AMBER’S POV:   I woke up with a pain and heaviness feeling in my head, I knew everything that happened yesterday wasn’t just a dream. Everything is true; I thought that I wouldn’t feel this way anymore, but now I feel so alone, I feel so much pain, I feel so lost. Like half part of me is missing, yesterday I thought that I was the luckiest guy on earth but after what happened. How could it be like this? For Christ sake, how could I run into my brother’s girlfriend and spent the whole night with her in bed, and oh she’s my fiancée. I know how she feels, I feel so much guilt too, I didn’t know, I don’t know what to do. But everything she said hurts a lot; I've always thought that Aiden is a better version of me. Even when we were young he gets mom and dad’s attention more, he’s good at everything. I was the weaker version, that’s why when they left I secluded myself from everyone.   I really thought that our supposed to be marriage could work out, but after what happen I couldn’t, even if she was my dream girl I just can’t. He’s my brother’s girl and what did I do? It’s so good to be true; of course Aiden will really get great girls like her. Based on Henry’s stories about him, I know why Krystal fell for him, if thing’s didn’t happened like it did will she utter those words to me? If we met in different situation maybe she wouldn’t treat me like that. She’s quite a catch but her hurtful words woke me up. I’m really stupid to believe that she liked me too; I mean she’s right, what happened between us was a huge mistake and it was just a for her nothing more. I feel so stupid, I am stupid! It was so embarrassing for me, and by the looks of her, she hates me. I wanted to ask her questions about Aiden but I know I couldn’t get answers from her. How could she judge me without even knowing me and my own brother thinks I don’t care for him? How could he not comeback for me. How could he not even searched for me, he’s a cop for Christ sake.    I envy how he was able to live with mom for all those years, all those years that I spent searching for them. My dad knew but he chose to lie into my face, who else should I trust? When Henry approached me I just knew I could trust this guy, good thing he let me sleep over coz I don’t know where to start my mind is  a total wreck and going home isn’t a good idea, Yuri must be worried. Dad will definitely be angry if he knew, but I don’t’ care coz I deserve the truth. As promised Henry took me to my mother’s grave it feels so strange I barely remember how she looked like. I hate being vulnerable to anyone but I couldn’t control the tears streaming down my face, you don’t know how much I wanted to be with you mom, why did you left me? Why didn’t you come back for me?  But these are all questions, I want answers! Henry gave me his number before he left me heading out to his work. I’m