad, Hongbin is still a little worried that he might get angry again so he quickly yet gently pull Hyuk to stand up and guide him to the bathroom. 

When the two maknaes are gone, Leo turn to both Ravi and Ken, swallows the pride, dignity and ego he has all this time and does a 90 degree bow in front of them. "I'm sorry. Please forgive me. "He manages to say before both of them rush forward and force him to stand back up properly, shocked that their proud hyung suddenly apologized all of sudden. 

"What are you doing?! "they asked, surprised. 

Leo sighs. "I'm sorry for hurting Hyuk. I know you must be upset at me for it. "He explains. "And I'm sorry for all the pain I ever inflicted to you all these time, intentionally or not. "

"Hyung... why--"Ken is totally bewildered.

"Please. "Thats all Leo could say. He realised just how much N hates to see him hurting their members all these time and he knows, if he ever wants N forgiveness for that, he'll need to ask for forgiveness from his dongsaengs first. 

"There's nothing to forgive, hyung. You never hurt us. "Ravi exclaims. "Even if you did, it was all because we annoy you and that never even hurt. "He tries to convince. 

"Yes, hyung. There's nothing for us to forgive. "Ken supports. 

Leo sighs heavily. The feeling of guilt easing a little. 

'Hakyeon-ah, I promise to never hurt you or any of our dongsaengs anymore. I promise I won't disappoint you ever again. So please, please forgive me. '

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bibibelle #1
Chapter 86: I ended up read this story again...
after a bit catch up from their fan meeting yesterday, watching some cuts of fan cam video about ken's crying in the middle of his ment, and all the rest of the member give him a big hug.. A song that made by Hakyeon and also how many tears they have, while Hakyeon not crying even a biT..

I.feel somehow match well with this story... :')
chocolate
#2
Chapter 88: Thanks for the story. You are amazing! I really felt N's emotions. I was thinking that maybe those scenes might have happen in real life, too.
myintzuchan #3
Chapter 89: It's amazing. Thanks you autornim!
tutimeow #4
i don't even know why but i think i keep reading this story several times..
CravatSabotage
#5
Chapter 75: Still enjoying this story very much
Justareaderlol #6
Chapter 90: Wowwee, amazing!
HelpMe_ImDrowning
#7
Chapter 3: when you reread
bibibelle #8
Chapter 89: I wondered how can I just read this story by now when I was sured I already read all your story... :'D
I finished it within 2 days (not to mention 88 chapter hohoho), actually I cannot really stand long..long.. chapter if I'm not sure I love it enough...
It's add on my fave list again...

Thank you for keep writing about VIXX, author-nim...
Expecting more, more VIXX story in the future.. ;);););)
Annawa #9
Chapter 89: I've finished the story and it gave me many thoughts - about how we express our feelings, how much we hide sometimes (also what can hide under some kind of people's behaviours). VIXX members were so close to each other on emotional level in your story!! Despite their arguments and dramas it was full of warmth, love, compassion and sweetness. It was beyond cute:)

Hugs:)))
Annawa #10
Chapter 15: Still keep reading your stories. They are addictive!:))) Aww... One of the best stories I've ever read:))) I love them!