As I said before, I love you too much to be selfish. All I want is your happiness. That's what I've came up to after spendig long minutes of heavy cries. Don't pay attention to the rumors/scandals or whatever. And if you're really dating then I hope it's not with SM's obligation but with your own will. I have always said that the day you'd find a girlfriend I'll be happy for you, I didn't know it would be this hard to accept it so I'm going to start with the rumors as a beginning. If they've made you do this, you can speak up, I'll always be with you. If you really are dating, whether you say it or prefer to hide it, I'll also aways be with you. Live happily Tao. This is all I want you to do for me. Be happy.