I've never imagined I'd come to say this one day but... ‘I want a boyfriend too’... I'm tired of watching all these kdramas and animes and hoping for meeting the right person in the right time. I've lived with my fantasies for too long and I know nothing I'm wishing for will come true, so now, I seriously need a boyfriend. I'm 21 you know, I've never dated, not even once, I've imagined myself living those lovey dovey kdrama scenes with the one that'd love me like no other, with the one that I'd love passionately, but you know, nothing of it will come true, let's be honest, romance and all that kind of things, it's only for kdramas, I haven't seen any of it in real life (I’m talking about Romance here, not Love). Now I'm saying I want a boyfriend but I'm still hoping I'd have a boyfriend like I've always imagined, even if it seems impossible, I still can’t get the fact that I can date someone that wouldn't meet my expectations, someone that can be so far from all my anticipations. I can’t accept it even though I haven't met anyone with the right description, and I can only think of one person when I say "boyfriend", “romance” or "love", that person that pulls me back to him whenever I try to escape, and I remember again that I'm still sealed with his charm, with his perfectness and his perfection, with his cat-like eyes and his unrelenting stare, with all his undecipherable being. Why did I have to choose that specific person? Why not anyone else? Why can't I move on why ca