I somehow found this, Tao's old weibo posts. I got so emotional discovering new things about him, his thoughts, his past, his worries, his dreams, and how his hard work is paying off. To make it short, I'm cryin now...

930502. Qingdao, Shandong, China.

▼Tao’s weibo

All messages quoted from his Personal Website.

“Money,money,money,keep up the good work!” May,2009. (Tao began to work when he was 16 years old away from home. He loves Wushu and music, good at playing basketball and the long jump,ever study sailing boat.)

“It is always bleeding,what the heck is that? I do not really want to give up…Hold on!”August,2009 (He was suffer from a illness during this period.)

“If one day,I have to go away from this country,I hope my friend could remember all the happy time we spent together.” August,2009

“I’m not sure of myself, I have nothing,I try to escape reality,I’m self-enclosed,refuse to associate with others,and do whatever I likes.” September,2009

“To single person, the most terrifying thing is that being poor,sick,old in the same time.” August,2009

“If you feel tough,that is real life.Whatever,the only way to avoid this is to struggle.” October,2009

“I love music, I love Wushu more than ever.” Nov.2009

“I do would like someone could hear my singing.” Nov.2009

“Who would like cold person like me.Why I changed a lot, I’m not longer talkative and fond of fun.”

“I was tired to death.The job is well, I could study a lot.” Dec.2009

“I’m a waiter now,fighting! Dad,thanks for everything you have done for me. I love you!” Dec.2009

“Master,sister,although you couldn’t see me,  I have to say seriously that I miss you so much.” Dec.2009

“It is the first time I felt faint.I suddenly felt everything went black in the toliet. My head is pounding now.” Dec.2009

“I’m trying to form a band.If you want to sing, singing in your own way.Friends in Hong Kong, here I am!” January,2010

“Singing till tired makes me cough, what is it?” January,2010

“Dear elder brother, why watching movie is more important than recording my song? ”January,2010

“Teacher, it’s time to say goodbye. I don’t know when and where we are to meet again. Take care,bye bye,miss you! “ January,2010

“What else can I do in the next 6 years?” January,2010

(After recovered from a illness, Tao suddenly stop practising Wushu. He devoted himself to learning music.)

“I eat 6 mango tonight” Feb,2010

“My new rap song will be soon finished” Feb,2010

“Even the whole world and all my friends misunderstand me, I won’t explain. I know what I’m doing.” Feb,2010

“Why I always trust people and get de