You know some chances only come once in a lifetime.... I've missed Michael Jackson's concert in Tunisia because I was too young (only 3 years old back then, he came 20 years ago), I don't want to miss seeing Tao even if it means going all the way to China...

It really hurts wanting something so bad and you know you can't even dream about it because it's OVER. Something maybe I haven't mentioned here before is that I've been a big fan of Michael Jackson, since his death... I remember when he came to Tunisia, it was so sudden and so abnormal that even my family members (who were not really his fans) kept talking about it. You never hear his songs in radios and you never see his MVs on TV here. Only his fans would have all his CDs but for me I can't even remember a single time I came by his music. So I kinda envy the ones whose parents were fans of MJ. I don't know why I'm talking about this here but, whenever I remember that I've only discovered how great he was when he's dead... I can't help but feel guilty. That day for the first time they aired his concert in Tunisia and I remember I watched it out of curiosity and I instantly fell in love! I loved every single one of his songs and the next day I went to buy many of his songs (I bought illegal CDs because I didn't find the official ones, and I had no internet back then), I kept on track with all the news of his death incident and all for months, and I would listen to his music every single day. I was also getting