Yesterday when he updated his Weibo I was totally shocked and happy at the same time, he completely distracted me even though I was expecting an update because he knows we were worried about him and because some are going around saying that he's going to leave like Luhan. (nonsense) Anyway, he managed to make me feel confused again, and I was so happy to see his Weibo update, I was shaking and I got teary eyes I don't even know why but he's got that effect on me. He's never been by my side and lately he's been out of sight for only 3 days but it felt like I haven't seen him for years, as if he had always been with me.

So because of all that I totally forgot to post his update here and now that I've seen it again, I've noticed something.... No I mean I've seen all of his pics yesterday and I know what they're about but it's just now that I thought about it... So... One of the things that can make me respect an idol even more is to know that he doesn't drink, Tao never mentioned that issue and I was not sure if he drinks or not I mean he's still young and all and I had some hope that he would never drink but now that I've seen his update again... The two glasses of wine... I don't really make the difference between all kinds of beer and wine and all and I don't know if what he posted is something really strong but one thing is sure that's not a normal drink. I still have some hope you know... I'm telling myself that maybe like MAYBE he was not the one drinking, I can't picture him being drunk, he's still young h