Idol Star Championship, I hate you. Sincerely.

He got injured, again. He hurt himself. He stood up again and continued playing. He fell again. He continued till the end. He cried.

I really don't know what to say. Do you feel what I'm feeling right now? I can't even put everything into words my feelings are so complicated that I'm weeping...

Why do I have to love this guy that much? I'm so worried about him I'm so concerned but I'm also so proud of him I'm so proud I want to hug him and tell him that even if he didn't win first place he actually won my heart, again, for the nth time.

I really want to write more but I can't, I don't know how these feelings can be put into words I can't...