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In Which Hyuk Wished N To Be Mute

N blinks his tears back. "Complete, you say? "He asks rhetorically. The look in his eyes suddenly change to one of a maniac. 

Hyuk doesn't answer. 

"VIXX as 5 is already complete? "N repeats Hyuk's words just now. "Well, then I should leave so that there'll be only 5 members. It's not that I bring any good to this group. I'm disgusting. And useless. Just like you said. "

Hyuk unconsciously shakes his head in denial. 

"No? "N asks. "Why not? If I leave, then Wonshik will be the leader. We all know that he's even better than me, right? You like him anyway and he's not disgusting or useless like me. "

Hyuk just continues shaking his head. 

"You don't want Wonshik either? Why? "N's voice is creepy, as if he's mocking the maknae. "Oh! I know! You want him to leave! Ah... that's fine too I guess. "

More tears start streaming down Hyuk's face yet N totally ignores it. 

"Or maybe... Taekwoon should leave?  I mean, you hate him, right? So you'll be happy if he's gone. "N pretends to wonder. "He's VIXX's main vocalist but then there's still Jaehwan. So there won't be any problem. "He smiles. No, not that warm, sweet and soothing smile. It's more like a smile that a serial killer would make before he kills his victim. Yes, a murderous smile. 

Hyuk shudders. 

 "Hmmm... but you probably want Jaehwan gone too. Well, I guess you can sing then. "N laughs a humorless laugh. "You know you have a nice voice, Hyuk. We all know that too. You just never get the chance to show it. But don't worry, you'll get that chance. Soon. "

"H-hyung... "Hyuk starts hicupping as his cry overpower him. 

"Yes, Hyuk? What is it? "N asks with a sickly fake affection. Before Hyuk could say anything else, N speaks up again. "You want Hongbin to leave? That's fine. Anything you want is fine. "

"H-hyung... N-no... "

"No? "

"No one... should leave. "Hyuk chokes out, he feels suffocated by the terrible aura emitting off N. 

"Eh? You said VIXX as 5 is already complete, didn't you? That means someone should leave, right? "

Hyuk sobs. "I should leave. Not you... or anyone else... "

"Oh, really? "N asks, pretending like he just understand that. "Sure. You can leave. "He declares. 

Hyuk feels his heart break. 

"It won't make any difference be it you're the one who leaves or another. You know why, Hyuk? "

Hyuk sniffles but gives no answer. 

"Because... if even just one of us leave, there'll be no more VIXX . VIXX is a 6 members group. If there's only 5 left, then it's not VIXX. It's up to you whether you want to trust me or not. If you don't, then go on. Do it. But don't forget to say goodbye to VIXX once you did because that time, VIXX will only be a memory. "

 

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bibibelle #1
Chapter 86: I ended up read this story again...
after a bit catch up from their fan meeting yesterday, watching some cuts of fan cam video about ken's crying in the middle of his ment, and all the rest of the member give him a big hug.. A song that made by Hakyeon and also how many tears they have, while Hakyeon not crying even a biT..

I.feel somehow match well with this story... :')
chocolate
#2
Chapter 88: Thanks for the story. You are amazing! I really felt N's emotions. I was thinking that maybe those scenes might have happen in real life, too.
myintzuchan #3
Chapter 89: It's amazing. Thanks you autornim!
tutimeow #4
i don't even know why but i think i keep reading this story several times..
CravatSabotage
#5
Chapter 75: Still enjoying this story very much
Justareaderlol #6
Chapter 90: Wowwee, amazing!
HelpMe_ImDrowning
#7
Chapter 3: when you reread
bibibelle #8
Chapter 89: I wondered how can I just read this story by now when I was sured I already read all your story... :'D
I finished it within 2 days (not to mention 88 chapter hohoho), actually I cannot really stand long..long.. chapter if I'm not sure I love it enough...
It's add on my fave list again...

Thank you for keep writing about VIXX, author-nim...
Expecting more, more VIXX story in the future.. ;);););)
Annawa #9
Chapter 89: I've finished the story and it gave me many thoughts - about how we express our feelings, how much we hide sometimes (also what can hide under some kind of people's behaviours). VIXX members were so close to each other on emotional level in your story!! Despite their arguments and dramas it was full of warmth, love, compassion and sweetness. It was beyond cute:)

Hugs:)))
Annawa #10
Chapter 15: Still keep reading your stories. They are addictive!:))) Aww... One of the best stories I've ever read:))) I love them!