KRYSTAL’S POV:

I’m really worried for Amber, ever since that phone call he’s acting really strange, sigh, I thought he’s comfortable in sharing his thoughts to me but I was wrong. I wish I could dig in his mind, I always find him in his deep thoughts. It’s bothering me, and sometimes I woke up at night he’s not by my side. I’m not even blind to know there something wrong and I was right, the night I pretended to be asleep, I can’t think of anything that would make him act like that. I never wanted to talk about you know, love, he’s been very vocal about that matter to me. I admit that we’ve come a long way looking back to those times that I’ve put all the blame and hate on him from what happened to us, but it’s different now. I love him but I don’t know how to say it, I’m ashamed from how I treated him and acted before. I need courage to say it to him directly, would he even believe me?

Although I’m worried about Amber’s weird behavior lately, I think I love it when he’s being quite bold to make his advances on me, I mean how he holds me, the way he clings on me, the way we sleep now, it’s much more intimate. Well sort of coz every time his hot breath touches my skin I feel electrified, so much for not thinking of those thoughts how can I keep my mind sane if his breath and scent drives me crazy. He’s too blind if he can’t read my actions, right? I’ve been sending him the right signals; a woman would never allow a man to touch her like this if she doesn’t love you back, how stupid! I woke up without Amber by my side again, I sighed it’s been almost a week, but the good part here is we got to spend breakfast at home together. I prepared myself before heading to the kitchen and there he was setting the table for us, in his deep thoughts again. I watch his seriousness; he’s wearing his office suit already, serious handsome face and nice suit, combination of hotness. I know right? but ever since, well I admit that I took advantage of him that night, It was wrong he was so drunk and I didn’t even asked for his permission but I got my needs too right, damn this hormones.  But seriously, I wondered if he wasn’t drunk what other things could he do to me, I swear I questioned myself if he was really drunk that night coz he was so, gosh I’m gonna stop okay it’s still early in the morning what are you thinking Soojung! I was staring at his back admiring his manly figure when he turned around and smiled at me, I smiled back at him widely since the smile that he gave me was the same smile that I fell for. “Having fun staring at me?” he asked with raised brows, you wish dork, but then he winked at me playfully which made me blush. “Okay then princess, now sit here in front of me and let’s eat” he guided me on my chair as we ate face to face, I don’t mind having breakfast with you everyday Am, god you’re so handsome. I thought looking at him as he started eating.

I was laughing the  whole car ride; this stupid dork is so funny, Aish, throwing his stupid jokes on me when I felt the baby moved inside my tummy it made me stopped laughing did she really move? omo! I’m trying to observe if she’ll move again, “Soojung, you okay?” Amber asked worriedly scanning my face as we reached the parking space near the café. She moved again when Amber spoked, “Soojung? What’s wrong?” he asked again, I think I felt her move. Amber’s eyes widened in awe from what I told him, he was frozen for a minute then I saw a huge dorky grin on his face. “Really?” he blurted excitedly; he turned to me and I placed his hand on my tummy, I guess so I felt it twice. Minutes have pass, Amber sighed and pouted, how come she didn’t move? “Yah! Little princess, that’s unfair, mommy got to feel you move, how about me?” he pouted even more as he talked to my tummy. A touching scene which made my heart flutter, I chuckled looking at his duck pout, stop that dork! You still have many chances, “but it’s her first movement Soojung” he protested, it was so cute.  I can’t stop smiling seeing how childish he is right now, stop sulking don’t worry Tiff unnie said that during my 5th month your princess will be more active inside my tummy. I need to go now I said and he nodded with a huge grin on his face, dork, he walked me to the front door of the café. He was wearing his serious face when he gave me a peck on the cheek and headed for his car, he was about to get in when I shouted, drive safe baby! His eyes widened for a second I think it’s because I called him baby, but then he flashed his dorky gr