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Some everyday thoughts I write about Tao... 1000 thoughtsOn the Baek Taeyeon matter...
I have to admit that I was shocked hearing the news... I had never imagined one of the EXO members dating I mean, I thought SM wouldn't let that happen that easily.
I have to admit that... I can't say I was jealous because well you know... he's not Tao... I can only be jealous if it's Tao (am I wrong?), but I've always adored Baekhyunee, I love how he gets along with everybody, I love his jokes, I love how he cares about s (especially Tao) and I want to protect him from every bad talking... I sometimes feel like I want to be their mother, all of them (except Tao of course), I care for all of them as if they were my own children (notice that most of the members are older than me, except Kai and Sehun, I know I'm awkward...). So I have to admit that, it hurt somewhere in my heart to hear the news, well yeah... I was jealous... I'm not even sure if this is how we call that feeling because as I said before, Baekhyunee is not Tao... OTL
I don't know how to explain it. So I just give up on explaining. XD
Poor Baek biased, I think I understand how you feel orz.
There's one good thing about it... this kinda gives me a little bit of hope (?). Well if Baek can date his bias... WHY CAN'T I? u_u I will make an audition to get into SM (I can't even dance or sing or act orz) I still have a mere chance with Tao *blushing* (don't I?)
But honestly speaking, I think this whole story is fake. SM never lets its artists date b
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