Whenever Tao doesn't show up for a long time, I get to do things I'd never got to do in my fangirl life. Sometimes I wonder how I've managed to turn my life this way, and I realize how much I've got attached to this guy to the point that I've forgotten to do important things, to love myself, to live.But I don't regret it. I don't. After all, HE has become my life, and he's filled it with meaning, I don't care if I do not love myself because I love HIM and my heart can't possibly love two persons at once. He's taught me so many things he's made me smile he's made me cry I don't care I just love my life as his. 

I miss him...