I'm going straight to the point this time.

I haven't watched Tao's movies because I've been busy, and I somehow found a video about Tao's kiss scenes in movies. I didn't want to watch it (because I hate spoilers, not because I would feel 'jealous", though everyone here already knows I'm delusional I always get jealous), until I saw the description: "⚠ WARNING ⚠ R-15 
So far there are 3 Kisses and a CPR scene that have been released officially." I was sure they were all from EOI, and I already knew there was a bed scene but come on, REALLY??? I had to search for the meaning of "CPR" and "R-15" and I'm honesty... "shocked"? I didn't want, I never wanted him to go that far, I don't want to say I'm disappointed because when that day comes everything will be over for me. Did he really have to go that far?? He's got plenty of movie offers and he had to pick this one? And I'm not saying this because I'd get jealous no, but for other obvious reasons! 

Okay I know some of you are going to say he's free, you're not his mom, you're saying this because of your religion, and you're totally right, and I know Tao's a human and humans are not perfect but, there are different types of "flaws" and being able to accept this kind of things is pretty much for me to handle; so if he accepted this for his first lead role will I have to prepare myself for a movie someday through his career? I know he wants to try different kinds of roles and all but wasn't this too much?

I am shocked, and sad, and mad (yes I'm mad this is one of the fewest times I got mad at him), and I don't feel li