I have literally slept 3 hours (from 7am to 11am). Don't ask me why I haven't slept the whole night! I had to see all what I have missed during the past 8 days (obviously), even if I could log in to facebook/twitter with my phone they're not really with big help cause I can't watch videos, I only saw pics + translations, like I've read the full translation of Sina interview before even watching it!

Oh the interview.... many things happened but this was the one that affected me the most while I was away.

Speaking about it, I've watched it last night but I couldn't write anything since I was half asleep lol, also, I've read the translation few days ago so I've kinda calmed down since then. Still, I feel the need of writing about it. There are things I can't skip here.

It was 7 am when I woke up, everyone else was still sleeping. I logged it to my facebook and the first thing I saw was an article from soompi (?) I don't really remember but the title said "Tao cries while apologizing to Kris" and I instantly became like "huh?" 0.0 I honestly didn't believe it at first I thought it was -again- another article based on rumors targeting Tao, but I opened it anyway and I read the whole thing about Kris and it made me doubt even more like, when did Tao even say this? I was not expecting it, even thought I have to admit I always hoped for Tao and Kris to be friends again and to clear all misunderstandings and I secretly wanted to know if Tao really wrote those words I somehow got convinced it was him but I still wanted to know- and if he was still in contact with Kris and Luhan. One thing is sure: I AM SO HAPPY TAO AND LUHAN KEEP CONTACTING EACH OTHER I think I said this before but I really liked Luhan more after he left (am I weird?) I respect him more -for reasons I've mentioned before- and I'm happy he still has a good relationship with the members (at least with China line which we are sure about).

Now I'll speak about Kris then the whole interview later.

I just am so so so so proud of Huang Zi Tao! Admitting his mistakes and not being afraid of apologizing for something he did wrong (even though I've never blamed him for saying what he said, he was clearly hurt to see his friend leaving without telling him....I'm sure I wrote about this not a long time before Tao had even revealed it. Tao did not say that about Kris because he left but because he did not tell him).

I wish Kris can respond to this positively. To be very honest, I can bear not knowing if they solved things out privately but I can't bear hearing Kris saying he doesn't accept Tao's apology. I like everyone who is good to Tao and I even judge people based on how they treat h