I watched that VCR (you know what I’m talking about) and now my eyes are wet… I want to cry… ;;

TAO… what did you do to my soul? T__________T

I may sound selfish but... I DIDN'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN (do not ask me what, you know what I'm talking about! And if you don't, then that's better, for your soul, and for me, because  I'm such a selfish and a bad person... I'm sorry T_T). 

I knew it! I knew it! "Everybody is going to focus on TAO if one day 'this' will happen!" And that is what is exactly happening! He's not my property, HE IS NOT MINE BUT HELL I'M SO DAMN JEALOUS WHY WHY JUST WHY SM???

I am crying! I AM CRYING!

He's so damn perfect and I just don't want to fangirl about him that way (you know in what way I mean) this is not correct I feel like being like every fangirl and I don't want to feel that way T_T

He is more than that. He is my love. It's not like I've been in love with him for his look, NO! I love him. I so love him. I love him for many reasons and for no reason! I would spend days talking about him if you ask me 'why Tao?', like I would also be speechless if you ask me the same question, because he is too much to be described.

Why do I love him? I don't know! I just LOVE HIM! But not only for his look!

I am jealous. I feel like I want to protect him from everybody's eyes, from my own eyes. He's like that something you want to protect, you want to hide from everybody, because you're afraid he may g