Your POV:

I was too hurt.

This wasn't going anywhere.

Now I know Teen Top loves me, I can't go to them.

I can't go to Rania either because they were on promotions.

I don't want to see any of UKISS for a while, but I don't want to break up with them either.

What can I do now?

I guess I have to go to the dance room to release.

Before everyone woke up, I changed into my usual clothes and put on my high-top shoes, and tip toed out of the dorm so they won't chase me.

I opened the door of the dance room and walked slowly to the piano.

With hesitation, I sat down on the wooden seat slowly, moving it in a little closer to the piano.

I felt sweat damply cover the tips of my fingers as I placed them gently on the keys and started playing.

(a/n: PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE READ THESE LYRICS WHILE LISTENING!!!)

Today again is such a day I wonder why
You told me thousand lies while you looked me in the eye
"사랑했기에 모든걸 다 줬기에"
("Because I was in love and I gave everything")
is what I think of whenever I see myself cry

All those times you always said you stay by my side
"Girl don't worry girl don't worry I'm right beside
생각해내서 너를 생각해내서
(For having a thought , a thought of you)
I hate myself today again even more

Help me~
Save me~
will you ever come back to me baby?
oh~

I'm so cra-cra-crazy
Boy you make me cra-cra-crazy
Exhausting all my love,
thereafter (you're) backing off
I can't endure it anymore.

I'm so cra-cra-crazy...
cra-cra-crazy...
I'm looking like a fool,
still chasing after you
no matter where I go I can't forget you,

Clap man...
crazy...

I finished the piece with tears swelling in my eyes.

Giving up, I broke down crying, my arms on the sheet music stand.

I guess a Teen Top song isn't making anything better.

Kevin's POV:

We rushed out the dorm to look for ________.

She wasn't around when we woke up, and we've looked for her for ages.

For all we knew, she might have gone to Teen Top's dorm, or the rooftop.

"GUYS! I THINK SHE'S IN THE DANCE ROOM!!" Eli yelled as we were running.

"GOOD THINKING!" Alexander replied, rather excitedly.

We agreed quickly and made a break for it to the dance room.

It didn't take us very long, only a few seconds, to get there.

When we got there, we skidded to a stop as we heard music.

No, not dance music blasting and shoes skidding.

But beautiful piano music, and singing.

"I'm so cra-cra-crazy..." we heard her sing.

My heart wrenched in my chest.

She was singing Teen Top's song.

Her lyrics were so meaningful, hurtful.

I'm guessing that's how hurt she is.

I wonder how the rest were feeling.

Were they having the same heartbreaking feelings as I was?

We continued listening to her sing and play until she finished.

There was then a sobbing noise - she was crying.

"Yah, Kevin, go talk to her!" SooHyun hissed.

I groaned. "Why me?! It's always me!"

"We all know she only listens to you! You can convince her to trust us again!" Dongho said.

"No! She might bash me or someth-AHH!!"

They pushed me with much force into the dance room, making me fall face first onto the floor.

Ouch.

I heard _______ gasp and some scraping of the floor.

"K-Kevin?" she said nervously.

I lifted my head up and looked at her.

She looked terrible!

No, she didn't look ugly (she can never look ugly), but more of an unstable condition.

"Hehe, hi." I said awkwardly and got up, dusting my shirt.

She turned back to the piano, her back facing me, as if she didn't want to talk to me.

I didn't blame her.

It was our fault for doing this to her anyways.

I went up to her, sitting next to her on the piano seat.

She continued to stare down at the keys of the piano, not saying anything.

With all my guts, I moved my hand up her back and wrapped my arm over her shoulders, pulling her closer to me.

I kissed her head as I lightly squeezed her forearm.

Your POV:

I continued sniffing and letting tears fall down my face as Kevin was hugging me.

To be honest, I missed his embraces, his warm, comforting embraces.

I loved them, not matter the situation.

"_______, I love you, so much, you should know that by now..." he murmured in my hair.

I sniffed. "I know, oppa, I know..."

"Then why don't you trust us?"

I broke away from his hug and looked at him. "It was you guys who abused my trust. You chose to lie and hide from me."

He sighed and hugged me again. "I know, and I'm sorry; we're sorry. We only did that to prevent hurting you."

"And how do you think I feel now?"

He only stayed silent, but hugged me tighter.

I couldn't say no to his hug.

I just couldn't.

Taking one whiff of his scent, I hugged him back.

"I love you, oppa. I don't know if it's worth it anymore..." I mumbled in his shoulder.

"Don't say that, _______, please don't. I love you so much, please, don't say that." he said quietly, but frantically, holding onto me tighter.

I pulled away from his hug, cupping his face gently.

"Would you like to play a song for me?" he asked softly.

My lips curled into a small smile as I kissed him quickly.

I placed my hands on the keys and started playing while singing to a lullaby version of Shock by BEAST.

"Everyday I shock, every night I shock, I'm sorry please come back to me~" I sang.

I ended the song with a big arpeggio up to the highest note on the piano.

"That was good." he commented.

"Thanks."

There was a short silence.

"I have to go." I said and got up from the wooden seat, but I felt his hand grip around my wrist tightly.

"No, please don't leave."

"Kevin, I have to get ready to practice." I retorted and shook off his grasp.

"No, wait."

I opened the door and the rest of the guys toppled inside the room, falling on top of me.

"UGH!" I let out as I was squashed underneath all of them.

With much effort, they got off me and Alexander pulled me up.

"How did I know that you guys were listening?" I asked out of frustration as I dusted my shirt.

"_______, we can explain," Kibum began.

"No need to," I said. "I know you guys sent Kevin in. And I know you guys were listening to me singing to Clap."

I walked quickly out the door when I felt a strong grip on my wrist.

I turned around and saw Kibum look worriedly at me. "No, ______, please."

"Do you want me to change so we can practice or not?"

"Oh, whoops."

Kibum's POV:

I almost sighed in relief.

I thought she was going to run away again; I really didn't want her to run away from us.

Good thing that she didn't.

I love her too much to let her go like before again.

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more drama in this chapterrr, I hope you guys liked it ^^

AND OMG I ALREADY HAVE SOME IDEAS FOR MY NEXT FANFIC XDDD

no teasers just yet though X)

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