Poison

In Which Hyuk Wished N To Be Mute

Almost one hour has passed since N declared that neither Hyuk nor he himself can move unless Hyuk tells him about what he he has done but the maknae still stubbornly keeps his mouth shut. N's legs has start to hurt due to his uncomfortable sitting position but he remains as he is, not wanting to give up to the maknae's stubbornness. 

However, angry as he is, he still remembers that Hyuk is somewhat sick and he doesn't fail to notice that the maknae's face has changed to a different shade. 

Sighing heavily, N once again yells for one of s. 

"Wonshik! "

Ravi is there in an instant. 

"Bring here Hyuk's meds. And some water. "N instructs in which the rapper immediately obeys. When he returned, instead of giving the meds to the person who needs it, he gave it to the leader instead before quickly walking away, unable to see the face Hyuk is making. 

N grabs Hyuk's hand which was originally on his lap and place the meds on his palm. "Eat. "

Hyuk merely stares at the meds, doing nothing. 

"Hurry! "N urges impatiently. 

Slowly, Hyuk looks up at the leader. "Why do you want me to eat this? "He asks in a very soft voice. 

N shot him an 'are you serious' look. "Because I want you to get better, what else? "

To his surprise, Hyuk suddenly chuckles. "Get better?  I thought you want me to leave? To die? To not be here? "

"What--"

"Taekwoon-hyung said that I'm not this group's dongsaeng anymore, he disown me. Jaehwan-hyung is embarrassed of me. He said it's better if I'm forever gone, no one will miss me. Hongbin-hyung told me to leave. Even he hates me. Doesn't that mean everyone wants me gone? "Hyuk sobs. "Only Wonshik-hyung care about me. Even so, you make him leave me as well. "

N doesn't react to that as he thinks about it all. He remembers hearing all those horrible words during Hyuk's argument with the rest of the members just a few days ago so he knows the maknae isn't lying. 

"So, tell me, hyung, what's the point of getting better if no one wants me here? "

N stares at him before once again urging him to eat the meds. "Eat that and I'll tell you. "

Hyuk looks at the meds on his palm. "These are probably poison, right, hyung? "He asks sadly. 

"Don't be stupid, Han Sanghyuk. No one's going to poison you here in this dorm. If we want to poison you, we'll do it when you're sleeping and you'll wake up in heaven. Or hell. With the attitude you're giving us, there's no assurance that you'll get the luxury of heaven. "N uncaringly snaps, refusing to brood around. 

Hyuk smiles. "You're right, hyung. "He says, finally placing the meds into his mouth and swallowing them dry, refusing to take the glass of water N is offering him. 

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bibibelle #1
Chapter 86: I ended up read this story again...
after a bit catch up from their fan meeting yesterday, watching some cuts of fan cam video about ken's crying in the middle of his ment, and all the rest of the member give him a big hug.. A song that made by Hakyeon and also how many tears they have, while Hakyeon not crying even a biT..

I.feel somehow match well with this story... :')
chocolate
#2
Chapter 88: Thanks for the story. You are amazing! I really felt N's emotions. I was thinking that maybe those scenes might have happen in real life, too.
myintzuchan #3
Chapter 89: It's amazing. Thanks you autornim!
tutimeow #4
i don't even know why but i think i keep reading this story several times..
CravatSabotage
#5
Chapter 75: Still enjoying this story very much
Justareaderlol #6
Chapter 90: Wowwee, amazing!
HelpMe_ImDrowning
#7
Chapter 3: when you reread
bibibelle #8
Chapter 89: I wondered how can I just read this story by now when I was sured I already read all your story... :'D
I finished it within 2 days (not to mention 88 chapter hohoho), actually I cannot really stand long..long.. chapter if I'm not sure I love it enough...
It's add on my fave list again...

Thank you for keep writing about VIXX, author-nim...
Expecting more, more VIXX story in the future.. ;);););)
Annawa #9
Chapter 89: I've finished the story and it gave me many thoughts - about how we express our feelings, how much we hide sometimes (also what can hide under some kind of people's behaviours). VIXX members were so close to each other on emotional level in your story!! Despite their arguments and dramas it was full of warmth, love, compassion and sweetness. It was beyond cute:)

Hugs:)))
Annawa #10
Chapter 15: Still keep reading your stories. They are addictive!:))) Aww... One of the best stories I've ever read:))) I love them!