Why am I being like that? Why does it hurt that much? Why do my eyes become wet whenever I see you?

I knew you would never see it, but I couldn't just ignore that 0.001% of chance I could have.

My weibo got frozen 3 times in just 4 days, the 3rd time I couldn't find someone who could help me with his phone number to unfreeze it, it's been 3 days that I haven't tagged you in an "I love you" post, I wanted to upload that video and send it to you, I wanted you to see it, I wanted you to know how much I love you...

Today that you've created your instagram account -and I swear I knew you were going to have one soon- and I already know you're going to use it more than weibo- I feel like "abandoned" (even if I don't have the right to feel that way), I don't have instagram, I don't even have a smart phone (or else I would have created one just for you), even befo